*.* saturday:( sigh.. *.*
my usual boring saturdays.. realli hate staying at home looking after that two siblings of mine who are totally out of control.. :( sigh.. cannot stand them man.. sian.. realli HATE to b doing this.. n told my mum that i'm going to my fren's place AFTER MY DAD REACHES HOME.. n she made a big fuss over it.. say i every saturday also want to go out.. sian.. it's not as though i'm leaving them at home without anione else around rite? it's like.. AFTER MY DAD REACHES HOME?? if i dun bother about them, do u tink i'll wait till my dad is home? please lo.. n look at the pple of my age.. how mani of them are like me? have to ask for permission to go out? please leh.. i'm already 18 leh.. sian.. n i always stay at home every sat.. n when my frens ask me out in the afternoons.. i can't make it all the time.. do u know this is also affecting my friendships?? i'm losing touch with alot of pple bcos of this?? u'll never noe i guess.. cos most of the time, u are the one outside.. u sae u are working n u're tired.. then wat about me? i'm not tired? why not u go study? i mean.. i dunno.. it seems to b my fault all the time.. my sister doesn't fold the clothes n u sae i'm not helping.. excuse me.. i dun want to bring this up all the time.. but it's realli irritating when u always put the blame on me just bcos i'm the eldest.. does it mean that i have to SERVE that two at home while they just enjoy their time playing n watching tv? i've got my own load of work to do.. please.. aniwae.. yesterday, after the vball match.. i forgot to mention.. haha.. it was quite funny.. haha! in the morning, met cheryl at the 229 bus stop.. when we arrived opposite school, cheryl wanted to go buy something to eat.. we saw a stall set up outside this bakery.. then we went to look.. then got some colouring books n stuff.. i wanted to buy one for ainaa... finalli saw them.. haha.. then i looked at the stack of colouring books.. i saw one my melody one.. wahaha!! then reminded me of ron tan!! wahaha.. cos he put my melody pic as his msn dp.. ahaha.. so i told him that if i see anithing that has my melody pics, i'll buy it for him.. wahaha.. so i bought it for him!! wahaha.. n i bought a roll of scotch tape.. with the cartoon characters also lo.. hahaha.. :) then after the vball match.. haha.. saw that ron tan.. then passed it to him.. wahaha.. he was like.. laughing his head off.. then ask me go fly kite! wahahaha.. then i asked him to pass the M-I-C-K-E-Y- MOUSE scotch tape to shengli wahaha!! so funny.. lols.. yeah.. tink i better go do my hw le.. :( sigh.. tired.. sian.. irritated..
I needed Jesus @ | 1:40:00 PM
