sighhhh.. ):): stayed at home today n yesterday.. but.. i onli managed to do growth n development and three quarter of sexula repro in human.. ): n i'm trying to do curve sketching for maths.. sigh.. HOW?? there's no time left.. ): argh.. i dunno how.. as much as i would like to sit there and CONCENTRATE on the notes.. i can't.. things just can't get in.. n when i do the questions.. i can't think! i can't recall much facts! then i get restless.. n can't study at all le.. ): WHY!! it was the same for prelims.. sigh.. ): God.. am i gonna die at A levels? i tink i am.. i'm not gonna do well..


sigh.. aniwae.. my dear geck ying came down to study with me today.. lucky she came.. then kept me in check.. did my sexual repro notes.. yeap.. not alot but at least i did wat i expected myself to finish at least.. humms.. yeap.. thanks babe.. n u n ur comment on my having more suitors after A's.. hais.. not like u're ani better.. haha.. n u tink ur fren here.. some hot babe ah.. wat more suitors.. RUBBISH LA! hahaha.. BLEAH.. i tink u'll have more lo.. hohoho(: let's sit n watch the good show!


haha.. yeap.. sweedy.. sweedy is trying hard.. but i dunno if i'll see the results that i'm hoping for.. i can onli pray for God's grace.. for God to bless me.. i noe i can't do this by my own strength.. but.. i feel bad.. that i onli go to God sincerely when i encounter a problem.. sigh.. i'm sorry Lord.. i dunno.. i'm just too tired everytime i'm done with my day.. ): i'm sorry.. i noe i should put u in first place.. i noe i'm in the wrong.. ): sigh.. i wan2 build a stronger r/s with u.. i wan to.. but i dunno how.. especially at this time.. this crazy period of time.. ): help me Lord.. i need u..