sian.. today damn tired.. yesterday slept at 3.. was doing pw with cheryl, yi han and ellie.. sigh.. onli four out of five of us.. the other one was sleepin i guess.. dun wish to mention names.. ya.. was damn tired today.. but i guess.. i'm quite happy with the WR.. but one thing is.. i forgot to put in the two finger spacing for every para.. argh.. hope they wun penalise because of that.. sigh..
then came home went online.. until now still online..haha.. sigh.. downloading maple story.. aiyo.. damn long la.. wan my life.. sians.. then now still got like 4 hours more.. sianz.. dunno should wait not.. sigh.. mayb juz leave it on ba.. sigh..
juz talked to brother.. then he asked me why i gave ta cheryl's msn.. he said he ask me dun give.. i din tink of it.. well.. brother.. msn onli la.. dun care.. not my problem.. haha.. yeah.. now waiting for 12.. wish shengli happy birthday then i go sleep le.. TIRED!!! sigh.. tomolo got sailing some more.. but i tink it'll b fun.. coz got quite some of my scg pple going.. yeah!!! haha yup yup.. quite exciting.. haha..
hmm.. one sad thing.. next year onwards.. we dun have our cg system animore.. sians.. that means no more time int he morning crapping with janice, mel, ron, shimin, sl @ parade square le.. sians.. then i guess.. our friendship would start to distant.. sigh... not that i dun want to be with my scg.. but i actually would prefer to be with my cg.. sian.. dunno how.. hopefully we'll still remain as friends.. yeah.. hopefully we can still be as close now.. realli saddening if we're gonna distant because of this.. sigh..
yeah.. tired le.. juz wished ssl happy birthday.. my job done le!! haha.. means.. time to sleep..haha.. yeah!! realli realli tired le.. shall go sleep now.. goodnight..
I needed Jesus @ | 11:09:00 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
haha.. well well.. in school now.. using cheryl's laptop now.. haha.. .well well well.. today.. good and bad ba.. got back bio, chem n econs csq papers.. the good news for me is that i got an a level pass for bio(49%).. then as for chemistry.. quite bad.. got 31%.. sian... then econs.. miss AO pass by one mark.. got 10/30 for csq n got 34% overall.. hopefully can get AO pass after moderation.. sian.. well.. praying hard.. if i get promoted, it's time to realli study harder.. =) God help me k? help me to have the discipline and study hard.. =) teach me to learn from my mistakes and no repeat them again.. yup yup.. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!!! Praise the Lord!!
haha.. now, slacking here under LT1 alone.. hmm.. so bored.. cheryl n elicia's off at climbing doing some wash up.. then yi han left le.. so has ellie.. sian.. haha.. waiting till 5pm then go meet brother at bugis.. haha,, hope cheryl would have ended by then.. then we can take the bus together.. haha.. yup yup.. haha..
on the whole.. life has been alright for me.. though there are times when life down.. but in the midst of these unhappy things in life, i managed to fin reasons to be glad that i'm alive =) firstly, i realli am very glad to have known a wonderful God!! =) haha.. hmm.. with such a great God, i have thousands of things to be thankful for=) my family, though we are not a very closely knitted family, i pray Lord that my family members will come to knoe you, that'll they will be saved by your mercy and grace.. protect them Lord, from all evil.. Lord, i pray that my sister will do well for PSLE and get into a school that will allow her to experience you even more=) yup yup.. next.. thank you Lord for my friends.. thank you for a wonderful brother,elvin, tingan n ethel, that i can talk to when i am down.. hey you!! if u two see tis, i realli wana thanl you for being there in my life, bringing in encouragements n fun =) haha.. it's realli my pleasure to have known you pple.. yup yup.. wana thank GOd also for friends like Cheryl, Janice, Melissa, Shi Min, Angeline, Ron, Shengli n Song Jie and many others in tjc.. i wana pray that those who have not knonwn you will come to know you through Christian friends in TJ.. that they too will b saved =) yup yup.. n also for all the other frens not in tj.. =) yup yup.. Lord, help me to be a good Christian that others will noe that.. yes! Sweedy is a Christian n Christians are good people who are living on earth because they have a loving God who has been looking after them isnce they were born n even after that.. i pray that in me, they will see the love from you.. your mercy n grace.. ur forgiveness that i am able to stand n say my God loves me =) thank you Lord..
