humms.. another paper down.. haiz.. two more to go.. hmms.. two more BIO papers to go rather.. sian.. ): but well.. today's paper.. not that good): sigh.. although i did some of the questions before.. i couldn't remember the answers.. darn.. humms.. but heck la.. it's over le.. yeah.. after the paper i went to meet Debra twinnie(: haha.. we went to tamp to watch step up(: yeaps.. it was super GOOD! (: haha i so wana learn dancing.. well.. dunno if i can make it not.. pple around me have so much comments.. it's quite irritating sometimes.. oh well.. i shan't b affected by all these..


well.. things at home.. ain't getting any better at all.. darn.. i realli hate myself.. i hate myself for being wat i am.. i hate it when i always end up ruining things.. well.. i guess.. i'm born a destroyer.. i'm a destroyer of happiness.. destroyer of joy.. destroyer of relationships.. well.. hate me.. i'll feel better.. darn.. sinking into this depression again.. i wish i never existed in this world.. then.. people around me wouldn't have so much trouble.. i wished i was never born.. then people around me would never be hurt by me and my actions..


oh well.. i dunno.. these are thoughts that are running through my mind now.. walk out right now? where can i go.. no where.. sadly.. no where.. if i had.. i would have been gone a long time ago.. well you may say.. how irresponsible.. well.. it's me then.. i'm an irresponsible idiot who brings nothing but trouble.. well sorry to all those i've been a trouble to.. if u choose to distance.. go ahead.. i wun blame u at all.. i noe i'm a difficult person to be with.. i am.. yeah..


i should b off now.. goodnight..