hai.. today.. i got a shock over something.. i just hope i dun die soon la.. sigh.. ): but if God realli wants to take me, then i'll just go according to His plans ba.. yeap... such a sinner i am.. unrepentant.. sigh.. tink must have something realli bad happen then i'll learn my lesson.. sigh.. God i'm so sorry.. ): each time i ask for forgiveness, i always end up committing the same sin over and over again.. i dunno y.. i would like to have the strength to get rid of it.. but it just seem to keep coming back.. sigh.. i'm praying Lord.. help me to deal with this.. humms


aniwae.. i realli din feel like going to school today.. ( and every other day..) sigh.. but i gotta go cos there's a GP mock exam today.. sighhhhh ): sad life.. we did the nov22005 paper.. pretty tough.. n mrs ho kept emphasizing that we should hope for a difficult paper.. haha.. cos it will help alot of pple pass throught the moderations.. well well.. i ain't realli hoping for a very difficult paper.. or an easy one.. just a normal one ba.. humms.. dun wan my first paper to b screwed up.. humms..


yeah the paper ended at bout 510 today.. then went to the library with mummy and ah ma.. haha.. then we went opposite to buy snacks.. haha.. laughing all the way.. hohoho.. lols.. yeah. then went back to library.. studied till bout 6+.. then left le.. i was rushing home to watch gong.. hahaha.. so cute the show.. haha.. but abit like typical korean drama.. humms.. yeap.. tink that'll b my one hour break from now on.. hehehe(:


tink i gotta go back to chem now? or should i go sleep? humms.. tink i'll sleep at 1130 then.. goodnights! time to do chem! ): humms.. bye bye.