haiz.. i dunno la.. i'm getting so irritated.. ): tsk.. aniwae.. today.. studied the whole day.. but not very productive): sigh.. i dunno how.. i dunno wat i can do.. i'm already doing wat i can.. but all i get.. is still.. lag.. lag.. lag.. time and again.. i've changed my time table.. replan replan and replan.. i'm trying.. i realli am.. but.. i just can't bring myself to absorb everything that i read.. ): sigh.. God bless me then..


at home the whole day.. pretty good.. until my mum came home with my siblings.. well... she's in her bad mood again.. n well.. she asked me if my dad came home in the afternoon.. i dun remember that he did.. so i said no la.. then later he was talking to my mum.. then he said that he came home.. so my mum was like.. WHO IS THE ONE LYING? my fault ah.. then she shouted at me.. wah lao.. u dun believe then dun ask me la.. u tink i'm lying? i wana study out, u dun allow.. even if u allow, u make a whole din out of it.. wat the hell.. so i stay at home.. and when i stay at home, u suspect i'm bringing some guy home.. ****.. it's realli pissing me off like nobody's business.. argh..


everything turns out to be my fault.. damn.. i'm realli freaking irritated.. and things had to b worse.. i got irritated and went into my room.. then pj called me.. to ask if i was ok.. yeap.. din talk for long.. and the moment i hung up, brother called.. then he said some things which i got irritated with.. i sounded quite pissed la.. sorry.. yeap.. i was like crying when i hung up the phone.. i was like damn pissed with everything la.. argh.. i hate all these! ): ): i ahte myself.. i hate the world! ):):): argh.. i'm gonna sleep soon.. goodnight..