Friday, September 23, 2005
hmm hmm.. haha.. well well.. let's see.. one more week to promos and i have only finished studying two chapters of bio and 3 of maths.. this is very very bad!!! sian... jc life is really so different.. it's like BULLET TRAIN!! it's non stop.. juz goes on and on n on.. promos comin up but i'm still trying to catch up with my currnet work.. the load seems never ending lo.. sian.. ya lo.. juz pray that i can catch up and at the same time do my revision.. sigh.. yup yup.. let's see.. how has life been after so long.. hmm.. well ..basically, been trying to study but nv realli worked coz i'll always be so so tired... sigh.. but i will!! sigh.. n some things happened recently.. well.. cheryl was pissed with me on tuesday.. but she refused to tell me y coz she thinks that it was something trivial.. well, din manage to force it out of her.. sigh.. then something else happened..if i nv asked her the question, i would have been kept in the dark forever.. i juz dunno why she keeps saying that we're good frens, frens forever.. but yet, she still does such things.. i was irritated with A with some things.. so me, cheryl and B talked over it.. then A msged me that evening.. then we sorta settled the prob la.. but i guess, A will nv b more than an acquaintance.. perhaps, a friend at most.. yup... that was settled.. n that afternoon, i asked A about her feelings towards B.. n she said she sort of likes him.. well i may sound petty or wat.. but the thing is she was the one who told us that she will nv like B.. and they will nv get together.. so we persuaded her not to give B false hope but she nv stopped calling and msging B.. n she nv said a thing to us until we asked her...well.. that was still nothing much.. yesterday.. three of us were in the library with ron.. then we had to go for gp lesson.. so we left the library.. A walked with us and B called her.. we tot it was some one else.. she nv told us who it was so we asked her.. then she hesistated and tried not to answe us.. but we got it out of her anyway... she told us it was B.. then we asked her y she meeting him.. then she said they were gonne study together.. but the thing is.. me n cheryl always asked her to join us in the libray.. but she always said that she san't study in groups.. cannot study outside one.. but wat is she doing now?? she is studying out!!! with someone else!! wa.. i was damn pissed when i heard that.. well.. juz goes to show how much we mean to her and how much he means to her.. well.. i've got nothing much to saae to her.. but i juz wana let her noe that i used to take her as my bestest fren.. but now.. i guess.. she juz spoilt this friendship.. even if i forgive her, we'll never be like before.. i will put a barrier in my heart.. yes.. that's wat it will be like... again.. this may b petty of me.. but i'm sorry.. i juz have no other options.. i can't pretend nothing has happened.. anyway.. went tamp with ron to study.. haha.. yup.. quite productive coz we din realli talk.. haha.. good good.. haha.. then after that managed to get him to have dinner with me, ta, elvin and ethel.. then ethel was late.. n elvin had hgc.. so he ate n left first.. me n ron were still eating... ethel onli came at eight.. yup yup.. nohing much today.. but when i was on my way home, on the bus, my grandfather boarded the bus neare my place.. guessed he was going down to my house.. then when we arrived at my house's bus stop, he pressed the bell, n went to the front.. i went by the back.. when i alighted, i realized that he was still standing in the front of the bus.. tink he thought that it was the wrong stop.. sigh.. should have called out to him.. sigh.. ya lo.. then he stopped one stop later.. then had to walk.. so poorthing.. ya lo.. tink i shall go study now.. sigh..
