hmm hmm.. haha.. well well.. let's see.. one more week to promos and i have only finished studying two chapters of bio and 3 of maths.. this is very very bad!!! sian... jc life is really so different.. it's like BULLET TRAIN!! it's non stop.. juz goes on and on n on.. promos comin up but i'm still trying to catch up with my currnet work.. the load seems never ending lo.. sian.. ya lo.. juz pray that i can catch up and at the same time do my revision.. sigh..
yup yup.. let's see.. how has life been after so long.. hmm.. well ..basically, been trying to study but nv realli worked coz i'll always be so so tired... sigh.. but i will!! sigh.. n some things happened recently.. well.. cheryl was pissed with me on tuesday.. but she refused to tell me y coz she thinks that it was something trivial.. well, din manage to force it out of her.. sigh.. then something else happened..
if i nv asked her the question, i would have been kept in the dark forever.. i juz dunno why she keeps saying that we're good frens, frens forever.. but yet, she still does such things.. i was irritated with A with some things.. so me, cheryl and B talked over it.. then A msged me that evening.. then we sorta settled the prob la.. but i guess, A will nv b more than an acquaintance.. perhaps, a friend at most.. yup... that was settled.. n that afternoon, i asked A about her feelings towards B.. n she said she sort of likes him.. well i may sound petty or wat.. but the thing is she was the one who told us that she will nv like B.. and they will nv get together.. so we persuaded her not to give B false hope but she nv stopped calling and msging B.. n she nv said a thing to us until we asked her...
well.. that was still nothing much.. yesterday.. three of us were in the library with ron.. then we had to go for gp lesson.. so we left the library.. A walked with us and B called her.. we tot it was some one else.. she nv told us who it was so we asked her.. then she hesistated and tried not to answe us.. but we got it out of her anyway... she told us it was B.. then we asked her y she meeting him.. then she said they were gonne study together.. but the thing is.. me n cheryl always asked her to join us in the libray.. but she always said that she san't study in groups.. cannot study outside one.. but wat is she doing now?? she is studying out!!! with someone else!! wa.. i was damn pissed when i heard that.. well.. juz goes to show how much we mean to her and how much he means to her.. well.. i've got nothing much to saae to her.. but i juz wana let her noe that i used to take her as my bestest fren.. but now.. i guess.. she juz spoilt this friendship.. even if i forgive her, we'll never be like before.. i will put a barrier in my heart.. yes.. that's wat it will be like... again.. this may b petty of me.. but i'm sorry.. i juz have no other options.. i can't pretend nothing has happened..
anyway.. went tamp with ron to study.. haha.. yup.. quite productive coz we din realli talk.. haha.. good good.. haha.. then after that managed to get him to have dinner with me, ta, elvin and ethel.. then ethel was late.. n elvin had hgc.. so he ate n left first.. me n ron were still eating... ethel onli came at eight.. yup yup.. nohing much today.. but when i was on my way home, on the bus, my grandfather boarded the bus neare my place.. guessed he was going down to my house.. then when we arrived at my house's bus stop, he pressed the bell, n went to the front.. i went by the back.. when i alighted, i realized that he was still standing in the front of the bus.. tink he thought that it was the wrong stop.. sigh.. should have called out to him.. sigh.. ya lo.. then he stopped one stop later.. then had to walk.. so poorthing.. ya lo.. tink i shall go study now.. sigh..
