sigh... juz got back frm camp... n i'm super tired... n discouraged too... LEO club new board of directors out le... din manage to get in la... well... but starting to accept it le la...
well.... ting an doesn't seem to believe that i am able to let go of it... sigh... dunno wat to sae also la... and i... ah... o dunno la!!!!!! sick... things are kinda messy la... i'm messed up too... wat the... argh... my life is really in a mess... confused.. irritated... tired... busy... welll, is life supposed to b like that? with things so bad all the time? sigh... i dunno how long i can tolerate with all these things...
well... basically... tink i'm injured all over... from head to toe to the inside of me... got sunburn(for the first time in my life), injured my feet, emotionally hurt n tired... idunno... that's sounds really bad... well... but i hope things will get better...
n God, i really need u... i'm lost... a lost sheep that needs the shepard... lost lost lost...
