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Sunday, February 25, 2007

*.* happy new year =.= *.*

hmmm the new year thing still on in my family huh.. hmmm.. went exercising this morning.. shiok.. but i shagged after that.. lols.. then went to geck's place to rest and had breakfast there(: yupp then slacked in her room.. played her the tune i composed.. hee.. (: had fun! (: she sent me to the bus stop.. then ricky asked me if i wana go hougang mall with him.. so we waited for him lo.. and meanwhile we went to the playground! muahaha! played the tic tac toe.. hahaha.. ran around like crazy girls.. hees..


finally that slow poke shao ye came down.. hahaha.. then headed for hougang mall.. walked around.. rotted a little.. talked.. play.. lols.. then go home le.. yeap.. rushed to bathe and headed for bedok.. so tired.. slept on the bus.. haha then went to give xiaoxuan tuition.. she quite restless.. tink she tired le): sigh.. then din manage to teach her much also): sigh.. i realli tink i'm a lousy and boring tutor.. sigh..


yeah.. after tuition, i headed for my grandma's place.. yeap yeap.. was totally shagged by then.. and after grandma's place was some visitation to some rich uncle's place.. well well.. din realli play with the kids today but yeah.. read my storybook ba.. and msged pple.. hahahaha..
been leading a pretty tiring life.. ): sigh.. and a busy one.. and i realise.. i seem to be neglecting alot things.. pple.. myself.. God.. i haven had much time for my close frens.. for myself.. and most importantly my God): sigh.. i'm sorry.. i dunno.. but i realli din mean it): sigh.. i realli wished i had more time to spend with my closer frens.. to spend talking to God.. but somehow, i just can't find the time and even if i had the time.. the energy ain't there too): sigh.. pardon me my frens.. i'm realli sorry.. and i realli wana thank those to take the initiative to msg me, talk to me, ask me out and watsoever.. ani form of contact.. thanks alot.. i realli do appreciate that.. thanks.. and i guess.. these people are wat we call.. real friends.. thanks..


here are some pics i took recently.. haha.. too lazy to name.. enjoy..













I needed Jesus @ | 11:47:00 PM


Saturday, February 24, 2007

*.* lacking my beauty sleep =.= *.*

rarrrrr! woke up earli again.. sigh.. there ain't a day that i can sleep early and wake up late.. ): tomolo going to exercise with my geckie darling.. haha good thing good thing.. i'm lacking exercise too.. that's y i've been feeling totalli unhealthy! ): haha


yeah.. aniwae.. today had drill in the morning.. realli sad): sigh.. the girls are not listening at all.. ): sigh.. i dunno leh.. was quite disappointed): seems as though i can't do anithing to help them.. quite irritated with myself too.. wat a lousy commander.. sigh.. feeling so helpless.. ): but well.. my darling gecky brightened my day(: thanks babe.. (: she came home with me.. haha.. then we watched some bleach.. and then went to my room to slack.. and chat.. (: had fun.. haha.. kaisheng and ricky and ron evolved into soft toys MUAHAHA.. black white and yellow hair.. hahaha.. so funny.. (:


hey girl.. realli had fun today! (: hahaha.. must meet up more often.. but i'm the busy one again): sigh.. but thanks for coming to my place (: thanks for spending time with me(: thanks for chatting with me.. miss those silly things we talk about.. hahaha.. (: thanks for keeping in touch! love you loads! (: and dun forget our exercise plans ah! (: hahah.. i'll keep reminding u man! bleah! (:


then went down to PP to meet my aunt and cousins.. then we headed for kallang airport area for dinner.. had yusheng.. ok lo.. then had crabs, kangkong, meat, satay for dinner(: hees.. shiok.. but the food ok onli lar.. and the waiting time kinda long.. well well.. yeah.. but i'm not a very picky eater ma.. haha.. (:


yeap. that's about it today.. tink i better go and sleep le. if not tomolo no strength to run. hahaha.. goodnight!(:

I needed Jesus @ | 11:47:00 PM


Friday, February 23, 2007

*.* tired.sick-ish. but fun *.*

it's a realli tiring day.. ): sigh.. this week is my turn to do admin.. yupp.. pretty ok.. dun have to worry about picking up calls at all.. just facing the com and registering some companies.. but sometimes it's kinda boring.. i might still prefer my seat near the phone.. having my frens around me.. hehehe(: yeah.. pros and cons to everything i guess..


