hmmm went for BP concert at the esplanade recital studio yesterday.. it was realli good(: yeap yeap.. my dear geck was with me too(: haha.. hope she enjoyed it.. Budak pantai is realli zai(: haha.. they nv nv fail to make me laugh.. and it's a laugh from the HEART(: yeap.. it's been a long time.. since my laughter came from within.. well.. yeah.. OH and and! the day before the day we went.. stef sun was at their concert!! RARRRR!! ):):): should have went then man!! rarr!! hahaha..


aniwae.. i just came home from service.. well.. went there with a heavy heart.. but i had to break out of that once i reached church.. shouldn't let my moods affect anione else.. yeap.. hung around with ethel.. then played around with jimmy and gor gor.. aha.. and SHA BAO! lols.. yeap yeap.. service was fine.. it spoke to me.. and went up for altar call.. hai.. pastor may eng prayed for me.. i cried once again.. humms.. well hope things will be better ba..


i'm gonna do nothing tomolo.. when others are busy with countdown parties at home or outside.. or prayer meetings.. sian.. well.. so be it ba.. i'll try to talk to God.. and i want to start the year right.. with God in my life.. in EVERY aspect.. and not selected ones.. i always tell God i want to involve Him.. but.. i haven't.. sigh.. Lord.. please help me and guide me.. yeap.. here's wishing everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance(: loves!