Monday, September 04, 2006
*.* day eight of mugging.. (i din mug at all) *.*
sighh.. see the decreasing motivation.. the lesser and lesser revision that is done.. :(:(:( sigh.. well well.. onli have myself to blame la.. temptation.. sweedy falls into the hands of temptation easily in many things.. i do have some control over myself sometimes.. but.. sigh.. Lord.. HOW??? :(:( i dunno wat i can do to stop myself from falling into temptation.. me n my desires.. tsk tsk.. :(:( morning.. supposed to go out to study till bout 2+ then i gotta b home cos my mum needs to go to work.. i gotta b at home to take care of my siblings.. wat trouble huh.. sigh.. i dun have a choice lo.. :(:( sighh.. in the morning.. i woke up at 830 actualli.. :(:( but i was so tired.. so i decided to wake up later.. i woke up again at 930.. and decided that i shall stay at home la.. no point studying for a while then come home.. yeah.. in the end.. i woke up at 1145.. sighh.. yeah.. woke up.. had brealfast.. hmm.. then my siblings were playing the com.. yeah.. watched them play since i couldn't use the table to study.. yeah.. ended up.. played with them.. sian.. thene whole day.. onli did two trigo questions.. :(:( argh.. i'm so freaking irritated with myself.. sian.. n i just got irritated with some pple's attitude.. like wat the hell.. sian.. u dun wan then dun wan la.. say until like that.. forget it.. i shall go do some work.. can't b bothered to argue with such pple.. aniwae.. steve irwin died.. and of all death causes.. he died in a way that's pretty rare.. this stingray pierced right through his heart.. :( sighh.. i tink he's such a courageous man.. if not for him.. i tink.. without him n his courage.. we wouldn't have got to see many many things about animals.. :(:( yeah.. but since he died doing something that he liked.. i tink he should have died in peace.. yeah.. i'll miss his shows.. and his courage.. i'll miss him..
I needed Jesus @ | 10:29:00 PM
