sigh everday i'm complaining that i'm tired.. but it's either i'm too busy to sleep earli.. or i'll try to lie on the bed.. roll all directions and i'm still wide awake tinking about so many things): sigh.. wat a life.. there's realli so much so much that's running through my mind now.. people.. things.. situations.. so much.. choices.. decisions.. haiz.. worries.. so much to worry about as well ): fear.. there's so much fear.. fear of failure.. fear of getting into trouble.. fear of everything.. i dunno.. sigh.. i'm going to break down soon lar.. darn..


haha sounds depressive.. but i'm not lar.. i'm still that happy chirpy sweedy.. muahaha yeah so concerned friends.. dun worry about me kay.. yeapp.. sorry.. haha.. some happy things to blog about.. let's see.. aniwae i'm hungry.. hahaha.. in office now.. haha..


aniwae.. let's see wat i was doing on monday.. hmmm.. monday.. work.. work and work in the day.. did i mention i went jogging on sunday? yes i did! so i was suffering from muscle ache! muahaha lousy right.. lols aniwae.. monday was tuition day with amos.. things were fine lar.. yeap.. then i needed to get present for a colleague.. but by the time i ended tuition, most shops would have been closed. thank God my dear jie mei offered to help! (:(: thanks so much!! (: yeah so after tuition i went down to kovan to meet him to collect the stuff(: haha had french toast at hong kong cafe! muahaha yeap yeap. then went home le lo.. very tired..


haha tuesday.. a pretty lonely day.. haha.. after work.. went for tuition with xiao xuan and went straight home le.. yeah.. nothing realli special ba.. yesterday.. hmm wat did i do? ermm yesterday.. oh after work had BS.. haha.. yesterday's lunch.. was slightly different cos i went with debra grace ting en and jaron.. haha.. a different group of pple so a different experience.. haha.. but had fun lar.. but jaron smokes.. so when we were walking back, he was walking in front and smoking.. and i almost died cos i was standing behind him.. hahaha.. lols yeah.. then BS was alright lar.. learnt how to use this particular exercise to do some evangelism.. (: yeap yeap.. learnt alot from it.. (: haha


yeah.. and now.. all i can say is.. i've got butterflies in my tummy.. i know a reason why but i'm sure that reason is not enough to put so many butterflies in my tummy.. i'll figure the other reasons out.. but meanwhile.. i can't wait to meet my gecky darling! (: ha fun fun and fun! and yes girl I LOVE MY GECKO! (: muahahaha(:


shall sign off here.. goodbye.