I needed Jesus @ | 11:17:00 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
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mm.. wat went on today? well well.. happy day today.. well.. woke up at 930 then go through some maths with my sister.. then she down there show black face.. wa.. excuse me ah.. i got my own things to do oneleh.. u tired i also tired wat.. show me that kinda face for wat.. irritating.. but she din spoil my mood la.. haha.. then after that, met cheryl at the sweet secrets' bus stop at 1130.. haha.. always earlier than her. wahaha.. ya lo.. thenw e went to macs to study.. sigh.. was quite ok la.. but i tink i distracted her from studying.. oops.. sorry..haha..at 1240 like that, i left macs.. went pp buy mineral water then took 76 to charis.. for bible study!!! haha.. so happy that i could come out n go for bs.. haha.. anyway, while i was on the bus, this driver.. abit rude la.. tink he almost rammed into this car while turning.. then he still showed some handsigns which wasn't veh nice.. then this car owner got angry then he stopped the car in front of the bus at the turning lane.. then the bus couldn't move lo.. then we were stuck at the traffic light there for like 5 mins plus.. i was like running late le.. wa.. then after that the bus driver reversed n moved off.. took him quite long to realise that he should have done that.. haha.. but that din spoil my mood either.. coz bs is always still the BEST!! haha.. then reached church le, then joined the group.. was shocked that ta was there.. coz tot he said he not going for church today.. haha.. but he was there anyway la.. yup yup.. then had bs today.. learnt about stages of our Christian faith. learnt some new things.. yup.. then shared about how we received Christ.. yup.. think mine was a very normal n straightforward lo.. hah.. but i'm still glad i received Christ.. haha.. yup yup.. then after bible study, went back to macs to study.. cheryl's junior was already there.. haha.then i asked elvin to come join us so that i could get my sermon notes as well.. haha.. then studied n crapped.. haha.. as usual, i tink i was the irritating one distracting pple.. haha.. then there was this baby that sat in front of us with her maid.. SO CUTE!!! aiyo.. haha.. i winked at her then she tried to wink back at me.. haha.. then she would look at us once i n while.. then smile n smile.. SO CUTE la.. haha.. ya lo.. then left macs after that.. then this group of guys which were wearing all black said bye to us when we left.. then me n cheryl were like.. DOTS... haha.. then after that i went to cut hair.. haha.. sian like nv cut like that.. coz i told the guy i wana cut like slight v shape.. then he said not nice coz my hair not totally straight..then i said juz shorten n layer lo.. then he shorten like equal nv shorten like that.. it's still bout the same length.. then i ask him shorten a bit more, he say not very nice.. then i was like.. alright.. wateva.. anything la.. then when i was cutting halfway, this uncle was gonna walk into the shop.. then he like nv see the glass panal n he walked right into it!! "PONG" wa.. gave all of us a big shock.. aiyo.. so painful la.. haha.. then after i cut my hair.. went walk walk arond in pp.. then after that, cheryl's dad fetched me home.. yup.. then home i come.. haha.. gotta go do my econs DRQ later.. sian.. so so sian.. school's starting tomolo le.. sigh.. but God, i really thank you for seeingg me through my life.. n thanks for allowing me to continue to grow spritually by letting me go for bible study.. n having the chance to interact with Christians aound me.. thank you for being such a faithful God.. i pray that u'll teach me to be a faithful servant, to be willing to give up anything for you.. n i noe i can expect something greater in return,, includin an eternal life.. thanks Lord.. you are indeed a GREAT GOD!!! I needed Jesus @ | 9:36:00 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005
hmm.. today.. haha.. a tiring yet fun friday ba.. haha.. well.. woke up close to 12.. hmm.. sigh.. then ate breakfast then cleaned up my room.. was lying on my bed and reading a book after that.. wahah.. so pig.. then left my house at 215 n headed for tj.. went to school for pw meeting.. haha.. went to the library to meet cheryl coz she was there earlier.. then she told me her cheesecake making was successful.. BUT.. i din get to eat =( somebody else ate it all up.. sad.. haha.. cheryl.. i'll nv forgive that person! =( my cheesecake... haha.. aniway. we spent quite some time at the piano under LT1 today.. haha.. then played tong hua.. so nice!! haha.. yup yup.. then after pw, went to pp with cheryl.. n met ta too.. haha..then we went for dinner.. haha.. all three of us ate n drank the same things.. char kway teow with sugar cane juice.. haha.. ya.. then after we walked around in pp.. went to evergreen to buy some stationeries.. ya.. then after i paid for the stuff, i saw my cousin!! oh man.. i got a big shock!! then my aunt came along with my sister n another cousin.. wa.. was shocked till i almost died.. luckily was quite far away from ta.. SHOCKED.. haha.. then ta sae my sis saw him like saw ghost like that.. haha.. ya lo.. then after that we juz walked around in pp.. haha.. then whenever me n cheryl walk into some shops(except life), ta stood outside.. then pp had these banners with the "deng1 mi2" on them.. then he was trying to guess.. but i tink he din get any of them.. so din me n cheryl.. haha.. ya.. then after that, went home lo.. then b4 we went to the bus stop, cheryl bought two cups of bubble tea.. then we brought it on the bus lo.. she bought it to bring home for her parents one.. then sfter we boarded the bus, we sat down.. then cheryl passed me the two cups.. then i put it on the empty seat beside me.. then when the bus TURNED.......... sigh... one of the cups rolled off the chair n it BROKE! oh my goodness.. felt so so bad la.. firstly, it's cheryl's money.. secondly, the uncle has to clear up after that!! oh no.. then ta picked up the cup.. haha.. then it the milo was flowing out like mad.. sian.. sorry uncle!! din mean it.. n sorri cheryl!! will buy u one one day.. aiyoo.. ya lo.. so paiseh.. then after that reach home le.. then rot then bathed le now online.. tink i'll b going off soon.. tired.. now.. game of checkers with ron! WAHAHA.. dunno who'll win.. haha.. ok.. nitey..
