sigh.. tired today.. sigh.. talk bout yesterday first la.. yesterday.. went to school as usual.. not that tired lo.. ya.. then went to cut hair after school.. went to bedok interchange there.. haha.. was with esther.. she accompanied me there lo.. ya.. 5 bucks onli.. cut by hairstyling students.. haha.. so cheaper.. but took quite long lo.. tsk. .haha.. then after the student cut, the professional came over to check.. gave my hair a little trim n it was finally after likr 45 mins.. lol.. i was supposed to meet hilda at the library after school to go kallang for tuition together.. but she left first cos it was cold there.. lol.. ya lo.. haha.. so after that, i met her at the bus stop that we take the bus to the tuition centre.. aha... we took 853.. ate at the hawker there.. haha.. :) we both ate $2 mee pok.. haha. i was quite full le.. then hilda said she not full! wa.. haha.. then she ordered fried carrot cake.. lols.. then she ate lo.. but i tink she onli finished 3/4 the plate.. tsk.. she say she still can eat dessert.. lols.. crazy girl.. haha.. then we walked into the stationery shop beside the tuition centre.. haha.. we went there last monday to photocopy our o level cert.. haha.. then the auntie actualli recognised us! lol.. then haha.. the uncle actualli said i'm pretty *blush* wahaha!! so funny la.. oops.. ya.. we left aniwae.. then went to the tuition centre.. sigh.. bad time with the students.. :( wanted to help them so ask them to do this exercise for grammar.. then i walked out of the room for a while to get some stuff.. then came back to find them copying answers:( sian already.. then din realli have the mood to teach them:( sigh.. then the kids kept asking me to let them off early.. sigh.. ya lo.. then let them off like 5 mins earlier.. then went over to find hilda.. n after she was done, we left together.. sigh.. i dunno how long i can last :( sigh.. hopefulli i can have the patience with them.. Lord help me please.. onli u can help me:) yup.. then reached home at bout 10.. went to bathe then studied some chem.. so tired lo.. sian.. so went to sleep at 12.. finshed onli two and a half out of three chapters that i have to study for the test.. sian.. ya lo..
woke up this morning.. then continued to study on the bus.. ya lo.. then went through the day tired n restless.. dunno y so moody la.. i tink pple around me are quite poorthing la. sian.. i'm sorry.. perhaps i'm going crazy le.. leave me alone ba.. go enjoy among urselves.. yeah.. aniwae.. chem test sux la.. deductive question.. n i din even correctly deduce a single compund.. wats the point of studying leh? i also dunno la.. study also like that.. nv study also like that.. sian.. well.. fail lo.. wat can i do.. sian.. ya.. then went to meet ting yu after that.. she's someone i met on the street.. she as doing street evangelism.. then she stopped me n cheryl.. then she called me up.. then i was tinking.. since i'm not sure of wat i noe about Christianity, no harm having her bring me through wat Christianity is about.. so i'm going through this all over again.. i wana experience God all over again.. i wan to noe God better.. n today, i realised that i realli dun noe much about God and why some things are as they are.. so.. she taught me alot of things today:) yup.. i hope these four lessons will help me improve my relationship n my knowledge of God:) haha.. yup yup.. n hope i can go to church soon!! n i'm so tired.. so i tink i'm gonna sleep early today.. gonna get my PW results tomolo.. :( sian.. ya lo.. so.. hope everything will b ok.. :(
