*.* it's weekend!! HOLIDAYS!! *.*
yay!! finally!! it's time for me to rest well.. sigh.. the first two months in school has realli tired me out.. :( sigh.. but i guess.. that's life.. wat can i do? just have to try my best to stay awake during lectures n tutorials.. try my best to stay awake at night to do my hw.. sigh.. i will try my best.. God, i need strength.. help me to draw strength from u:) i noe all things are possible with YOU!! :) haha.. ya.. trying to b optimisstic here.. hees.. aniwae.. let's back track a little.. wednesday.. it was a realli bad day for me.. well.. now i noe how it feels when pple refuse to perhaps talk to u.. u are left alone.. even pple closest to u.. seem to not bother bout u.. well.. i can't do anithing bout it if pple decide to do that to me.. it hurts though.. but well.. perhaps i'm just an irritating freak n so pple decide to just stay away.. but when pple feel that theyy should come back n b nice again.. i wun reject.. well.. wateva it is.. it's them.. i'll leave them to do wat they wan n i'll react accordingly.. yeah.. wednesday was a terribly bad day.. well i was totally not in the mood to do anithing.. even when i was online.. i din realli talk.. brother, i'm realli sorry bout it.. i realli wasn't in the mood that day.. sorryyeah.. can't remember much of yesterday.. onli remembered that esther came home with me to help me a while with the brownies.. we went to ang mo kio before that.. bought some stuffs.. then came home to bake.. yup yup.. then jacqueline n ying lei came down after school to help too.. then esther left at 6+.. we continued to bake.. sigh the first batch of brownies were pretty dry n hard.. haha.. the corneres were as good as biscuit man.. sigh.. haha.. ya then the second batch was good.. (cos i became smarter n added more water:) ) haha.. ya.. then jac n ying lei left after we were done.. yup yup.. today.. not a very pleasant day on a whole.. got moodswings from myself n others too.. so.. ya.. i jus dun wana tink animore.. just let life go as it will.. i'll b away at camp till sunday.. i hope it'll b a better experience.. God i pray that everything will go smoothly for the camp.. i pray for everyone else.. that they'll enjoy their day:) take care everyone.. anithing, just msg me:)
I needed Jesus @ | 6:06:00 PM
