aha! it's 4 more days to the last day of work! uhU! but that at the same time marks e end of e school hols... oh man... kinda excited but at the same time reluctant to step into a new environment in meridian... next thing that comes to my mind is should i stay after the first three months? sigh...
Christmas was great for me this year... went to Charis Tabernacle for Christmas service in e morning... service was good... though i din spend much time with the people after the service coz i wasn't in the very rite mood to yak with them... xr went along with me for service... yeah n we went for lunch after that... i was really pissed with my mother... for some reasons... n when we were having lunch at long john, i cried... argh...
went for FCBC's Christmas bash in the evening... it was as great... though i wasn't in the rite mood still... i poured out my feelings to xr... cried again... but i really enjoyed the whole event (though i din stay thru), especially the worship! when they sang e song "Emmanuel", i din noe the song so i juz stood n stare at the screen with the words flashed on it... yup... but the words... touched me... "Emmanuel, our God is with us..." that phrase... deeply touched my broken heart at that time... it was then, i realized... God has always been there for me, juz that i never remembered... i always think that i can settle things by my own strength... only when i realie am at my worst state, then will i remember to turn to God for help... but that shouldn't be e case! sigh... n wateva it is, God will always be there, no matter wat! for all out there, whether the lonely, the sad, the broken hearted, the weak, the poor, even the happy, the rich... all u out there, God is one great friend that we can always depend on, one that will never leave us. NEVER!
God said: "NEVER will I leave you, NEVER will I forsake you." Hebrews 13:5 Trust in God... Out ur Faith in Him n u'll never ever regret. GOD LOVES YOU!
