):):):):):):):):):):):):):): life sucks.. ): i hate exams.. ): tsk! sigh.. i realli dunno wat i am doing now.. just readig through my notes aimlessly.. just doing all the questions.. throwing in everything that i can tink of.. darn.. ): i dunno.. i dunno.. and once in a while.. i get panic attacks.. i'm reminded of how LITTLE time i have left.. i'm so so dead.. i had a bad dream yesterday.. i dreamt that i was doing the maths paper.. but i din have time at all.. i din noe how to do the questions.. AHHHHH! God wat am i supposed to do in this short period of time? it's not that i din study or wat.. but.. wat i've studied before that, i can't really remember.. and i dun have time to do more! ):):): argh.. i wan a swing.. i need a swing.. ):


i guess.. i just have myself to blame le la.. i dunno wat else i can say.. but Lord.. teach me to depend on your strength.. help me to stand up and continue to walk from here.. i dunno how i'm gonna do it.. but for now.. i'm just gonna do wat i can.. push all those negative feeling aside.. people.. pardon me for my negativity.. and my attitude.. i tink it's quite bad.. to some pple.. sigh.. i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.. sigh sigh sigh.. it's 1220.. darn.. i'm actualli rushing a post.. wat is this.. i'm rushing off to continue with my notes.. sigh.. wat a life..


BUT!! on a lighter note.. it'll be over soon ain't it? yeap.. i'm looking forward to that day.. BUT! ): sharon is mad.. she planned drill camp right after my paper): darn.. it's like.. ARGH.. can't i have a day off?? should have told her my paper ends on like 30th or something.. sigh.. but well.. i'll have to accept it la.. yeah.. God bless everyone taking the exams! bless them with good health, good mind.. ample rest.. no stress(ehh that rhymes! (: haha) yeah.. Lord.. help everyone to be still and know that U ARE GOD(: amen!! (: gambatte!!