well well.. wanted to blog yesterday.. but i couldn't get to the site.. sian.. yeah.. today.. not realli in the mood to blog actualli.. but well.. since i've got the chance to.. better blog.. before the stie is down again.. aniwae.. there's nothing much to talk about today.. cos i'm feeling kinda down.. i dunno why.. tink when i have free time.. i tend to think too much.. so the moral of the story is to keep myself busy lar.. haha yeah.. aniwae.. got an interview at IDA tomolo.. yeap.. hope things will go well and me and debra can get the job.. yeap yeap..


yesterday.. went to two recruit agencies.. yeap.. hope i can get a job ba.. aniwae. yea.. after visiting the agencies.. went to city hall.. walked around while waiting for gor gor to arrive.. yeap.. then walked around to find a present for xiao xuan.. yeap bought Charlotte's Web book for her.. hope she likes it(: yeap.. then headed to bedok stadium.. xiao xuan, ryan, benette, their daddy(thiam joo), su fang, grace, fee xiong, jimmy, hui ying and tim ang.. yeap.. aunty ivy drove here.. and we took her car to somewhere near a playground.. i dunno where.. haha.. yeah.. and i had xiao xuan and benette sticking to me.. felt so loved(: aha.. yeah..


when we arrived at where we were, the kids led me and hui ying to the playground(: haha.. ran around and played with them.. had a lot of fun (: yeap yeap.. wendy came too(: haha.. and gor gor joined us at the playground.. had so much fun! (: lols.. yeap.. then it was time for food! (: haha.. we sat in the open.. on some mat.. and just ate.. aha.. i shared fried rice with ben ben(: haha.. and he gave me two satay.. awww.. so sweet right.. lols(: haha.. yeap.. then i started to drizzle.. so we went into the shade.. some void deck.. yeap yeap.. eat and sang xiao xuan her birthday song.. cut cake then left le.. ahaha.. and i got a ride in a BMW.. lols fee xiong's car.. haha.. and jimmy kept making fun of me! IDIOT! lols.. yeap.. and i got home safely(: hees..


yeap yeap.. and here i am today.. tink my mum's in a bad mood.. then she keep shouting.. sian.. and i'm not in a good mood either.. well.. some things have happened.. some things are happening.. i'm quite drained actually.. some small probs seemed to be amplified.. which is causing some irritation in me.. some.. i dunno.. i'm just quite irritated now.. why is human relationship such a complex issue? sigh.. things go wrong once in a while.. some get better.. some don't.. some people realli care.. some just can't be bothered.. some people say that.. some people just dunno how to express they care.. but.. if they just put in some effort to.. and give up some ego.. i dun tink it's that difficult.. i'm talking about myself here too.. yea.. well.. i just hope things get better..


yeah.. changed my blog password.. started with godlovesme.. then love.. and joy.. these things.. i've found in my life.. i noe my God loves me.. and i've managed to find joy in doing His work.. right now.. i'm hoping for peace.. i need that peace.. to clear that turmoil in me.. God bless u..