Wednesday, October 24, 2007
*.* exams... .. ... *.*
yoyo. been a while since the last post? dun realli have much time and mood to be blogging nowadays. i'm either too busy with uni life or i'm too tired. sigh. but well. life goes on i guess. everyone's busy with their own stuffs out there. ha.
oh yes! the real significant event in my life. my baptism. the next level of faith required of me. and i took it. despite my mother's objection. thanks to all those who were there to support(: it warms my heart(: some ask me why take the risk of straining your family ties for the sake of baptism. well i say. my faith is important to me. and God has been good to me, real in my life. and i'm sure He'll bless me. and indeed He blessed me. in the past, baptism was totally a taboo. never have i dreamt about going for baptism without my mother trying to chop me into pieces*okay that's an exaggeration* the same thing about going to church.
my mother never wanted me to attend church. but hey. eventually, God still did miracles. and i stepped into church(: more and more regularly! praise God(: so the same went for baptism. i noe my mother was kinda reluctant. but hey, in the end, i guess she accepted the fact that i realli value my religion over many things. after so much objections from her, i still chose to believe in this God. i hope she'll see something from there, that this God of mine is so real to me. and Lord, i pray that my loved ones will come to noe you soon.
yeah. my faith. y did i persist since then till now. there must be something about it. if not i would have given up, wouldn't i? yeah and to those who wonder why. i'm telling you that. all i can say is that this God has worked miracles in my life. He has been good to me and taught me many lessons. these are all beyond words. all these, you have to experience on ur own and you'll noe wat i'm talking about. so i just pray for all non-believers out there, that you will come and taste the goodness of the Lord. i believe there's no harm in trying, it's never too late to step out of it. but let me warn you, once u step into this relationship with Him, u'll never want to get out of it. it's addictive(: ha will share my testimony the next time(:
yeap. some silly pics for ur reference(: i'm off to study now. exams are in the air....... blahhsss. all the best to all uni students.
ngak and sneg! (: best of friends*wahaha*
we love sneg!
dun you just like the effect? (:
BLEAH!!!
HP101 tut's just a waste of time... BUT we made good use of it! (:
where's e shuttle bus?????
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The day I'll remember for life. 211007. Baptism
Ethel's acting cute!!
all who proclaimed God's in their life(:
chelsia and me(:
*trods into water*
*ooh strong waves* Pastors pray for me(:
the old self dies..
a new creation(: *da chang jin look-alike*
sweedy and shirley(:
my dear(: i'm glad u came(:
diana(: thanks for ur support(:
twins(: thanks for ur gift! *salt and pepper* grrrr
Lucky performs balancing acts(:
I needed Jesus @ | 9:37:00 AM
*.* dreading the beginning of a new week *.*
rarrr i'm so not interested in the start of this new week. ): sigh. though there's no tests and such. i just am dreading school basically. sians. anyway. a short recap of my week end. saturday. not too bad a day. other than some arguments with my mum. i left the house at bout 2ish 3. went to hougang mall. ngak came to accompany me for a while. he even bought me "honey". haha it's in inverted commas cos it was supposed to be honey but it tasted more like chrysanthemum tea. LOLS. anyway. so sweet of him. thanks(: bought some pens from popular. and a pair of earrings from chamelon. and off i went to church for practise.
practise, nothing much lar. just sing sing and sing lo. i totally din have enough breath for that song. wahh. hahaha. but it went okay ba. (: practised the mime too. ha was part of the gang of BAD FRIENDS. lols yupyup i have to say that jonas is a really good actor! (: kudos to jonas! (: yeah. and after practise, me and twin rushed down to the mrt station to pick ron and ben. haha two little boys who waited for us. haha and the four of us flew back to church *cos we were running late*
and the real thing began. haha. praise God, our performance went well(: both the song and the mime(:whee~! haha yup yup and it was dinner after that. ron looks like he can blend in with charis ppl(: that's good! (: hope he stays on with us(: yupp(:
hmm sunday. family day as usual. ha did some packing in the morning then left home with my family at bout 1ish. went to grandmama's place(: haha i love grandma! (: whee~! but she's as stubborn as me. or i'm as stubborn as her rather. ahaha. her hands are itchy due to enzyma(i dunno how to spell) yeah. then she got medicine dun wana apply, keep scratching. tsk! haha stubborness runs in the genes i suppose. haha yupp.
left grandma's place at bout 745. tinking that i'll be late in meeting my dear bf. but in the end, somebody was later than me. ROAR. ahaha well well. guys nowadays. wat can i say lar. haha but well. my "anger" was appeased after some food(: haha and dear dear bought me some chocolates! (: whee~! haha thanks(: loves! (: then it was Giant! haha i always go supermarkets with him man. haha and buy FOOD!! gosh. fattening man. lols. then it was back to HALL): boooo. i have phobia of NTU already. siansss. haha well. the exams are in four weeks ): sad): jia you sweedy!! gogogo!!! yeah man. i'll also have to learn to depend on God's strength le. with Him, all things are possible. Only with Him.
