*.* everything's red.. *.*
here's a girl.. who's tired.. physically.. mentally n emotionally.. she's drained.. totally drained.. right now.. something that is right smack in her face.. something that she has to face bravely.. something that she cannot avoid.. is the terrible relationship of her parents.. the ones whom she held so dear when she was young.. things got worse as she grew older.. her relationship with her parents.. was not that good.. arguments and quarrels were always present.. she could never do anithing.. all she could do when she was young.. was to hide in a corner.. watch them quarrel.. watch them fight.. m all she does.. is cry.. now the onli difference.. in a quarrel.. she tries to stop both parties from fighting.. she tries to stop the quarrel.. (in fact sometimes.. a quarrel arises because of something she did or didn't do).. she feels sorry.. she wished she did things well all the time.. but.. laziness prevails in her at times.. so does carelessness n forgetfulness.. so.. she pays the price for all her wrongdoings today.. she saw so much of red.. anger.. rage.. blood.. she's shocked.. she screamed.. she cried.. she's scared.. all these.. she takes it alone.. she doesn't noe wat to sae to others.. she doesn't want to share in fact.. she prefers to keep quiet.. n just leave things in the bottom of her heart.. all she will sae is.. a fight took place.. blood was flowing from the head.. there were drops n patches of blood all over the living room.. she tried to stop a fight from getting worse.. she tried to stop the blood.. she cleaned up the mess after the two were done.. she washed up.. after that.. she still saw blood.. on her books.. on her shirt.. she can't do anithing.. guess.. it serves as a reminder for her.. everything's red
I needed Jesus @ | 12:20:00 AM