I needed Jesus @ | 11:10:00 PM
well well.. been furniture hunting these daes.. oops.. means i haven got the time n energy to study lo.. sigh.. well, moving to hougang real soon.. the irony is.. when i was studying in PL, i'm living nearer tj.. now that i'm studying in tj, i'm moving to nearer PL.. this is crazy.. haha. but i guess when u're left with no choice u do have to settle for the onli choice ba.. i should b thankful that i at least have a roof over my head.. thank you Lord.. hmm.. went to school for bio today.. damn tired coz i din sleep much last night.. onli had 4 hours of sleep.. sian. finished my bio essay at bout 130 then went to bed at 2... yeah.. then woke up at bout 4 plus.. coz my room was quite stuffy despite the heavy rain... then i opened the windows and my room door... still not helping much.. then had a hard time falling asleep.. until 5 plus.. received a msg frm ta.. haha.. then replied him.. tink he was like thinking wat am i doing at this time.. haha.. yeah.. then finally, fell asleep at 5 plus.. n woke up at 7 plus.. sian.. was like a zombie la.. super tired.. then supposed to meet cheryl at the bus stop at eunos mrt to go tj together.. but she woke up late.. so i met her at the bus stop nearer her house then we went to school together.. we were still late.. ahha.. then saw bevelin at the 229 bus stop.. to think i madged her to inform miss lim that we'll b late. ahha..ya.. then tink we were 15 to 30mins late.. haha.. but miss lim waited for us.. so nice.. haha.. ya lo.. then went to suntec with my aunt after sch to the dell computer kiosk.. enquired bout it.. then decided to give it a thought.. then headed for funan.. then went into this shop called deca.. then was deciding between a compaq n acer com.. then settled for the compaq one.. haha.. $1598.. ya lo.. asked quite a lot of pple for advice.. haha.. so it should b ok la.. can use can le.. wahaha.. i'm a computer idiot.. wahah.. hmm.. haha.. tired tired tired.. tink i'm giving up on the research le.. if anione happen to come across ani articles that states the effectiveness of fine systems in Singapore, please b nice n inform me k? haha.. nitez...
I needed Jesus @ | 12:39:00 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
haha.. well well.. wat a day today.. hmm.. actually wanted to go out with cheryl.. then asked my mum.. then she din give me an answer.. so in the end i told cheryl that i wun b going with her le.. then the next day, coz i wana go for bs.. then i asked my mum again.. who knows she said ok.. but she asked me for cheryl's number.. den din wana get cheryl into trouble.. then gave her another sheryl's number.. argh.. i feel so bad.. sigh.. then when i was at church, sc told me that i was the onli one left for bs.. so in the end no bs lo.. then i was like *diao*.. came down at such risk.. onli to find out that there isn't bs. sigh.. was a little sad la.. but.. y alo.. then was trying to do some maths questions.. but got quite pissed after a while coz i couldn't do the questions.. sigh.. sian.. then after that i stopped doing liao lo.. ya.. then went walk around with ethel.. then quite sianz.. then after that ethel had to leave liao.. sigh.. then i went back to my work.. but did nothing much.. couldn't do the questions!!! argh.. ya lo.. then juz rotted there.. was yakking with christopher n "rabbit".. abit scared of him leh.. oops.. haha.. but anyway, after ta came to join us but i tink we din realli talk much.. i was trying to tink of who i can ask out.. ya.. then while thinking, i went to join tim, wendy, yu xian and wei xiang.. tim was playing guitar.. then they were singing the song that wendy and yu xian sang at the budak pantai's concert.. veh nice.. ahha.. after that, we were singing worship songs.. then msged elvin.. in the end, decided to meet elvin at the airport.. haha..left church at 4.. then headed for airport.. then met elvin at t2 times bookshop.. jimmy was there too.. haha.. then picked up a book then elvin down there disturb,, sae i'm her girlfriend.. then jimmy happily asked where's ta.. then i was like *diao*..haha.. then we left the bookshop after a while.. the adults wanted to go china town.. then i told elvin i din wana go.. ask him go with them.. then he dun wan.. attitude ah! haha.. he accompanied me for dinner lo.. haha.. then ate at macs.. dots.. haha.. then went home after that.. sigh.. was in quite a bad situation today la.. felt realli realli bad bout lying to my mum.. felt even worse for using cheryl.. sigh.. i'm so sorry.. ): Lord.. i'm realli sorry.. i ask for your forgiveness.. forgive me of my sins and help me to repent..
I needed Jesus @ | 12:01:00 AM
