this is gonna be a horrible post. i'm damn pissed. wats the freaking matter with u. i'm feeling vulgar. darn. i shan't use such words here. darn. i'm working so hard. i'm saving up for my uni. i've got my job. i've got my tuition. and now u're saying that i'm going out everyday till late. and going out with a boyfriend and stuff. wat do you take me for! darn u do i look like a prostitute to u? darn u. DARN YOU! u noe how tiring this? i dun tink you do lar. continue complaining. i can't be bothered about you. u have ur religion. i have mine. u go ahead and say all u wan. kill me. disown me. up to u lar. i can't be bothered animore. i hate you. i realli do. just shut ur gap up. you hate me so much right? u tink i deserve to be tortured right? go ahead lar. curse and swear that this daughter of urs die soon lar. i can't wait to leave this place. i realli can't.


darn you. u wan me to do things. SAY IT OUT. dun always expect me to know wat the hell u wan me to do when u haven even informed me about it. F. i am realli freaking pissed.why on earth am i put through such things. why am i put through such torture? darn pissed. and u wan me to look after my siblings. hello. how old are they? they are freaking old already and u still wan people to look after them. can't u just give them some space and learn to be independent? F u. darn. and u end up blaming me for everything. yeah u hate me. u just said that. go ahead. i dun need you to love me. i have myself. that's more than enough.


i'm tired. i really very tired. my body is going to break down realli soon i guess. if i continue like that. but do i have a choice? no i dun. i'll have to continue. i'll just have less time for everyone around me. pardon me everyone. if u tink i've been spending realli little time with u. i'm sorry. i'm put in a position where i dun haf a choice. yeah. if u tink i'm not worth to be a fren then so be it lar. i wun stop u. i wun blame you. but noe that i cherish my friendships more than anithing and if i had the time. i would wan to spend with u all. i realli would. yeah. so yeah. ok i'm in a depressed mood. i realli am. just stay off me whoever u are. cos u ain't gonna have a sweedy that's very nice to talk to. u'll probably gonna end up getting urself pissed like nobody's business. darn. sorry for this realli horrible post.