hmm life has to go back to normal after everything.. and i should tink everything did return to normal ba.. at least on the outside.. still trying to calm the roaring sea inside.. it's not onli because of the results ba.. actualli the result's playing quite a small part.. but more of.. other things that are happening ba.. more in human relations.. oh well.. i'm trying to do wat i can but i dunno if it helps.. well.. just do wat i can ba.. i'm not a perfect human so i guess.. i can nv please everyone ba..

aniwae.. yesterday was a tiring day as usual.. had drill in the morning.. brought the girls out to sun.. haha and i got myself sunned too.. darn.. was BLACK.. ahaha.. met ricky for lunch.. wah the first thing he saw me.. say i almost indian.. BAD LEH! hmph! sigh but true lar.. i am getting blacker! ): sobs.. haiz aniwae.. after lunch we found somewhere to sit down and chat.. yeah.. had a good chat.. but my mum cut in and spoiled my mood a little.. wah she just had to rub in on my bad results.. wat the.. i just kept quiet lar.. was quite irritated.. almost teared again.. but din lar.. if not i tink i'll scare jie mei.. haha.. yupp then went back to school to oversee the drill test.. the girls were doing fine ba.. yea..

after that went down to singpost to meet gor gor.. then we went to furry pets together to see my dear lucky(: yeapp yeapp he was a quiet doggie sitting in the cage.. love him man(: haha then left the pet shop. went to church.. yeah fellowship was fine.. with some last minute stuff.. ha. but yeah.. service was good.. yeap i tink the speaker realli exposed the ugly-ness of many Christians.. wanting to be comfortable as a Christian and forget the main purpose God has for us.. being so comfortable that.. we actualli forget the fact that hey.. God is coming back one day.. and that one day is realli soon.. it is time to step out of our comfort zone and work for the Lord.. yeah

sunday.. woke up late! haha i was supposed to meet geck ricky and kaisheng for bball in the morning! haha and i tot i was on time.. i realised.. the alarm din ring at all cos the i set it to ring on mon-fri.. darn it.. so it din ring at all lar.. haha.. so i jumped out of bed and daddy was just going out.. so i washed up and everything.. and asked daddy to fetch me there lo.. yeap got there pretty fast.. the whole thing was fun lar.. if onli gecky darling could stay on longer.. haha.. yeap but had alot of fun! and i threw my first three point throw today! (: muahaha! (: used ALL the strength that i had ok.. after SO LONG i finally got the stupid ball to go into the rim.. wah.. SHAGGED.. haha

in the afternoon.. went to pick lucky up(: he was so smelly.. haha.. haven bathed since a week ago i tink.. muahahaha(: aniwae.. yea.. bought the stuff needed and then headed for grandma's place.. (: he's sure active man.. lols... but he's pretty lovable.. he stuck to me the whole day.. awww.. then bathed him.. combed his fur.. played with him.. fed him.. and when i left my grandma's place.. he was whining.. ): ): so sad.. haiz.. i'll be back next week lucky! (:

yeap.. now i'm home le.. super shagged.. and muscles are aching le.. ha. tink i'll die tomolo.. lols.. and gotta work.. ): sianz.. God bless.. goodnights