aniwae.. din feel very well today too.. ): sigh.. queasy.. yeah.. so during lunch.. onli had fruit juice and two small pastries.. yeah.. wasn't hungry at all.. yeah.. today.. had some briefing regarding CPF matters.. went with the girls.. then it ended super earli.. sitting there listening to the pple talking.. looking at the slides.. reminded me of life in TJ.. lectures.. haha.. well well..


yeap.. after work.. went to meet ricky.. haha.. had loads of fun! (: yeah.. walked around PS to stall time (cos ricky say too bright the restaurant no ambience) wahahahahahaha laugh until i wana die.. hahaha.. yeah.. aniwae.. went to giraffe for dinner(: food is good! (: but pretty ex.. sigh.. and once again.. i wasn't allowed to pay for my own food): tsk.. feels so horrible to have pple pay for u lar.. but sian.. ):well well.. nothing i can do lar..


yeap.. hey jie mei.. realli enjoyed myself today too(: ha thanks for the time and company!(: i'm glad u din find me boring or something.. sorry i din have too much energy to play with u.. ): argh.. the feeling of being queasy and having headaches realli aint' too good): argh.. but yeah.. i had fun at the museum too! muahaha! (: the duck has a not so obvious mouth! WAHAHA (: yeah thanks again! (:


yeah.. that's about it today.. need to rest le.. there's drill tomolo): sigh.. God bless..

I needed Jesus @ | 11:24:00 PM


*.* happy cny! *.*

wah!! this year.. it's either i got no energy le.. or my visitation schedule is realli crazy! haha.. new year's eve.. steamboat at my grandma's place.. yeapp.. then went home.. played gunbound.. hahhaa.. tink i'm addicted.. played with gor gor.. then tired le.. went offline.. haha.. jie mei left me a msg on msn.. so i gave him a call.. and then we talked on the phone till like 330.. muahahah.. yupp yupp then went to sleep le.. DAMN TIRED! haa


woke up at bout 9+ the next morning.. SHAGGED.. haha.. but it's NEW YEAR! actually wasn't in much of a mood for new year.. hmmm.. haha.. but yeah.. changed into my new clothes and accessories.. then headed for my grandmama's place.. then to grandaunt's place and to another grandma's place.. first day was basically full visitations.. yeap then went to elvin's place at night.. was the first to reach.. diaoz.. but the rest came soon.. yeap.. played gunbound for a while then stupid jimmy come and disturb! PIG! haha then watched tv and stuff.. then we went for MOVIE! (: hah 13 pple in all.. the movie started at bout 12+.. ended at 2+.. SHAGGED.. the others wanted to go for supper.. i gave it a miss.. took the cab home.. that's like 12+ bucks.. darn..


haha aniwae.. the next day was another long day.. but managed to sleep in a little..(: yupp then went to my paternal aunt's place.. was pretty lethargic.. but as usual.. my dear nieces and cousins cheer me up(: hahaha.. realli had loads of fun with the kids but my nose din allow me to stay alive for very long.. i finished up 2 packs of tissue in a span of an hour.. darn.. yeah.. but aniwae.. yar.. went home at 11+ ba.. sigh.. tired again..


third day.. woke up at 11+.. and it's another day of craziness.. hahaha.. haha went to my maternal grandaunt's place.. then to my aunt's place.. haha oh the best thing was to play with my darling hamburger! (: hees.. she's so cute! (: haha.. lols.. the other kids were playing cards.. gambling with 10c and 20c. lols.. then hamburger asked me to put her on my feet and walk with her on my feet.. like wat the penguins do to their babies.. haha.. we had loads of fun man.. just the two of us.. haha.. but i was SHAGGED.. super tired.. haha.. but yeah.. realli loved it(:


then went to my closest aunt's place at night.. daddy gambled there.. i got kinda pissed.. like we've still gotta work and my siblings still got school the next day.. dunno how to be automatic one leh.. darn.. yar my aunt fetched us home first lar.. yeah.. i was realli tired le.. but i din sleep earli.. and i guess.. woke up the next day.. was too tired.. so i took half a day's leave.. hahaha..


hees.. then went to work at bout 12.. yeapp.. haha.. and funny things happened.. some miscommunications between me and my cousin.. lols.. so paiseh.. but yeah.. not totally my fault lar.. lols but things are settled le.. hees.. then went for BS after work.. yeap.. then after BS went to Thiam Joo's place with gor gor.. the Ivy gang pple were there.. lols.. then played with the three kiddies a little.. and disturbed gor gor.. ahaha. BLEAH! always bully me one.. hahaha.. yar.. had fun lar..


today.. TIRED! ): sigh.. but still gotta go to work lo.. sian.. yeah.. met my cousin for lunch.. hey derick gor gor.. thanks for the meal! (: hahaha.. very seldom allow pple to treat me one lo.. hahaha.. he should feel honoured man.. lols.. (: yeah.. then work was realli tiring.. ): sigh.. had tuition after work.. SHAGGED.. now i tink i better go and sleep if not i'll just die tomolo.. hahaha.. goodnights..

I needed Jesus @ | 12:15:00 AM


Monday, February 12, 2007

*.* monday blues.. *.*

rarr.. it's moday.. sian): back at work.. was so reluctant to get out from bed this morning.. looks like i'm getting tired of this tiring life.. ):): sigh.. aniwae.. today has been fine.. just that i'm kinda tired.. and had to do some other stuff.. well.. got a little irritated but after all... we're all colleagues lar.. yeah.. well well.. let's see..


aniwae.. yesterday.. finally a day for me to sleep in.. slept till 1145(: hees then went down to suntec to meet twinnie.. went there for the NTU admissions talk.. yeap we arrived a little late so we missed the business and accountancy talk cos the room was full le.. hmmm.. haha.. well so we just walked around and took some brochures.. then went downstairs to shop and eat.. muahahaha.. had pretzels.. (: haha.. caramel and almonds.. HEHEHE (: sinful.. lols.. then went back to the place for the admissions talk.. damn boring can.. waste my time onli.. tsk~ haha.. and the person speaking was like trying with all his might to bian3 di1 the other local uni.. horrible..


and also.. i'm wondering if i'm realli going to NTU to do business.. doesn't feel like the path i will take in future.. i'm leaning more towards psychology though.. sigh.. but psychology.. i might not make it till the end.. especially financially.. ): sigh.. i also dunno how lo.. and A's results realli coming out soon le.. and thanks to all those who keep reminding me about it.. sigh.. having mixed feelings ba.. ): would like to noe how i did but at the same time there's the fear of doing badly lo.. which i tink i will): sigh.. and also.. wat will i do if i can't get into uni? even if i can, wat path should i take? where to get the money? sian.. life.. full of choices and decisions to make.. full of qestions and doubts.. fear and anxiety.. stress.. wat a life.. but well amongst all these chaos.. and trials.. we know we will come out of it as a stronger person.. having the power to perservere on.. and also.. Christians.. through all these trials.. we will learn to trust God more.. having stronger faith in Him wouldn't we? (: so let's praise God for everything in our life.. the good and the bad.. be thankful..

yeap.. i hope i will learn to be thankful.. yeah.. and aniwae.. on sunday.. had tuition after the talks.. yeap then after tuition went down to hougang mall for dinner.. and guess wats for dinner? DOUGHNUTS! (: haha.. yar.. then met ricky at HM.. yeap yeap.. walked around in HM then went to the pasar malam and fun fair there.. hees.. (: and we did something pretty stupid.. hahaha.. we paid two dollars for the admission fee to the fun fair.. then walked one round.. commented on the rides and the price of the rides.. then came out again.. hahaha.. funny.. then went to the pasar malam to buy some food.. (: bought 10 kueh tutu. haha.. brought it home and no one was at home so i ate two and left the other eight for the other 4 pple in my family.. in the end i tink they din finish): haha.. well well


today.. after work.. went to meet gor gor at vivocity.. had dinner at the food court.. yupp then went to the cinema area and saw that louis koo and daniel wu are coming down to the cinema for the men2 tu2 movie preview.. haha.. so shuai and cute!(: and i saw alvin ng and patricia mok and DIYA! haha awwww.. (: *alvin is so cute!(:* hahaha yeap yeap alot other ppl lar.. yeah.. then after that went to look around.. and go home le.. haha.. quite tired.. haha.. yeah..


came home and painted the presents for vday.. yeap.. quite tired le): time to sleep.. bye bye(:

I needed Jesus @ | 11:45:00 PM


Saturday, February 10, 2007

*.* tiredd *.*

hmm looks like work life is as tiring.. i'm pretty drained.. gonna sleep soon.. no energy le.. haha.. aniwae.. i'll do the backlogging tomolo.. but today.. haha.. stupid me forgot to bring my house key.. well din even tink about my key when i left my house for drill this morning.. tsk.. aniwae.. yar.. so i came home and met twinnie at the bus stop.. onli to realise that i forgot my key.. my goodness.. ha.. yeah.. so i ended up going to twinnie's place.. terrible.. haha.. yar.. then borrowed her clothes.. lol and i looked so fat in them cos twinnie is so skinny! tsk! ): haha..
then yar lo went to visit lynelle with gor gor.. a cute little girl(: and strong one too(: haha we hit off quite well and pretty fast! (haha dun be jealous gor gor!) haha.. and the first thing when he's cousin saw me.. she said something.. that almost killed me.. my goodness.. wahaha.. OBVIOUSLY I'M NOT! hahaha.. bleah!
aniwae.. tired le.. short entry.. these are the pics of wats been happening in my life for the past two months.. enjoy(:
i baked this(:

that'y my artpiece! (: screensaver!

twinnies forever(:

garang guni!

we love watson!
office desk
me at my desk! (:

grace

jie li

liza(:


twinnie at her desk(:


pretty women! (:

debra jiahui sweedy

liza jieli

kingley


we love evelyn! (:


oh no this looks wrong!



ohh wat a sweet c****e

TWINNIE!(:

liza and jie li

debra sweedy liza

me and grace

twinnies and work!(:

me and kingley girl. *OOPS* boy i mean! HA

all our soft toys! (:

sleeping beauty! haha playing around at the two dollar shop! (:


gong gong! that's my twinnie!

faith darling(:

eunice darling(:

ethel and niujin! (: we're all at PRATA HOUSE!! yum yum! prata!! (:

twinnie and me!(:


niu niu n jason chia! (:


I needed Jesus @ | 11:27:00 PM


Tuesday, February 06, 2007

*.* project superstar): *.*

roar!! been some time since i last blogged hor. haha yar lo.. too tired le.. by the time i get home everyday i'm like half dead le): rarr.. haha.. aniwae.. some backlogging here.. hmm.. saturday.. no drill so got a little rest.. yeap.. but had tuition with amos in the morning.. yeap.. after tuition, met twinnie at hougang to get some baking ingredients.. haha.. and stupid things happened.. haha.. when we were done buying, we headed for the interchange.. then she was complaining that her slippers are like slanted.. haha.. then we took the bus to my place.. and while walking.. twinnie's slippers BROKE! oh no! haha.. then she walked in such a gao xiao manner.. lols.. laugh until i wana die.. WAHAHA..


yar.. then were preparing to bake the cake.. started with the butter and sugar.. to be specific.. COARSE sugar.. wat the.. argh.. couldn't get the sugar to melt.. RAR.. so we got chunky butter-sugar mix insted of light and fluffy one.. haha.. so had to throw all away and get a new piece of butter.. and used icing and brown baking sugar that i found at home.. haha.. yar lo.. then everything went well.. but took some time lo.. quite tired): haha.. and i was supposed to go to church that day.. but mummy wanted to have reunion dinner.. tsk.. was quite irritated.. but stayed home lo.. but din regret staying at home lar.. i haven been at home for some time): onli go home and sleep for a few hours and i'm back to office again): sigh.. yeah..


steamboat at home was GOOD! (: haha ate alot! (and my tummy is still BIG today) rarr.. hahah.. aniwae.. yea.. had great dinner(: hees.. then sunday.. woke up early and went to vivocity with my family and my aunt and cousins.. yeah.. was quite tired.. yea.. din buy anithing lo.. mummy did more shopping ba.. yeap yeap.. then went to my grandma's place.. haha.. i had some leftover chocolate from e cake so i used it for chocolate fondue! wahhhh! (: haha.. had it with bananas and apples.. haha.. (: yeap yeap.. then went to my cousin's place to help her with her com.. ahaha.. my goodness.. com idiot teach ppl how to use com.. not bad sia.. haha..


then was hopping in and out of the computer room to catch project superstar finals on tv.. DIYA!!!! ): she din win.. but well she's still the best to me! (: haha(: LOVES!! (: she rocks my socks! (: haha.. will support her man! (: haha.. (:


yeah.. monday was really tiring): sigh.. i realli dislike this life now.. and sadly.. i have to admit that i do miss school life.. more of secondary school life.. but excluding the studying.. lols.. haha.. yeah.. i miss school.. ): i miss hanging around with my friends.. going for CCA together.. shouting away and making noise in class without having to worry about anithing.. haha.. those were the days): sigh.. oh yes.. O levels results out this friday.. it means.. mine should be coming out soon.. damn): it's freaking me out.. ): sian.. i dunno.. i'm so not confident about my A's results.. realli must learn to depend on God in watever circumstances.. well.. GOd bless me then.. ): i'm having a realli bad feeling about my results.. sigh):


enough about results lar.. another half an hour to the end of work.. but gotta go for tuition.. humms.. well.. yeah.. time to go now.. bye

I needed Jesus @ | 2:02:00 PM


Friday, February 02, 2007

*.* too bored): *.*

humms at work now.. should be knocking off in about 40 mins time.. thank God it's FRIDAY! (: woots! (: but got tuition later lo.. yeah.. hope i'll have enough energy.. i'm so tired): rarr.. aniwae.. yar.. so i'm so bored.. let's see how many blogthings test i've did.. hahaha..

Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.


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Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are.


You Give Great Advice
You know what's up when it comes to people and social relationships.And you're advice is golden, even if your friends don't always take it!Just make sure that you take your own advice too!


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You always find the words to express yourself, and there's hardly a class or subject you don't enjoy.
You Should Study:
AdvertisingArtClassicsCounselingJournalismPolitical ScienceSalesTeaching


You Are Chocolat Orange Pocky
Your attitude: funky and flavorfulRich and deep - yet zingy and zestyYou are the perfect partner in crime

I needed Jesus @ | 4:51:00 PM


Thursday, February 01, 2007

*.* tiring work life.. *.*

humms.. din blog for the past few days cos i was too tired le.. yeah.. aniwae.. this week has been a tiring week for me.. ): sigh.. not having enough sleep.. and having terrible dry cough that makes me feel as though i'm going to cough out my lungs anytime soon.. haa.. no lar.. that's abit too serious right.. haa.. but that's how i feel sometimes.. ): tsk.. ainwae.. today's thursday.. a typical work day.. and twinnie's fell sick): she's not here at work with me):): sobosob.. I MISS U TWINNIE!! ): haha..


yeah.. so i'm talking to my stitchy.. haha.. was making a birthday card.. tink i'll do some reading later.. check out on uni courses too.. psychology? business? accountantcy? i dunno.. all these came out in my talk with pastor Gideon yesterday.. yeah.. all possibilities lo.. such a difficult choice.. ): i hate choosing.. eeeekkk.. haha.. yeah yeah.. aniwae.. let's see wat i've been doing the past few days..


tuesday.. work and tuition lo.. then gor gor came to thiam joo's place.. then we left together after tuition (: haha.. then went for dinner!! (: i had fish and chips.. (:(: haha.. (*bleah*) cough cough cough.. hahaha.. aniwae.. then had two tang yuan.. (: black sesame and red bean paste.. i dun like the red bean one.. hees.. not nice.. BLEAH! well well.. then took the bus home.. gor gor thanks for taking the trouble to spend time with me! i miss my gor gor): now have lesser chance to meet up to play le.. rarr.. ):): haa.. yeah.. thanks for everything gor gor.. HUGS!


wednesday.. that's yesterday.. hmm.. work.. then twinnie went lunch with another group): so sad.. miss my twinnie.. lols.. no lar.. aniwae.. yar.. and i had pasta mania for lunch.. damn full can.. TSK! haha.. well.. haa then after work, went to vivocity.. with twinnie.. then we got this super dog coupon.. so we went in to try.. shared a meal.. then not very full so we went to buy BREADTALK bread.. lols.. (: yeap.. then went to find pastor Gideon for Bible study.. learnt quite alot(: hees..


to be strong in the Lord by putting on the full armour of God.. the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteous, the gospel of peace, the shield of faith and the sword of spirit.. and pray in the spirit(: haha let me check my Bible if i missed out anithing.. hmmm oh i missed out the helmet of salvation! haha.. yeah.. and if i want to grow in the Lord, the first thing is to have the desire, and then must be willing to pay the cost.. then to be consistent in paying the cost.. and finally.. focus on growing(: yeah.. haha alot more lar.. yeah.. then after BS, me and twinnie went shopping but din buy anithing lo.. yar..


and now.. i'm so tired): argh.. but yar.. i guess i'll have to get used to it lo.. yeap yeap.. oh two new guys are coming over to my section.. lols.. then my manager say quite good looking wo.. lols.. we'll see how.. WAHAHA.. sound like some bian tai.. lols..


yeah tink i'll end here today.. BYEE

I needed Jesus @ | 10:34:00 AM