well.. haven been blogging for so so so long!!! well.. guess.. although i've been such a slacker.. din have the mood to blog ba.. well.. wat has been happening.. hmm.. well.. life.. peaceful yet chaotic.. peaceful on the outsie(like everyday slack around.. nothing to do.. then like just play com.. hep with housework.. then get scolded by my mum as usual..) but the chaos is within.. yeah.. letting go.. i din noe it would be so freaking difficult to let go of some things.. but well.. i'm trying.. i noe it will hurt.. but no matter how long it will take, i guess it is a must for me to let go of that.. Sweeedy.. u can do it.. if u see this, do keep me in prayer k? pray for a me to be strong.. to be sensible in facing wateva situations.. to be able to handle them.. yes.. i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me:)
as for that talking problem.. i'll try hard.. to whoever it is.. i'm so sorry.. guess brother, u're right.. the fear of becomming closer.. then even more difficult to let go.. i dunno.. but gotta learn ba my dear girl... i will! i can! :)
yep.. school's gonna reopen soon.. in one month.. i haf rotted a month away.. time i go back to the books and notes.. sigh.. loads of stuff for me to do.. loads of stuff for me to learn too.. sigh.. that's life? but i am thankful or God, my comforter, my enourager, my friend, my Father.. :) thank you Lord for always being there.. and thank you for putting pple around me to love me, to care for me, to encourage me, to teach me.. thanks..
now.. time to face the world.. the cruel, scary world.. with God, i haf nothing to fear..
