well well... finally finished my PI for project work. had a hard time thinking of what to do on and i finally decided on natural forces n did on natural disasters. sigh... tink i wrote crap la. but wat to do when u really got no idea?haha...
well, the past few days have been fine... but i was in a somewhat bad mood last friday.then met him in the night for dinner.sigh.n i somewhat vented my frustration on him. feel so guilty now coz after that he apologized for being irritating. well... i din tell him y i was in such a weird state, juz said got moodswing lo... sigh...
haven been able to meet up with my sec sch frens... sigh... miss them so much man... coz we always end at different times then veh difficult to meet up even for lunch. sigh... then saturdays veh difficult for me to go out coz gotta stay home to look after my siblings*(which i really dread but i dun have much of a choice do i)sigh... so always cannot go out with my frens... hey guys out there... really hope to meet up with u guys real soon eh? really sorry that i always cannot join u all for the outings n stuff... sorry!
I needed Jesus @ | 10:21:00 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
well well... another tiring week... sigh... but an interesting one in one way or another...haha... well, as usual, school's really tiring me out with all the hectic activities... although i skipped cca n sports day, haha... oops.. but i am still very very tired... esp today... my head n body feels so heavy... mayb bcos i was drenched in the rain yesterday...sigh... then i haven done much of hw n revision... sigh... muz motivate myself man... sigh
interesting coz of some interesting event that took place(*duh*) haha... haha... well, i've been told by him that this whole thing is two sided... (as in both of us have gd feelins toward each other) but we're gonna stay where we are in this present state... coz he's in ns n me gonna have to conc on my studies... yup... so nothing'll happen for the next few yrs i guess... yup yup... so... haha... but quite some pple noe bout it le... as in church pple... so it's kinda awkward la... sigh... but i guess things will get betta... yup yup...
well, hope things will be fine... geckx, xiu, pris! sigh, i'm so sorrie for always being unable to make it for all e gatherings... sigh, i realli hope to see u guys soon! missimg u pple!
I needed Jesus @ | 4:54:00 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
hmm...life has been so so monotonous...every day's e same... mondays are e worst man... it's like proper lessons ends at 1115am... but alas! i've got make up lectures at 515pm... sigh... then i dun wana waste money to travel home... so gotta rot in school...sigh... hmm ...i oso dunno la...sian...bio isn't easy... really tough...muz study hard la...if not gotta b retained... sigh...
joined wall climbing...for one week.had practices on wed n fri...sigh...aching all over now...sigh... but i guess i have to bear with it if i'm stayin on in climbing...
my subject civics grp...din like it at first...but got better gradually...n i found 3 other Christians!yeah!haha...wonder if i should start a prayer grp in tj... sigh... mj's one is dying off le... God, please be there! Please bring the group back! Please bring their hearts back to u, let all of them yearn to worship u, to praise you, n to have a compassionate heart... to be willing to pray for others... i pray that the group will stay strong as one, to be united as a body of Christ... to glory ur name!
