Friday, September 01, 2006
*.* day four of mugging.. *.*
bleah... well well.. i'm so not in the mood to mug animore.. i'm so tired.. drained.. but well i jsut have to hang in there and slog on.. i dun have a choice.. i wished i had.. i would definitely choose not to lo.. but well.. sigh.. wat can i sae? in Singapore.. if i choose not to.. i can just sit n wait to die.. n my whole family will probably die with me.. well.. aniwae.. woke up late today.. supposed to get up at 830.. my hp alarm went off.. but i switched it off.. n went back to sleep.. was realli tired.. plus the weather was freaking good la.. how can anione expect me to get out of bed?? :( sigh.. a weather to snuggle under my warm blanket n have a nice rest.. oh.. how wonderful.. wat a luxury.. well mummy woke me up at 930 aniwae.. yeah so i changed into my school u n left house.. i wasn't heading for school though.. yeah.. din tell mummy that it's study break.. onli told her that there's not lesson.. n i go to school to study cos i can't study at home.. but i din tell her that i will go to macs sometimes to study also.. so had to look like i was going to school lo.. yeah.. sorry mummy.. i just dun want to study at home cos i noe i'll waste my day away.. yeap.. aniwae.. today.. ain't that productive too.. did chem n maths.. sigh.. i realli dun tink.. n i now.. i definitely can't finish for sure.. oh well.. sigh.. the onli thing i can do.. just try to do wat i can ba.. n the thing i can comfort myself with.. this is onli prelims ya? the final hurdle is A's.. long term goal.. ahaha.. do well for A's.. haha.. well well.. yeah.. sigh.. aniwae.. this saturday's the first saturday@7 service.. (: i hope i can go.. n i hope i can bring someone along.. well.. so far.. no one has agreed to go:( sigh.. sad.. but i'm sure God will soften pple's heart that they'll b open to Him.. it's just a matter of time.. i'll keep praying!! i'm sure God will do His work! (: and i'll make sure i do wat God wants me to do.. (: yeah.. i'll do my best.. yeap.. tired.. sleepy.. stressed.. scared.. fearful.. worried.. sad.. weak.. listless.. restless.. lost all hope.. giving up.. :(
I needed Jesus @ | 12:15:00 AM
