sigh...bad bad bad day...argh... pissed with my mum... she's really been irritaitng me these days... i mean like jc life is already something taht's making me kinda stressed out n i'm like trying my best to adapt to it.. well i guess she juz doesn't understand at all... n it's really irritating...
she seem to b taking me for a maid eh? "remember to soak the clothes,. please go get the clothes taken in from drying, remember to fold the clothes n why haven u been ironing the clothes? can't u bother to help with housework?can't u help with moppin the living room? did u remember to mop ur room? ecould u please clear ur room of the books?" the list goes on... argh... this is realy irritaitng... can't my sis help a little? why has it always gotta b me n me alone? when i was my sister's age, i was already doing all these rubbish... without a word of complain! can't my sister help a little now since she's always home earlier than i am?PISSED
well... n things are gettin worse nowadays... she been saying that i've been using my hp to msg pple... n am always stuck in the room... hello... wat bout she herself?she's always on the phone too! n when she's on the phone, she doesn't answer pple when we try to ask her questions... isn't it better that i'm msging?at least i still talk to pple... wats with her man? i really can't stand these nonsense anymore! i've put up with them long enough! wat do u want me to do?
leaving the house really crossed my mind billions of times... but i juz dun have the courage to... argh... n today, i cried.right in front of her! i helped to mop the living room, n my aunt said after i'm done, i could juz pour the water away in the little drain outside my house.so i did.n my mum juz picked on me on every single thing i did(i dun wish to further explain)... i was like... wat the HECK... those four letters could have been replaced by something worse... well.. wat does she expect from me?!!!
i'm really really pissed... but i'll juz tolerate with these rubbish...i'm sure i'll leave this place one day... strong n confident on my own... well... i've got enuf... really... God i dunno if u're angry... but i am feelin really very down... others may tell me that this is wat u wan me to go thru to make me stronger n stuff.. but at this point in time, i really need nothing but peace from this woman i am having a BIG problem with... i really dunno wat to do...
