sighhh!! aiyoyo.. i am such a pig man.. woke up at bout 10+ this morning.. then ate n took my medicine.. went to pick my brother up from school at 12+.. went to buy lunch.. n came home to eat.. yeah.. took my medicine after my meal again.. n i guess the medicine din take long to take effect.. cos after a while.. i was kinda tired n went to sleep at 3+ le.. yeah.. set my alarm to get up at bout 515 to cook porridge for dinner.. BUT!! i off the alarm when it sounded.. :( then went back to sleep.. woke up at 545 the next moment.. jumped out of bed:( but my sister cooked the porridge le.. ya.. then i went back to sleep.. cos dun feel that i've slept enough.. :( ya.. woke up at 8 the next moment.. then went to bathe lo.. my whole body still feels so tired.. :( sigh.. how.. i feel as though i'm gonna die soon le la.. :( haha.. wun la wun la.. unless God decides to take me soon.. but i noe..
i'm not prepared.. i'm like.. lost.. lost my way.. lost focus.. i dunno.. i'm trying to get back on that small track.. but i'm always so tired physically.. n something like QT is something that i easily say no to.. sigh.. :( help me Lord.. help me to love u more each day.. help me to keep my focus on u.. i need u Lord..
