Sunday, February 19, 2006
*.* oohh.. tired tired tired.. :(:(:( *.*
well well let's see.. haven been blogging these days.. thursday was the last entry huh.. friday.. wat was there.. like nothing much huh.. hmm.. cannot remember leh.. aiyoyo.. short term memory le.. wahaha.. ya lo.. tink went straight home after school ba.. was super tired as usual.. came home to do bryan's present n card.. plus my vday presents for the church pple.. slept at 2+.. tsk.. so late huh.. tired leh.. then woke up at 10+ on saturday.. TIRED:(((haha.. ya. saturday.. SUPPOSED to be in TJC at like 730.. BUT!! as i mentioned before that.. woke up at 10+!! wahaha.. i met sandy at 11+ to go polyclinic to see the doctor.. although we were not sick.. haha.. :) ya.. we spent an hour plus at the polyclinic.. haha.. something funny that happened was that.. my number wat --54.. can't realli remember the number.. erm.. ya.. sandy one after me.. haha.. i was refered to room 21.. n sandy to 16.. haha.. my side, the numbers jumped quite fast.. then i went in way b4 she did.. her side.. i finished seeing the doctor le.. she still had to wait for like 15 mins.. haha.. poor girl.. then after she was done, we took our prescriptions to the pharmacy.. then got our numbers again.. haha.. same thing happened.. supposed to collect our medicines. .haha.. i collected le.. then supposed to b her next.. but! someone else in the queue took very long to collect n pay.. coz asking alot of things.. haha..she had to wait again.. tsk.. haha.. then after that, i walked her to the bus stop.. waited with her for 62 to come.. then me n my younger brother walked home after she left lo.. yeah.. came home then continued with the card.. sigh.. quite disappointed with my design n the turnout of the card:( haha.. but my friends din mind it la.. so.. aha.. yea.. then after i was done with the card, continued to work on my sewing of the vday presents.. haha.. i realli love the little stars.. so cute.. oops.. so BHB.. tsk.. praising myself.. lols.. haha.. yea.. then after that.. daddy came home.. i swept the floor, mop the floor.. then put the dirty clothes into the washing machine.. who noes.. the washing machine got some prob.. then caused an electrical trip.. tsk.. ya lo.. then settled everything le.. then dunno how lo.. so tried to empty the water inside the heavy washing machine.. tsk!! SO HEAVY!! haha.. then my kitchen floor was flooded with the soap water.. so cleaned it up.. then we headed for china town to meet my mummy for dinner.. yep.. we were late then she was like why so late.. told her le.. then she sae must b me la.. cos i was the one putting the clothes into the washing machine the past few days.. then she sae must b i anihow press.. sian.. i help also like that.. dun help she scold.. pissed.. ya.. then after dinner, we took a cab down to grandma's house... ya.. my cousins n aunt were there too.. haha.. so we sat around till 10+.. then came home.. my mum tried to solve the prob with the machine.. continue to saying that i spoilt it.. well... it's hurting ya? but wat can i sae huh.. jus kept quiet n did my stuff.. yeah.. then slept at 1+.. i dunno wat i was doin.. OH!! i was still sewing my presents.. haha.. the last few lo.. haha.. n finally finished it n SLEPT!!!:)woke up at 10 today.. like again!! :( reluctantly dragged myself out of bed again.. :( then tried to get my brother out of bed.. washed up n had breakfast.. packed some work n went off with my siblings.. my dad fetched them to katong for tuition.. then dropped me at paryway.. yup.. i went to develop the photos for bryan's present.. then went to bk to do my work lo.. haha.. then did till bout 1240.. went to collect the photos.. hmm out of 2 collages did for bryan, onli one turned out nice.. not that nice still .. cos got parts cut off:( the other one was worse la.. the top n bottom was GONE!! haha.. onli see like haf the faces:( sian.. haha.. but gave it to him aniwae lo.. haha.. yup yup.. headed for church after i collected the photos to give them the presents.. haha.. yeah.. it realli makes me happy to see pple smile upon receive gifts from others( for this case, me to them lo) haha.. it feels good to make pple happy:) though living in this sad little world of mine, i realli hope to see others smile.. i noe many times, i made pple unhappy.. i see them frown, unhappy, in tears.. i'm sorry to all those i have caused to be unhappy.. i'll try my best to b a good friend, a good daughter, a good sister, a good student.. i'll try.. as hard as i can.. yeah.. bear with me if i haven been able to.. i'm already trying.. but i guess.. i might nv b able to do it.. i dunno.. no one noes wat will happen in future.. i might no b on this earth some day soon.. so..i dunno wat i'm talking here.. but that's wat i've always been feeling.. loneliness despite the mani pple around me.. it just so happen that.. mani times, when i realli need someone.. no one is there.. it's not their fault that they might b busy with thinngs.. i realli dun blame anione.. realli.. i realli am thankful for every single one around me.. yea.. well.. back to how i've been feeling.. well.. n i always feel lost.. i'm already 17+.. i should b familiar with things around me.. but.. i'm always lost.. i always need someone to tell me wat to do.. how to do.. i dunno.. take for example.. some pple are just so familiar with a place like town.. but me? i go there? i am worst than a lost sheep.. haha.. (that's just an analogy k.. i'm not lost all the time in that sense.. ermm.. dunno leh.. not a veh good one though..) ya.. basically, i am still lost.. in this world.. n i noe.. i am always told.. that wateva happens, u always have this person to depend on.. this wonderful person who loves you for who u are, for wat wrong u've done.. he loves u more than anione does.. his love for u cost him his life.. how great is this.. this man laid down his life for his friends!! noe who i'm talking about? i'm sure mani will noe.. He's Jesus Christ.. He loves me!! n i noe He loves you as much.. yes.. He can cure all pain.. all hurts.. just give urself to Him.. u can b sure, He'll nv fail you.. i'm still trying.. i wana build a strong relationship with thsi wonderful friend:) haha.. trying my best.. i urge all those who still haven given ur life to Him.. come on!! accept Him:) u'll experience something that u've nv experience before.. n u'll love that feeling.. CURIOUS? INTERESTED? come on!! do it today!! :) dun hesitate animore! :) (this sounds like an advertisement.. haha.. ooops.. but i realli mean it!! :) )
yes. long entry today.. wow.. haha.. JESUS LOVES ME N YOU!! :)
I needed Jesus @ | 4:45:00 PM
