well.. friday.. those tears managed to force themselves out of my heart.. sigh.. i was out with some people.. and some things juz din change.. after so long le.. i still had the same reaction towards the same people.. all these while i hoped that it would change.. but it never.. coz.. i never knew how to make it change.. i never knew how i could change my behaviour.. i never knew wat i can say.. i'm sorry.. i dun mean to do this.. but.. i guess.. i work this way.. i dunno how i can change it.. someone.. please tell me how..
yeah.. was talking to my someone online.. n i told that someone about wat happened and well.. guess i lost over my tears.. they made their way out.. but.. i never let them fall.. they juz forced their way out, but nv got the chance to roll down my face.. yes.. it was onli a short short cry.. i noe that there;s no point in crying for so long.. yeah.. aniwae.. ya.. i juz hope things will get better..
oh well.. went shopping today.. with mummy.. n sister n brother.. bought some stuff.. mummy paid.. hmms.. feels good at the same time.. not that good.. well.. tink i better not let her pay next time le.. sigh.. haha.. aniwae.. have to tink hard for the next few days le.. sighs.. hahas.(cos mr see asked me n cheryl to help him deco his photo frames that he intends to put our clss photos).. haha.. so muz tink of how to deco it.. hmms.. MR SEE!!! WAT DO WE GET FOR THIS?? BEING SO NICE TO U??? lol..haha.. tink i better go sleep now.. after crapping through my inr.. sians! PW REALLI SUX... sigh.. goodnights..
