hmm.. yesterday was quite bad in the night.. sigh.. i tink my entry was a little too emotional.. sigh.. but i realli couldn't take it when i heard the way she said wats with privacy when the phone was bought by her.. n she just thinks that she is all right.. i mean.. privacy is privacy.. wat has it got to do with whether u gave someone wateva it is.. n it gives u the right to invade one's privacy? sorry.. that doesn't make sense to me at all.. ya lo.. that's why.. i exploded in my entry yesterday.. sorry if i caused some of u to worry.. thanks for those who are concerned.. thanks alot.. i'm glad to have friends like you:) i just probably need time to get over things.. but i tink.. this time it'll require a longer time ba..
yup.. so today is saturday.. :) it's a happ saturday.. cos i finally got to go out.. n for fellowship(although i was late).. haha.. i din realli help bryan n niu jin.. they were the ones handling the games.. well done guys:) haha.. i'm sorry i couldn't help.. sigh.. yup.. aniwae.. i was swimming with my aunt n cousins n sister in the earli afternoon.. haha..yup.. then i went to pp to develop some photos first.. before taking a bus to amber road n walked to east coast from there.. :) the moment i was there.. my mood was so much better.. i guess.. i just like to hang around the pple there.. in God's presence.. moreover, we were at the beach.. so peaceful, so soothing:) Lord, thank you for such wonderful things on earth n in life.. thank you.. n help me to love u more:)
ya lo.. so after fellowship, it was the baptism.. well.. i look at all the candidates that were preparing to b baptised.. as they shared their testimonials.. i longed so much that one day.. it'll b my turn.. standing up there.. with my family members present.. or even better.. they are going to get baptised with me.. hope that it's not just an imagination.. just a dream.. i want this dream to come true.. Lord.. i want to see my family saved as well.. help me Lord.. help me to hang in there.. help me to learn to be a good Christian.. thank you Lord.. gotta log off soon.. to study.. :( sigh.. got a chem test on everything of Organic Chem.. n bio test on wednesday.. sigh.. :( God help me to hang in there!! :( pray for me ok.. Sweedy needs strength.. n time..
