*.* i am seriously tired.. stop pushing everything to me.. i'm telling u once and for all.. i'm tired *.*
well.. today.. woke up 915.. thanks to brother's morning call.. haha.. i was supposed to wake up at 830 but wither i din hear my alarm or it din ring at all.. ya.. aniwae.. got up.. washed up.. changed into my clothes.. then settled the cakes and stuff.. then left the house at bout 935.. ya.. rushed to the 62 bust stop... the bus took a a while to come.. then took 76 to church.. haha.. no seat on 76.. was so tired.. :( with cramps some more:( sigh..reached church at bout 1015.. yup.. asked brother to come out n help me to get the cake into the fridge then i was talking to ethel they all.. hee.. ya.. then they said ethel had to leave at 12.. so cele before service starts lo.. ya.. then asked some pple to come join us.. ya.. then sang n took pics.. ya.. then went for service with ethel :) haha..realli glad i went for service today :) pastor Gideon talked about spiritual dryness.. which is wat i've been experiencing recently.. ya.. learnt quite alot today:) yup.. so.. yeah.. then after service, there was a wedding service.. me n ethel left first.. we went to the kitchen to eat the cake:) haha.. yea.. then sent ethel the the traffic light.. haha.. :) i was thirsty so i went to 7-11 to buy.. then went back to church thinking that sharlene was waiting for me cos she din feel like attending the wedding but she did in the end.. so poor me.. i went out of church.. wandered around lo.. ya.. poorthing hor.. haha.. ya.. i went to sheng siong.. walked around.. then went to guardian.. talked to cheryl on the phone.. thanks for accompanying me girl:) yeah.. then went back to church.. went to toilet then brother msged me saying the service was over:) yeap.. saw nic n clar in toilet.. lols.. haha.. ya.. then hung around with brother.. felt like "gen1 pi4 chong2" haha.. tsk! ya.. but din feel like eating.. had quite terrible cramps.. sigh.. yea.. din realli fool around too much.. haha.. ya.. then headed for grandma's house.. now i'm home..totalli tired out.. super drained.. wat do u call a friendship? when do u consider a person ur fren? when problems arise.. wat do frens do to solve it? does both parties wait for each other to try to solve the problem? i dunno.. i'm tired of trying to solve such stupid problems myself.. feeling vulgar.. but i'll just use normal words.. i tried.. a "hi".. a weird look in return.. tried to strike a conversation.. with MANY minutes of silence.. so wat can i do? i tried le.. so i shall just leave u alone in ur own world alright? since it is so difficult for u to talk.. since u say there isn't much to talk about.. i accept it ok? so from today on.. if there's nothing.. i wun talk.. ok? i tink that's the best solution for me ok.. wat u wan me to do? i dunno.. but if u dun sae aniting.. i'm not going to either.. i'm leaving u along.. so pple.. please leave me alone.. stop torturing me with all ur questions n make me seem as though i'm totalli in the wrong.. i'm telling all of u that.. i dun tink i'm totalli in the wrong ok.. go away.. give me a break..
I needed Jesus @ | 8:35:00 PM
