in a realli terrible state these days.. i miss swinging on a swing.. if i have my own house next time.. i hope i can keep a swing in the house.. or mayb i'll find somewhere a little secluded.. construct a swing(: hanging from a tree? that sounds good.. n i'll definitely get a piano for myself.. yea.. a piano.. a swing.. that's enough.. i'll stay far far away.. where no one can find me.. just me, my swing and my piano.. but i guess.. it's pretty impossible.. i'm just daydreaming here then..


well aniwae.. today.. pretty productive.. but i did wat i was supposed to complete yesterday.. humms.. lag again lo.. i wana stay up tonight but my body isn't responding the way i want it to.. sigh.. dunno.. just do wat i can lo.. tired le also no choice le la.. sigh.. wat a life.. SIAN..


people whom i've hurt.. irritated in some way or another.. especially during this period.. i'm so so sorry.. i know i'm such an irritating person.. sigh.. even more irritating during this period.. i dunno.. i'm sorry kay? forgive me.. "i'm not a perfect person, there's many things i wish i didn't do.." a song i like.. yeap.. i'm not perfect.. so please dun expect me to be.. sorry..


my mum is home.. i tink i'll try not to talk.. i'll just shut up.. things should b better that way.. she wana scold go ahead la.. i can't b bothered animore.. damn.. my eyes are so tired now.. ): argh hai.. God bless me.. i hope i can stay up long enough to finish wat i have to.. i need a BIG HUG.. ): no one can give me one i guess.. always yearned for one from mummy and daddy.. but well.. dun tink i'll ever get it..