aniwae.. today's a nightmare.. sigh.. well the results of the A levels examination was finally released.. well.. i din do very well ba.. yeah.. so once i got my result slip.. i walked out of the hall.. went to the general office to collect my PW cert and left immediately.. poor gor gor had to survive with me without saying a word.. following where i went without knowing where i was going.. my mind was blank.. totally.. i just stared out of the window throughout the whole bus journey without uttering a word.. i'm sorry brother.. that's me.. that's me when i'm down.. i guess.. i have to keep this side in future.. i dun tink anione will ever get to see it animore..


yeap.. went home to put down the stuff after collecting results.. then went to sec sch for enrolment rehearsal.. yeah.. had to put on my brave front.. oh well.. can't expect me to look sad in front of so many girls ba.. yeah.. then went back to kovan to find gor gor and ethel after drill.. kept very quiet.. and tearing most of the time.. yeah.. and i guess.. i irritated and scared them.. and wasted alot of their time too.. i'm sorry..


aniwae.. went to paya lebar for dinner.. started to talk le.. yeah.. and then after that.. headed to S-11 to meet geck and ricky.. the first thing they saw me.. geck asked me why i cry.. eyes so red.. haha.. tsk.. well i'm fine le lar..


i guess.. in this kind of situation.. the person who is closest to you and happens to be with you at the earlier part after something not very good happens.. gets to experience the more real you.. as in your real freelings and how you react to the situation.. yeah.. and some might be able to handle you.. some might not.. well.. but i wana thank everyone who was by my side today.. yeah.. ethel.. debra.. jimmy.. thanks for ur company.. (: thanks for the encouraging words.. ricky.. geck ying.. thanks for ur calls.. and also.. thanks for company! (: must meet up more often! we're the HOUGANG gang! muahaha! (: last but not least.. my gor gor.. thanks for tolerating with me.. tink u got the most horrible experience with me today.. i'm sorry.. i tink it'll nv happen again ba.. yeah.. and it's time for me to sleep.. goodnights..