Friday, December 18, 2009
*.* my holiday.. *.*
hahaha the title sounds like some primary school compo. but indeed.. this post is gonna be mostly about my holiday thus far.. which is ending in no time):):): sad well anyway. last wed to fri, it was kidsworld(: and i must say, i really had a good time and experience handling the kids. no doubt, there were times i wished i could stranggle them! lol but well, kids will always be kids. if they were as sensible as adults, the world would be so boring. haha i my two fave kids really brighten my day at the camp(: haha love them to bits!(: yeap yeap. given another chance, i would defnitely take part in kidsworld again. even if it's with the same kids(: love(:
saturday and sunday were definitely my busiest day.. ahah christmas rehearsal! roar! busy busy busy but i tot it was still fun(: haha this year the ppl in the choir quite cooperative leh(: haha thanks guys for making my job easier~!(: u ppl rock! let's keep up e good work for christmas!(: yeah.. thank God for these bunch of ppl. hope we'll put up the bestest performance for everyone!(:
this slackish life right now and has got me thinking about alot of things.. random.. messy thoughts.. will share when i've got them all sort out.. haha (: that's all for now.. see ya another time!(:
I needed Jesus @ | 3:07:00 PM
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
*.* this is home.. *.*
REUBEN!(:
this is wat i call cowardice..
this is my dear lucky(: who stopped being a coward..
it does feel good to be at home doesn't it? but honestly. i just can't imagine how much i actually dreaded going home a few years ago. i really wished i could be out and free then. it's only until i started second year of uni that i really appreciated my family, especially my wonderful mummy(: and not afraid to say. i realised that i'm gradually moving away from that insecure self because of that growing relationship with my mum and because of the love my dear bf has been showering me with. i really thank God for these people in my life. you noe, i'm not the easiest person to be around. but they have never given up on me, including my wonderful God. he's the most persistent. haha. thank you to all who have made a great difference in my life.
well. start of the school holidays. feels good to be nua-ing at home(: hur hur. but that doesn't mean i dun do anything lar. i helped my mummy do housework, mop floor, wash the fan, vacuum the floor, clean after my two very "SMART" dogs who love to pee wherever they deem fit. haha. but i still love them!(: hehe. and i spent most of my time online on facebook harvesting crops, preparing food for my cafe. HEHE(: and taking care of the animals in my zoo. i really can't imagine how i spent almost 3/4 the day on this. HAHAHA. kinda amazing.
oh something interesting happened today. the cowardy Lucky of mine. haha he's been a coward because he's always scared of Reuben for i dunno wat reason. and he always runs away from him, stays as far from reu as possible. haha but today!! something damn amazing happened. HAHA reu as usual, went on with his normal routine to irritate lucky. he always tries to smell him. butt, body. watever he can smell. so he kept following lucky and managed to corner him. THEN lucky BARKED at him! WOW.... i was damn shocked. hahaha lucky kept barking at him and tried to attack him (but lucky's attack is like too soft for reu?) hahaha but reuben was so persistent. he was shocked at first too. but he started to bend down with his hips in the air and head near the ground, wagging his tail! he tot lucky wanted to play with him! hahaha gosh. the intelligence of a dog... haha and he just refused to get the idea that lucky is trying to say GET LOST! hahaha. well i had to stop this barking and so i picked reuben up and said "STOP IT he doesn't want to play with you". as if he understood that. he left lucky alone. haha to lucky's relief. lol
my random father. he decided to take a train to penang this holidays. i dunno when. but he was damn funny. we were like "why dun take a plane?" then his reply was "aeroplane i also scared. ferry i also scared. so take train lo" we all couldn't help but burst out laughing. HAHA well another thing i thank God for. that mended relationship between me and my father. a long story but i thank God for the ability to forgive wat he has done to the family. i wish it'll only get better from here.
these are small lil things that brighten my day and i thank God for them(: i hope we'll all learn to appreciate the small lil things around us that God has blessed us with(: may the good Lord bless and keep you(:
dots. i was about to turn off the comp and go to sleep. here comes mummy. "eh help me look after the washing machine water ah" =.= she wants me to collect the water that comes out in a pail. thanks ah mummy.. sweedy's off to her journey to collect water.. byee..
I needed Jesus @ | 1:33:00 AM
Sunday, December 06, 2009
*.* i need you jesus... *.*
a blog revived after almost a year in fact.. that's long.. so long that the old blog skin wasn't workin. haha well. a lil rusty on blogging but there's just so much that happened that i dunno where to start. but the thing is, this skin, caught my eye the moment i saw it. simple yet it says so much. i need you jesus. more than anything. i really can't go on on my own. i need you by my side. the most important thing is, i need to let you be by my side.
time has just passed like no one's business. it's the end of my 5th semester in school. wow. and u noe, i really am proud of myself this semester. sweedy has never gone into any exam feeling more prepared than i have been this semester. i definitely spent more time with my notes and text books this semester. haha. all thanks to my wonderful tuffers, *trying* to meet every week to study. and during the exams, we really spent so much time together studying. thanks tuffers. i'll nv have studied that hard without you guys. haha although i'm on my laptop rather often ;) hehe but yeah. this year, i really can feel the bond in the tuffers and i really thank God for that. i hope we continue to bond but at the same time, allow more ppl to join us in the bond!
right now, i'm actually feeling kinda down for some things that happened yesterday. i definitely dun feel at fault at all. and i'm not gonna apologise for something i dun feel i did wrong. so yeah. but i thank God for bringing me through last night. it wasn't an easy time, having some difficulties falling asleep. thought alot. and i just had a surge of fear of some things that are not supposed to be around in my room yesterday night. dunno y. just felt uncomfortable. sang a song, prayed, and God put me to sleep with ease.
right now, all i can think of is how. how can i reach out to my friends who have yet to know jesus. right here, i just wana say a big GOOD JOB to my favourite girlfriend Jocelyn!(: haha good job there girl. i really thank God for your love and passion to do his work. u really encouraged me so much! and i wana bring forth this special gift to my friends this christmas. i really hope that God will provide me with friends who are open and in need. i wana do God's work!(: i wan more spiritual babies!!!!! (: hahaha i wan more for my family that i love to come to noe the Lord. i'll keep praying for them.
it's been a tiring exam period. but yeah. thank God, it's over. it might not have been the best exam to have but i'm just thankful it's over. time to catch up on beauty sleep. to all, may God bless you.
I needed Jesus @ | 8:01:00 PM
