hmmm.. i tink.. i'm getting more and more mood-swing prone recently.. sigh.. i'm sorry to pple around me.. humms.. but yeah.. probably.. i have high expectations of others.. currently.. it would b expectations that i have of my pioneer continegent.. and when they dun meet it.. i get realli irritated and pissed.. sigh.. today.. things got worse.. humm.. well.. wasn't feeling very well.. slept late.. cos i slept the whole day yesterday.. was a little feverish.. hmmm.. sigh.. yeah.. aniwae.. yar.. so i was tired.. and.. din feel well this morning lo.. so i guess.. the girls got it real bad from me.. i'm sorry my dear.. sigh.. but really ah.. ur drill standard was WAY below expectation lo.. sigh.. ): quite disappointing..


hai.. i scolded them.. and said something like.. they are not onli disappointing me.. but if they continue like that.. forgetting wat they've learnt in a minute.. they're gonna disappoint themselves too.. sigh.. on saying this.. tears were filling my eyes.. was trying to fight them back.. yar.. luckily my girls were facing a good direction.. i could easily go behind the contingent to control those tears.. yea.. but i got better lar.. back to the fierce me.. and tortured them till lunch.. haha..


went for lunch with wina.. had noodles.. haha. SUPER FULL CAN! i almost died.. lols.. it was raining heavily.. haha.. yar.. and i hate the rain.. sigh.. rain means.. i can't train the girls in the open.. sian.. ): yeah.. so we went to the hall and then the badminton girls came.. sian.. then went back to the bball court again.. but was drizzling.. and got LIGHTNING!! =x so we slacked.. haha.. yarr then went out for a while again.. and RAINED.. RARRR!! wat a weather.. tsk.. so did drill in the sheltered area.. hmmm.. yea.. not for long la.. and drill was over..


left school with angeline.. saw another side of her.. haha.. a less crazy side.. yeap.. lols.. took the bus with her to hougang.. she left to meet her fren.. i went to popular to get some materials.. hmmm and got discount! thanks to angeline's popular card!(: thanks babe! haha.. then went to the library to wait mr xing who was late.. haha.. he poorthing also lar.. got so much stuff to do.. tsk.. yar.. but he came aniwae.. gor gor(: thanks for coming down to hougang! (: thanks for the present from krabi(: i like it(: haha.. so if u are smelly.. then i'll use it on u! wahaha! (: haha.. yea.. had nasi lemak for dinner.. gor gor had steak.. haha.. enjoy ah.. lols.. then went to get some baking stuff.. (: haha.. then went home le.. gor gor looked super tired.. hope u're resting well.. and have a good time at work tomolo(:


yeap.. my eyes is so itchy.. ): rarrr! ): it feels swollen.. tink i better go and sleep le.. goodnights..