Some pics for ur reference. *i know i'l be killed* oops. HAHA
geck ying's birthday
geckying and xueling
geck and sinyee(;
gecky and shuning
organisers of the day(:
shuning and me(:
gecky darling and me(:
sweedy and prissie(:
PL-lites!(:
mj gang!(:
guess who!(:
it's a silly bean!(:
we're all bored at lect):
wahhh mei ren yu POOH BEAR!(:
i am a rambo! (:
I needed Jesus @ | 7:20:00 AM
*.* i'm tiring myself out *.*
rarrrr! it's finally friday. but i'm still stuck in sch.. bahhhh.. waiting for my dear boyfriend who left his hall key inside the room. haiz. well well. everyone has their blur days. oh well. since i'm waiting, might as well make use of this opportunity to blog lar. well well. *i'm hungry* anyway. this week. still kinda hectic. ): sians. i dunno. i'm still trying to get use to uni and hall life. need some self discipline. ): can't seem to put myself in bed early. 1am is the earliest ba. sigh. and gotta wake up at like 645 the next morning*which i can't seem to half the time* terrible):
sigh. time to do some adjustment lar. well well. i always try to study outside e room so that twin can sleep in peace, without the disturbance of noise and light. thank God dear and his roomie doesn't sleep early. can study at his hall. thanks for allowing me to study there dear! (:
just had a test yesterday. not too bad(: haha studying helps man. hahaha. wat rubbish am i talking about. this is just a sign of hunger and lethargy.. roar.. i dunno wat to type already. i am so not in the mood to blog actually. ): sigh. i need sleep! ): k lar. i tink i'll end here le. sweedy's kinda drained by uni life. i need some time for myself. for God. i need more time):
I needed Jesus @ | 9:18:00 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
*.* RECESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is over.. ): *.*
that's during the recess) whee~! i'm at home!! and i dun have to go back to school the next week! wheeeeeee!!! i had enough of ntu. goodness. hall life. is fine lar. just that i'm not getting enough sleep. all thanks to myself. sigh. school's fine. boring at times. tests a killer ): sad. oh well. i tried le ba. i almost died. but at least it's all over now and it's time for a break. i miss home):
i realise i've got alot of draft posts in my blog. haha. always never had the time to finish blogging wat i wana blog. sigh. well but at least i'm blogging now. gecky's complaining that i'm not updating my blog. oops. oh well.
(back after recess) recess is like over in no time): one week just flew like that. i'm uber sad): sighhh. i miss home): i wana go home. ): not that i hate my hall. i like my hall and people in my hall. but i just miss home): i dun wana stay in school. i dun even wana go to school. i dun wana do anything): i seem to be down with depression or something. wat the hell. sigh.
anyway, the recess week wasn't a fruitful one for me. i was supposed to have finish studying for my test already. but i fell sick. was down with food poisoning on the first day of my recess. ): i din sleep well on friday night because of my tummy aches. it was super painful): the next morning, i woke up vomiting and had diarrhea too): i almost died. no energy at all. dear was so sweet. he came all the way down and brought me to the doctor when he was supposed to be on his way to work. thanks so much. after the doc, i took the medicine and went to bed. onli to wake up to the feeling of vomiting again. i spent my whole day either in the toilet or the bed. once, i was feeling really weak, went to the toilet to puke and walked out of the toilet seeing stars. i tot i could make it to my bed in time but in a few steps, i was on the floor. i fainted. my first time. it was a horrible feeling. you are still conscious about wats happening but u just have n energy to say anything or do anything.
my mum pulled me to her room toilet and dumped me there. haha cos i still wanted to vomit. yeah. then went back to bed after taking the medicine again. i have a feeling the medicine makes me vomit. RARR but well. it took me two days to recover from food poisoning. oh i haven stated wat caused this. ROJAK. must be. the night before i had it for dinner. sigh. i'm never gonna eat it again. ): anyway i stopped taking the medicine after sunday. yeah. thank God i still had the strength to go for membership course. ha.
