hai.. one more week.. this whole thing is gonna b OVER and i'm gonna b so FREE! (: Yeah! haha.. aniwae.. today's a realli realli bad day.. my eyes are now swollen.. darn.. ): yeah.. i told my mum last night that i was going out to study this morning.. and she said ok.. and she actually encouraged me to can.. and this morning, when i was at macs, she called me and ask me where i was.. i was like.. din i tell u i'm at macs.. darn.. so i told her that i'm studying there. then she asked me whether i was with a guy.. this is NOT the first time.. and she has gone over my limits.. i was so pissed.. i told her i wasn't and she said a whole lot of things about my friends.. i was so irritated! i can't stand it when she insults my friends! so i said to her.. if my friends are bad.. hers ain't ani better.. i noe i was rude.. but well.. said that in anger.. ): sigh..


and i hung up the phone on her.. yup.. guess that was the 导火线.. i refused to pick up her call after that.. and so she got my dad to come down to macs.. oh well.. as though it'll work.. i still refuse to pick up her call.. my dad said there's no guy around.. watever! and she wanted me to go home.. i refused.. i told my dad to go back cos i'm not leaving.. i've got a paper tomorrow.. but well.. he just kept pestering me to go home.. created such a scene at macs.. darn.. so i took my stuff and walked out of macs.. i din follow my dad.. i just walked straight.. to wherever my legs was carrying me.. yeah i walked and i walked.. i was walking home.. so many thoughts flashed through my mind.. should i leave home.. where should i go? darn..


sigh yeah.. and my dad caught hold of me in the end.. wa lao.. i was tinking.. this is super drama can.. haha.. yar my mum came in a cab opposite and came here and there it went.. another big scene for the pple at the bus stop.. sian.. in the end, took my dad's cab and went home.. had a big quarrel on the cab.. and in the end.. my mum suspected that elvin was my bf.. WAT THE HELL.. please la.. it's impossible one lo.. and.. she said until like as though i'm some loose woman.. darn.. i was realli getting SO ANGRY.. we were shouting away on the cab.. darn..


aniwae.. yea.. and so she talked to gor gor and stuff.. everything's settled i guess.. but i'm still not ready to talk to her yet.. not at all.. not after wat she's done to me.. i'm not saying that i'm not in the wrong at all.. yes i am at fault too.. but well.. i dunno la.. i'm a person who is very much dependent on feelings.. i dunno wat i'm talking about.. but aniwae.. this thing.. i'm not letting it go so soon.. i'll deal with it after my A's.. darn..


aniwae.. my eyes realli hurts now.. sigh.. and i've got chem tomolo.. i dunno how much i can practise.. darn! ): i lost my ear ring! ): sigh my favourite star ear ring):):): sigh.. i hope it's somewhere at home and not outside.. ):):): gtg now.. and gor gor asked me to blog about his attempt to BANKAI at toys r us.. haha.. yes.. it was a toy sword.. and he hit me with it! TSK! sister abuse! haha.. aniwae.. i'm off now.. bye bye..