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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

well well.. hees.. holiday.. enjoying myself eh?? hahas.. yeah.. maple.. chat.. do puzzle.. decorate photo frames.. look after my terrible siblings.. hmm.. haha.. well.. holi is like that i guess..

yup yup.. ask my mum if i could go to church.. well got a negative answer from her.. yeah.. her explanation.. alot.. one was that she is a buddhist and she expects met to follow her.. another one is that when she was pregnant(with me in her tummy) she dreamt that guanying brought her a dragon and gave it to her.. so she believes that the dragon was me(i am born in the dragon year).. oh man.. wat crap.. i mean.. sigh.. but actualli, realli glad that i did ask her coz it realli strengthened my faith.. ya.. i noe that i have to show her that i am not saying this out of impulse.. not believing in God for fun.. bcos pple ask me to.. but bcos i realli believe in this wonderful God.. that He died for my sins.. that He loves me for who i am.. yes.. so i will perservere on.. yes.. and also.. she mentioned that i will onli be allowed to church once i find my life partner, knowing that he is a Christian too.. yup yup.. i'm like.. right.. that is gonna be so long later.. :( but i noe God has His plans for me.. so i'll wait.. patientli =)

yup yup.. can't wait for guitar lessons to start.. but i will miss out on the first session!! =( gotta go for Leo event.. sigh.. sad.. tot i could finally learn up guitar proper.. then can play properly.. hahas.. but i hope i can go for the rest.. sighs.. ya.. and bs too.. and it was during bs last saturday that i was urged to ask my mum about going to church.. the verse in matthew 28:18 "... All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me(GoD).." and my bs leader asked.. wat is one thing u will do now that u noe that He has the authority.. so.. asking my mum if i could go to church came to my mind.. ya.. yes..

n.. i tink we still have a problem.. we still can't seem to talk to each other face to face.. ya.. even when msh.. i tink.. it became more to the point kinda thing.. like juz ask wat i haf to n expect the answer to wat i ask and that's it.. veh different from the past lo.. well.. think.. maybe it's better for the both of us this way? i dunno.. wateva it is.. i juz hope the friendship does not get affected.. yup.. tink i shall go sleep soon.. tired le.. haha..

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