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Sunday, September 17, 2006

*.* ulcers sucks! :( *.*

argh.. had to fight the pain of having my ulcers coming in contact with the food n drink that i took today.. :(:( argh.. so pain.. :(:( wana cry le:( i put salt on my ulcer last night upon seeing the ulcer surrounded by blood clot.. :( so gross.. i shall decide if i'm gonna put the pic of my ulcer that i took.. hahaha.. but aniwae.. i had a HARD time bearing with the pain lo.. wah.. :(:( almost cried.. :( but it din work.. it got bigger this morning.. (so gecky.. salt makes ulcers worse) :(:( that's the case for me at least.. gor gor asked me to try using tea bag.. but i tried finding but there isn't a single tea bag at home.. well..


yeah.. woke up at 12 this afternoon.. then din wana talk to anione at all.. especially my mum.. so i kept very quiet.. just ate my breakfast and went to study.. but nothing was going in.. my dad and my brother came home and my dad switched on the tv.. even worse.. so i moved into my room to study.. was on the bed.. and i felt like sleeping.. crap.. nothing was going in as well.. so i declared that i'm not in the mood to study! :( so i spent alot of time stoning.. and up till now.. i should have been done.. but i'm still at my second last chapter.. well..


so i'm giving up on the last chapter.. gonna do a paper later then go sleep at 12 le.. today.. well.. still ain't in the mood to joke with anione lo.. still pretty affected by wat happened yesterday.. n wats worse.. my mum pretends that nothing happened.. hello! i tried to take my stand.. but u din let me.. and u pretend that nothing happened.. how fake.. this deters me more from talking to u.. i hate that..


sigh.. i dunno.. i dun feel like talking.. i just feel like shutting myself up.. and ignore this whole world.. but.. there are pple i noe i can't do this to.. :(:(:( sigh.. watever it is.. Lord.. i need ur strength to survive on in this environment.. gtg now.. n i'll leave the disgusting picture of my ulcer.. haha.. skip it if u dun wana see.. byee


there.. HOW GROSS!! :( see the dark bloody area? that's the blood clot stuff:( and the white part the ulcer:(:( SOB SOB SOB! :(



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