tuesday was shivas bbq day! (: although many din turn up last minute, i tot the whole event was quite fun(: but i tink the guys who were setting up the fire had a hard time): sigh. the fire din quite started and even after it started, it din quite sustain. sigh. so in the end we brought the food up to lynette's place to cook. lols. we had lanterns and sparklers too. nice(: yeah.
thursday was out to study with geck ngak and his gay fren(minglong)! lols. managed to finish one chapter of hp102 and do the tut. yeapyeap. productive. but my tummy was still in pain. i dunno y): sigh. well.
friday. horrible day. started real horrible. dear accompanied me to vivo early in the morning at 11+. purpose: to find a top that i could wear to my cuz's wedding dinner. rarrrrrr. i realli realli din wana get such an expensive shirt one lar): i'm damn sad. i was totally broke after that. left with two bucks to survive the next few days): rarrrr. but i survived. haha. and the wedding dinner's food wasn't too appetising. oops. haha i was looking forward to the yam paste but onli to be disappointed. oh well.
saturday, finally i went for service!(: after like two weeks being away from service. sigh. refreshed in the Lord, but still, i noe i've got loads of catching up with God to do. been too caught up with Uni life. my prayer life has not been good. it's getting routined during meals. and that's all unless i have something special to pray for. God, help me to grow closer to you. I want to keep u in my life all the time, every single moment. not onli when i need deliverance or when i'm down or watever. but EVERY SINGLE MOMENT.
yeah. sunday. LAST DAY OF MEMBERSHIP COURSE! i've graduated from membership course! (: whee~! hahah and when i was walking out of church, i saw jami. then she asked me whether i would like to help out in nursery after i become church member. OF COURSE!! (: taking care of the toddlers(: so cuteee!! (: whee~! although i have to wake up early on sunday morning, i'm willing! (: i lvoe kiddies! (: whee~! aha and then it was back at ntu at night. totally): but i had dear's company(: ha the journey wasn't too bad afterall. (: yup.
life in NTU goes on from here. sigh God bless me ba. one more test to go on friday.. BAHHHH): and i'm studying the FIRST lecture out of six now. ): sianzz. 40 mcqs to go. it'll be over soon. JIAYOU! well well. time to go le ba. gonna mug mug mug! i'm a MUGGER! (what a lie) procrastination is my ENEMY! hahaha oh here's some pics too(:
times with my dear(:
first month presents..
my second bouquet(:
cable car! (:
first bouquet(:
i love you..
lucky has got a new shirt!! (:
PL funfair 2007! 4A2 peeps!(:
Cousin's wedding dinner
kids are the best part of family gatherings(:
sister power! (:
sweedy stamford weedy
brothers are always cheeky..
Look into the mirror
Happy Mid Autumn
i love sparklers(:
mama joyce
neighbours unite
jennifer's running nose...
jenn darling(:
zimin girly
ethel(:
I needed Jesus @ | 12:18:00 AM
ngak and sneg! (: best of friends*wahaha*
we love sneg!
dun you just like the effect? (:
BLEAH!!!
HP101 tut's just a waste of time... BUT we made good use of it! (:
where's e shuttle bus?????
ε
ζ
ε
δΉ
Ethel's acting cute!!
all who proclaimed God's in their life(:
chelsia and me(:
*trods into water*
*ooh strong waves* Pastors pray for me(:
the old self dies..
a new creation(: *da chang jin look-alike*
sweedy and shirley(:
my dear(: i'm glad u came(:
diana(: thanks for ur support(:
twins(: thanks for ur gift! *salt and pepper* grrrr
geckying and xueling
geck and sinyee(;
gecky and shuning
organisers of the day(:
shuning and me(:
gecky darling and me(:
sweedy and prissie(:
PL-lites!(:
mj gang!(:
guess who!(:
it's a silly bean!(:
we're all bored at lect):
wahhh mei ren yu POOH BEAR!(:
i am a rambo! (:
first month presents..
my second bouquet(:
cable car! (:
first bouquet(:
i love you..
lucky has got a new shirt!! (:
PL funfair 2007! 4A2 peeps!(:
kids are the best part of family gatherings(:
sister power! (:
sweedy stamford weedy
brothers are always cheeky..
Look into the mirror
i love sparklers(:
mama joyce
neighbours unite
jennifer's running nose...
jenn darling(:
zimin girly
ethel(: