it's so realli near.. i'm so dead.. so so dead.. sigh.. i can't do anithing else now.. but just do wat i can.. learning to b more optimistic ba.. sigh.. ): such a stressful life.. ): damn.. i'm so pissed now.. ): argh.. my mum is like irritating me to the core.. ): sigh.. ARGH!! i need peace la.. this are times when i realli want to be alone.. to stay away from everyone else.. i need my own space..


it's not that i dun wana help out with things at home.. hello! i even do some stuff when i'm a little more free.. and u say i din do anithing.. fine.. watever u say.. i did.. i told u i did.. and u say that it's impossible.. UP TO U!! u dun believe me.. so be it.. i can't b bothered to argue further... DAMN!! this is realli pissing me off like nobody's business.. you're in a bad mood and the whole house gets it from u.. wat RUBISH la.. please control urself can.. u bad mood just shut urself up and go and sleep la! DAMN! dun come and piss pple can.. u can shout at us, throw ur temper.. then when we do show colour.. u scold us.. i am feeling vulgar now.. argh.. but i'm not gonna use it here la..


argh.. u're realli making me hate u.. i realli do.. damn.. u got ur bad days, we have ours too ok.. damn.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i realli hate u! i dun wana end up having to put part of the blame on u if i dun do well for my A levels.. it's either u get out of my sight or I WILL get out.. i dun wana see u! argh..


WHY? why does all these have to happen.. ): other pple can have such nice mothers.. so close to their mothers.. and here.. i have to put up with all these.. i have to hate my own mother.. damn.. WHY WHY WHY! ): argh.. i dun like this! ): i dun wana blog animore.. my nose is realli killing me.. i'm gonna wash up and go sleep le.. goodnight..