aiyoyo i'm still lagging! ): my timetable ain't workin! ): sigh.. arghhhh.. hate this.. i dunno how.. i'm trying to catch up.. but nv seem to b able to.. i just lag and lag and lag.. damn! ): HELP! i need to get out of this vicious cycle!! ): ): argh


went to school pretty reluctantly today. ): n ponned all the lectures and tutorials.. humms.. dunno la.. i tried to study in the library lo.. but just couldn't do much.. damn.. ): hai.. i left school at bout 12+.. went to pp to deposit money, buy envelope and put my mail in the mail box.. wa.. damn ma fan can): walk here and there until i wana die le): tsk! yeap.. aniwae.. went to geck's place after that.. went there to study..


not bad,, managed to do maths and some bio.. yeap.. we spent some time playing and talking about stuff too.. haha.. and we came to one conclusion.. for the two of us.. involved in somewhat a relationship(BGR) and it doesn't turn out well.. we tend to close up.. and even if we do find a guy that likes us. and the feeling is right and stuff. there's this fear in us.. haha.. just some random topic la.. lols.. i dunno if most girls are like that.. yeap.. but yeah.. so guys.. please treasure ur girl.. dun let her get hurt! haha(:


yeapp.. tomolo's farewell assembly le.. hummss.. ): happy and sad ba.. ): happy that i dun have to go to that dreadful school animore.. dun have to drag myself to school every morning.. yeah.. sad cos i'm gonna miss my fave drink stall vendors.. ): awww.. i'm so gonna miss "quarrelling" with my uncle who claims to 疼 me the most.. haha.. (must b bluff me one!) haha.. i'm gonna miss the library.. where i mugged so hard for my papers.. i'm gonna miss ellie, wanteng, sandy, grace, cheryl, diana, monster poh, jie mei ricky, zhen liang lao ba.. (: mrs chua. mr hsi. everyone in 27/05.. 04/05.. i'll miss u guys! ):): sigh..


although it might b the last official time in school.. i'm sure we'll still get to see each other around.. during the A's(like duh-uh) and even after the A's(hopefully!) haha(: yeap.. know that i'll keep all of u in my heart! (: loves! (: right now.. everyone.. just jia you for the A's kay? no doubt, the journey ahead is a tough one.. but we're all gonna b strong! n we'll grow and learn through difficulties!! (:


mummy wanteng! (: this is for u! (: ahaha.. humms.. so many months have passed so quickly.. i realli wana thank you all for accepting me into ur group.. realli.. i would have been all alone(and u noe how much i hate being alone) if u all din bother to love me.. (: haha.. so i realli wana sae a BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF U! (: loves! haha.. and mummy! i'll make sure i remember the times that we spend mugging together at the library.. going to the canteen for ban mian.. haha and going opposite for lunch! (: haha.. and laughing at ur stupidity which apparently seem to be worse when i'm around.. hahaha.. thanks so much! (: love all of u SOOOOOOOO MUCH!! (: haha.. yeap.. make sure we keep in touch kay?? (: (: loves!!


ELIIE CHUA! THIS IS FOR U!! dun give up kay? this is realli not the time for u to give up.. i tell you.. i had the tot of giving up too.. but.. i tot.. there's so many pple around me.. who have expectations of me.. my parents.. my friends.. my God.. if i just give up like that.. ain't i'm letting so many pple down? including myself? come on girl.. we are all fighting this battle with u.. we are all running the race with u.. we are waiting for u.. u've fallen.. we're waiting for u! we're trying to help u stand up again! (: come on ellie.. we all know u can do it! so please dun give up.. we'll all go through this together! it's time to stand up and BUCK UP now!!! it's not too late kay? jia you!! (: