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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

hmm.. nice day today.. oops.. i ponned school today.. hehe.. went to cheryl's house at 8 am to collect the CDs burned.. then went to geck's house.. rotted there for awhile.. then went heartland there to but roses then went to bus stop to meet pris and huiqi.. yup yup.. then we took 136 to PL.. yup.. when we reached there, wanted to go into the hall, but miss gan sae inside too crowded le.. so we waited outside.. then cherylyn they all came and asked me to play the piano for the graduands' item(which was to sing "Find us Faithful").. then i was like.. i haven touched a piano for like months le.. then nv practised.. then she sae can can can.. so i juz agreed lo.. yup.. but i played quite terribly la.. dunno whether pple could tell not.. but i was aso ashamed of myself.. haha..

yup.. then after we gave our presents and finished talking to our teachers, geck ,pris, huiqi hilda n i went to country mana at serangoon gardens to have lunch.. the food there not bad la.. but lucky got discount if not super ex lo.. haha.. we paid bout 10 bucks each.. yup..

then left after lunch.. left for tm... went to meet janice and ron.. haha.. we caught a movie at 245pm.. yup.. it's called "Innocent Steps".. the show is very very nice.. very sad show.. but thank God it has a HAPPY ENDING!!! yeah! haha.. i was watching it n i teared while watching.. haha.. realli great movie.. do try to catch it!!

sigh.. better concentrate on my pw le.. sigh.. i'm dying.. i need sleep!!!! haha..

I needed Jesus @ | 10:51:00 PM

Friday, August 26, 2005

well well.. today.. rely slacked... sigh.. went Ron's house.. happily. sheng li asked to meet at 12 at pasir ris interchange... then i left hose at 11 then rached at bout 1150... then when i was reaching, i called sl. then he juz woke up!!! then shi min they all still in school.. .aiyo.. then i had to go Ron's house alone.. quite weird la... but not that bad.. coz we still considered good frens, then still can talk... haha... ya lo... then.. HE HAS 12 HAMSTERS AT HOME LA!!! my goodness... haha.. so many.. aiyo... haha... then while waiting for the rest to come, we juz watched tv, then i was playing guitar lo... yup.. then the rest arrived at 1 plus.. yup... then we juz watched charlie when i was like half awake.. haha..then after charlie... rotted around for a while then left his place at 5... went to tamp to meet ta..

yup yup... so i reach tamp liao... met ta.. then we walked around to see wat to eat... then walked in cs while waiting for elvin...haha... then we went around in cs.. looking for my sister's birthday present... haha...then after i decided, then went to best while waiting for elvin.. showed him the comp n printer that i was gonna buy.. yup... then after we walked one round in best liao then stood outside best wait for elvin... then saw the people downstairs making prata... wa... realised that ot really requires alot of skills... hah.. yup... then elvin reach le..then we go eat dinner liao.. elvin kept di xiaoing me.. haha...yup...then after eating, walked to ting an's block.. then me n elvin waited downstairs for him while he went up to change... yup.. then went home after that...

yup yup.. haha.. then nothign much le... hope next week can go back to PL to visit my teachers...

I needed Jesus @ | 10:31:00 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

hmm... wats up today.. happening day.. haha.. had lotsa fun with 04 pple today.. haha.. during lunch, went out for lunch with cg pple.. then started crapping with melissa they alll... then din eat much coz we were prepared to eat during e POTATO PARTY!!! haha.. then after lunch, we went for civics... me, mel n ron like super high.. haha... couldn't stop saying stupid things... haha.. then we kept laughing.. haha.. n as usually, mr lim asked us to share the joke with him... then we couldn't stop laughing la.. haha... fun fun fun... haha.. then janice sat beside me... n on her other side, was xinyi, sl n sj... hah.. then she was like saying the two different sides like so different mood la.. the other three were like half dead while the three of us like crazy n super high... hah...

yup..then after civics, we went to canteen to rot.. then played heart attack(the level 1-5 pigs one).. damn fun la... sl reached level 5 first.. followed by ron at level 4 n cheryl at 3 n me n jan 2... haha... well well.. we played until e potato party started... haha.. then me, ron n sl went to get e food while jan n cheryl went to change first.. haha...then after we took le then juz started eating... the mash potato SUPER SALTY la... haha... then ron was like saying we're gonna join the nkf family soon.. haha..

then went to the library with sl and ron first... went to study.. i did my bio essay there.. then halfway thru elvin sae he near school le... then he bought something from jb for us.. then i went down to get from him lo... so nice of him... thanks brother!!! haha... yup... then mel, angeline, shi min n sj came to join us... then sfter studying, went for dinner then went home liao... hehe... super tired.. shall go sleep now... *yawnz* goodnights...

I needed Jesus @ | 11:29:00 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

well well...sunday... went down to church for bible study!!! so happy... haha... supposed to reach church at 1230pm one... but i went to my new house with my mum then reached church late... at bout 115pm.. but they haven started... so dun feel so bad la.. haha... learnt some important lessons through bible study... wana go for some more seesions!!! hopefully can... then after bible study at bout 2 pm... stayed around in church... coz could onli collect my mum's birthday cake frm pp after 3 plus... ya lo... so juz stayed n talked to people... then later sam was playing the guitar... then me wendy, jason n diana juz sat around n sang... hah...then later desmond took back the guitar le... then he played.. then wendy and me sat there n listened to des play accompanied with the singing of the korean guy... he's super good! haha... ya lo... then later everyone else left then left me n desmond... then he played wo3 bu4 nan2 guo4 on the guitar.. then asked me sing... aiyo.. so paiseh... haha... but juz sang lo... then left at bout 330... elvin actually said that he'll go pp with me.. but in the end he din board e bus... went with desmond they all then when we reached pp, we went separate ways le.. yup... then came home then celebrated my mum's birthday in the night...

then today... cheryl bad mood... sigh... so scary.. ya lo... nv seen her so like that... but glad she's better now.. yup... then after bio make up at, went to meet elvin at taka gio to buy cheryl the chip n dale shirt... but dun have the one she wanted... sigh... then went centre point see... still dun have then bought the other pattern... blue coloue one... haha... ya lo... then went coffee bean sit down n elvin wrote her card... then i was playing with his hp...haha... tennis so exciting but i nv got pass the training stage co zi nv stop missing a ball... wahhaa... ya lo then after that walked to plaza sing spotlight to buy materials to make cheryl's present.. yup yup... then after that went walk walk around... went yamaha... saw e beautiful guitars n GRAND PIANO!!! oh man... i'm gonna own one of them!!!haha... then after that went kfc sit down... waited for jimmy they all to come... haha... then after that i left le...tink today i sais things which affected elvin... sigh... feel so bad... brother... i'm sorry k... reached home at 7 plus... then did cheryl's present... then helped my sister revise her maths.. but she down there throw her temper... wa i got den pissed la... sian... then ask her go sleep... noe she cannot absorb anithing else le... ya lo.. n it's my turn to go sleep liao... tired...

well.. hope my faith in God will nv b lost... instead it will grow stronger.. pple who see this... do pray for me... that my faith will stay strong... and that i will b able to go to church soon, with my parent's consent... n also that i will obediently accept God's timing in all things...

I needed Jesus @ | 11:41:00 PM

Friday, August 19, 2005

well well... today... tiring as usual... went to AVA after maths to interview Mr Madhaven Kannan... yeah... for pw... it was quite an interesting experience...yup yup... the staff there were all very nice... :) haha... yup yup...then after that, went melissa's house... watched dodgeball...haha.. super funny!haha... had a good time laughing... angeline, ron n sheng li were there too... yup yup...

then left mel's house at bout 630.. then met elvin at tamp at 7... haha... then we went foodcourt for dinner... then juz talked rubbish lo... haha... yup yup... then after that, went to century square to buy ice cream then ta called.. haha.. coz elvin used my phone to call him... irritating.. haha.. then ta asked me where we were lo... then he at first sae come meet us at 750... then elvin ask where he was... then in the end meet him at his house there the bus stop to take 15... yeah... three of us boarded the bus... ta sent me home lo... yup yup... then came home watch tv... haha... lazy to bathe.. .wahaha... mow.. bathed liao... super tired... need sleep badly... tomolo still gotta go down to gb hq... need to teach e new officers drill... i abit rusty liao le leh... haha... well hope everything will b ok ba... yupz.

I needed Jesus @ | 11:07:00 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

haha... well well... today got maths test... but woke up at 7.45am.haha... super late but i took my time la.. haha...yup yup... then reached school at 9am.. hehe.. then maths paper was a killer man... sigh...tink will fail..haha.. but i tried my best liao le.. so.. yeah

then after school, wemt to meet ta... supposed to meet at ps at 445.. but he passed by bedok mrt n waited for me at platform so... ya... then he sae go bugis coz some pple that we noe gg ps also... so i said ok lo...haha..then we were at bugis...went to check out the movie slots, then like dun have charlie n the chocolate factory.. haha... or we see wrongly or wat la... then decided to go tm...haha...so funny... ya lo...reached tm le, went to get the tics first lo.. the show at 630pm so we went to eat first.. ate at macs... yup.. then we were sitting at the tables outside...then we were eating...then there were pple smoking... sian... haha... then there was this bird that flew n stood on a chair beside ta...then he tried to feed the bird french fries.. haha...kept luring e bird with the fries... haha... yes... then after, went to catch the movie then he sent me home... yep...

CHARLIE N THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY is quite a good movie... should go n catch it.although abit for kids... but we're young at heart la!=)

I needed Jesus @ | 11:45:00 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

hmm... well well... tiring day as usual...was in quite bad a condition on sunday night so i din go to school on monday... haha...then went to the polyclinic on omnday afternoon... my big brother came with me...haha.so funny... like my boyfren like that... haha... but he was of much help coz my eyes were starting to sweel a little after being abit sore... yeah.. then he managed to get me to put those eye drops into my eyes.. aiyo... been a long time since i used those things... haha... yup... n i din noe the consultation fees at polyclinic is SO CHEAP!!! wahaha... helped my mum save some money le ba... wahaha... yupz

today, went library with melissa after school... studied or rather practiced maths questions... differentiation and integration... almost died...haha... but was quite productive la... wahaha... yes... n we talked bout quite alot of things lo... yep.. n we said we'll study together more often(HOPEFULLY!)haha... yup yup... better go study now liao... :) hope i do well for my test! hehe

I needed Jesus @ | 8:12:00 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005

hmm... many things happened... me n him... msging less le.. yup... for some reason which i will not say.. yup... it does feel weird ba... coz it seemed to b like part of me to b msging him everyday... yeah... but i guess there isn't a choice.. if we're meant for each other, i''m sure God will bring us together ba.. yes..

anyway... had a good national day.. went to watch fireworks with elvin(my BIG BROTHER), ethel n cheryl... haha.. it was SUPER NICE!!!!!!!!! haha... first time in my life that i was so close to fireworks... it was realli great.. but after the bursting of e fireworks in e sky, the ash came falling on us... a bit pain wo... haha...but it was still super nice... gonna watch fireworks every year le... haha...then we went iglap for supper after e fireworks... oh ya... sj was with us at e esplanade too... yes... n he n his frens joined us for supper lo... yup... sj is a weird case man... sigh... hope he'll b ok...

fell sick le... sigh... had sore throat two days ago...then today runny nose.. sia... dun feel like going to school tomolo... sigh... dunno leh...sian... feel like staying home.. but dun wana miss lessons also... argh...see how tomolo morning ba.. sigh... tink i shall go sleep now...

I needed Jesus @ | 10:50:00 PM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

hmm... been a long time since i blogged n many things happened recently... yeah... was quite traumatized by this experience.. quite a bad one.. perhaps bcos i was frm a girl's school then nv experience such stuff b4 la.. aniway... the whole thing is juz that this guy likes me... then he was gonna fold 6205 straw hearts for me( juz passed my 17th birthday.... 17x365)... yes... then i was quite freaked out la... din noe how to face him... the moment i guessed that the person was me, i started to avoid him lo... things were quite bad la. until last thurs... coz he din come to sch coz he was sick.. then i msged him with concern of a fren... ask him if he's ok not lo... then he said he was... then he said"somebody has been trying to find out alot of things from sl hor"...then i was like.. theni asked him if he had anything to tell me.. then he told me he likes me... i told him that we can onli b frens coz i alreadi have someone that i like lo... yeah... ya lo
then things were quite weird on friday la... din talk much to him... yeah
but aniway, i juz hope that our friendship will not b affected juz bcos of this... i noe it's not woth it lo...

then now got another scandal in my cg... haha... sl seems to like jan.. wahaha..but he refuses to tell us la... stupid
haha.. but also hope that this wun destroy any friendshop la... yup yup.. God, help me to make u the focus of my life.. n nothing else... help me to b a good testimony to pple around me so that pple can see in me the wat a Christian should b... but i noe Lord that without ur strength and guidance, i's impossible... so Lord, help me.

Went to pizza with for lunch today with elvin, cheryl n ron... haha... fun... haha... hope to have more of sich fun times... n i juz got myself a new big bro...=) haha... mr elvin xing... haha... tc big bro n rmb wat u promised me!!!

I needed Jesus @ | 10:58:00 PM