Tuesday, September 19, 2006
*.* bored.. tired.. :( *.*
hmmm. tuesday.. doing nothing at home at the moment.. spent the day doing chem mcq.. which made me feel realli demoralised.. sigh.. tink i'm going to fail chem for good.. sian.. aniwae.. wana rant about my day so far.. :(:( was doing my mcqs.. tinking hard.. and rubbing my itchy eyes which are hurting now.. :( and there my mum and my brother were like arguinf over his homework.. like how am i supposed to concentrate! wat the hell.. argh.. got realli pissed:( sigh.. then i gave up on doing it le so i'm here.. yeah.. will probably be playing game later.. sian.. :(:( aniwae.. i did a little personalitly test i would say.. lao ba send me one.. and here's the results.. haha.. (tink i've been doing so many tests..)
"You are the grass-fragrance type:You have a very strong will, not dependent on others and gives an impression of being a lone-ranger. You are extremely curious and sensual, living ia clear-headed, modern life. At first glance, you place yourself on a pedestral, and are difficult to get along. But once others talk to you, they know you are easygoing. And when the relationship develops, they realise youa re affable. You have ab androgynous (having both male and female characteristics) charm, which makes you popular with all genders. But you don't like your weak side to be seen. You might look cool on the surface but beneath it all, you are really passionate. Only the people who know you can maintain a long lasting relationship with you."
yup yup.. that's all folks.. tink i shall end here.. mayb i'll add some more stuff tonight.. goodbye for now..
oh this is funny.. ahaha..
sian.. i'm back.. :( and i had a bad time just now.. :( argh.. my dad sent my brother for tuition and i was playing games online.. playing my fave game.. n i broke the highest record today! :) haha got 101** points.. i can't remember the last two digits.. yeah.. then i got bored so i went offline le..
my dad came home and i was bathing.. then i went out after i bathed.. went to collect my bio past year prelim papers from ellie.. i told my dad when i was going out.. then got a call from my mum.. then she was being so freaking irritating.. she asked me where i was i going n how come i din tell her i'm going out.. i told her that i've already informed my dad and i wun b out for long anyway.. then she was like how come dun wana go out in the afternoon when she was at home.. HELLO u tink everyone is as free as me? home all the time as long as i dun have school? please la.. they have their own activities.. they DUN HAVE TO stay at home to look after their siblings who are already old enough to look after themselves!
then she suspected that i have a prob with my dad.. like avoiding him or something.. WAT THE HELL!! please la.. stop being so suspicious all the time can.. i'm was DAMN pissed la.. she's always like that la.. tink this tink that.. HELLO please let me go.. i need my space.. i need my freedom.. i need my own time.. i have my own rights.. DAMN.. i was so irritated with her.. i was quarrelling over the phone with her.. and i tink i scared the person at the bus stop when i was waiting for the bus.. sigh.. i almost cried.. but well.. i did not.. i called brother after that.. n his phone batt was low.. so we din talk..
well.. i realised that recently.. i've been less open with my life.. especially at the point when something happens.. well.. like when something unhappy happens to me.. i rather just coop myself in my room.. go to sleep.. :(:( well.. i dunno.. i just dun wana talk at all.. i'm tired.. realli.. and i'm afraid that if i talk i'll end up crying.. i dun wan to cry.. to let anione noe i'm crying that is.. i dunno.. well.. i'm in no mood to talk now too.. n i should tink that if anione calls me when i'm down.. i guess.. that person can expect to listen to my voicemail music.. enjoy urself everyone.. goodnight..
I needed Jesus @ | 9:13:00 PM
