sighh.. ): i'm so so so stressed up now): argh.. all thanks to electrochem.. ): i realli couldn't do a single question correctly.. sigh.. i'm so dead now.. ): damn.. sigh.. in one question.. there's bound to b parts that i dunno how to do.. AT ALL.. ): i can't imagine.. wat is gonna happen in the exam hall la.. darn.. ):):):


hai.. ): HOW???? that's the onli question that's ringing in my head.. sweedy's trying very hard le.. but she just can't do it.. she feels.. she's tired le.. she's realli having a hard time trying to keep the stress level down.. it's not easy.. but so many other pple have gone through it and they've all survived it.. can sweedy do this? ):): she ain't sure at all.. sigh.. wat a life..


she's told to trust in God.. yes.. she knows she has to.. but she feels herself distancing already.. ): she's not doing her QT often cos by the time she finish studying.. she's half dead..): and she doesn't want to do it when she's in that state cos she sees no point in doing it when she can't totaly understand wat she's reading.. she wants to do it in the day.. but mummy's at home so she can't.. sigh.. she's stuck.. ): she wants to go to church as well.. but her mum doesn't allow.. and also.. at this period.. she's realli so lack of time that she din even try to ask.. sigh..


Lord.. forgive me? i'm sorry for neglecting u at this time.. ): i know i should b depending on u the most at this crucial period.. but.. ): i'm sorry Lord.. i'll try my best.. i know i will fail u.. many many times.. but i'm realli glad that u've forgiven me time again.. but i shouldn't take it for granted.. i shouldn't.. i shouldn't.. ): sighh..


time for me to go to my notes le.. bye bye..