Wednesday, April 19, 2006
*.* i'm tired.. stop tormenting me.. *.*
well well.. it's wednesday.. well.. everything was quite ok till after dinner.. aniwae.. sigh.. morning.. slacked in the canteen during break.. actualli.. was trying to absorb as much of bio as i could.. but din help much la.. ya.. went to face the test after break.. not veh well done.. but well.. then went for maths lecture where i got lost in the lecture halfway.. could still understand before that.. but.. lost in the middle.. well. ya.. then went for lunch with mel angeline shimin shengli n ron.. then went for civics together.. ya.. then i was looking at sl's phone.. then asked for ron's phone.. nv ask him for permission to look at his pics.. then i tink he abit pissed.. sorry.. well aniwae.. after mass civics.. was tuition with my little ainaa.. tink she too cute.. so mani pple came n like tell me she so cute.. haha.. priscilla ask her to kiss her.. lols.. terrible.. then this teacher came n sae she so cute, handed her $1 ask her go buy herself drink or ice cream.. haha.. so weird.. aniwae.. ya.after tuition, headed for pp to meet brother.. yeah.. then we went to bk to sit down.. saw clar there.. haha.. ya.. then did some work.. then left pp at bout 6.. took the bus with clar to church.. :) then we had a little nap at the red sofa.. :) haha.. then BS.. larning to have faith in God.. no matter how we see some things as impossible or difficult, all it takes is to have faith in God.. wateva happens, trust God.. sounds simple.. but yet.. the most difficult task i would say.. :( sigh.. Lord.. help me ok? :) after Bs was dinner.. fsix of us all together.. four on one side, 2 on the other side.. not veh far apart though.. but.. well.. the other two were quite quiet one.. well me my twin jason n daniel were talking.. haha.. listening to daniel most of the time.. haha:) then left food court at bout 9+.. apparently.. everyone was going different ways.. ya.. parted with twinnie at the traffic light.. haha.. :( sigh.. haha.. then walked to the bus stop n took the same bus as ting an.. dropped at eunos mrt.. took 25 home.. tired.. going to sleep le.. tomolo 5am wake up.. do my AQ:( sigh.. yeah.. aniwae. i'm realli tired of trying to sustain a friendship that's like totally.. i dunno how to explain la.. but if there's no conversation at all.. i dunno how the friendship is going to go on.. well.. but u noe wat? i can't b bothered to do anithing.. when i refused to speak, u tried to do the talking.. i'm sorry about tat.. but now.. u say got nothing much to say.. then ok lo.. i also dunno wat we can talk about.. so b it ba.. this is dragging far too long le.. i'm tired le.. everytime.. trying to make each other feel comfortable.. perhaps.. i'll just keep a distance.. so things wun b so awkward ok? tired i'm going to sleep le.. goodnight
I needed Jesus @ | 11:19:00 PM