I needed Jesus @ | 4:38:00 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
hai.. bad day today... shall talk bout yesterday first.. yup yup.. went kbo at cine with ron, shengli, angeline n shimin.. haha.. fun ah.. haha.. erm.. then we sang n sang.. then supposed to start at 2 and end at six.. but we sing until like 730 still nobody come chase us out.. haha.. then i had to leave first so.. haha..then they sang until like 830 still nobody chase.. they hungry le so they left first.. haha.. yup yup.. then i met my parents n aunt's family for dinner.. haha.. then went home n watch m date with vampire 3.. haha..then went to sleep le..
today.. went to school.. then second period got back maths paper.. worse then i even expected.. sigh.. got 38%.. was super sian le.. sigh..then cried lo.. then after that got back econs paper.. even worse... out of 65% i onli got 22.6%.. freak. .dun even noe if i can get promoted..sigh.. but i guess, sad for a while le then gotta move on in life ba.. no point being sad forever.. sigh.. if it's God's will then so be it ba.. but Lord, please teach me to obey you.. teach me to perservere on in the life that u've planned for me.. teach me to trust in You.. i noe ur plans are there to benefit me. .and not to harm or destroy me.. help me Lord.. i need your strength.. :) yup yup..
now at cheryl's house.. haha.. rotting away.. eyes abit pain from the crying but i guess i can n will endure!! :) alright.. i shall go now.. :) hope everyone else had a better day.. God bless..
I needed Jesus @ | 1:32:00 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
haha.. well well.. wats up today eh?? haha.. well well well.. toay nothing much leh.. haha.. well mum not happy with me though. sigh.. then did some housework in the morning.. yup.. then after tat went to aunt's house.. then went pp with her.. ahha.. quite fun la.. haha.. yup yup.. bought some stuffs from Giant.. then after that went home le.. yup yup.. so i'm back home now! haha.. oh well.. i'm praying hard that i can go out tomolo.. go church for bs.. sigh.. Lord, help me to have the courage to as my mum k?? n i really want to go for bible study.. =) haha.. now watching this channel 8 show.. haha.. quite funny leh.. haha.. alrite.. tink i shall end here for today.. hehe.. =)
I needed Jesus @ | 11:56:00 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
oh wells.. let's see.. i moved house le! haha.. hmm.. m i finished unpacking my things!(except for my books n stuff coz till waiting for my book shelf to come..) haha.. oh well.. n let's see.. wat else i s over?? PROMOS!! it's something that's good n bad.. sigh.. good that it's over.. sigh.. but dunno wheter can do well.. so as many have reminded me, trust in Godand i am going to do that.. i'm leaving my life in His hands(though it might be difficult at times.. but with God's strength, nothing is impossible!) haha.. yup yup.. i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.. yup yup.. ahah.. yeah.. today.. went school then there were so little pple there in the morning.. haha onli me n shi min were there at our usual place.. haha.. then i went to canteen to rot.. waited for cheryl to come.. yeah.. then after that cheryl had to go for climbing.. then i alone in the canteen until ron came to school lo.. yeah.. ahha.. thenwhen cheryl came back, we went to do pw.. then after that went for lunch at hawker.. yup yup.. then after that went back school then cheryl went for climbing again.. then i with ron again lo.. bought cheng teng from opposite one.. but left it at bouldering area then forgot about it.. then threw away lo.. haha.. me n ron went library.. ahah.. he went there to sleep.. i was reading my book.. then also cannot take it le.. slept for one hour before my juniors came for tj open house.. haha tj atmosphere like suddenly den high la.. hah.. oh well.. it's good la.. stop people's stereotype thiking of the 'boring' tj.. haha..then brought ci hui and her frens around tj today.. yup yup haha.. had a good time withthem.. then after that me n ron left for tm.. to meet shikin and jan n mel to celebrate shikin's birthday.. yup yup.. had a realli great time.. but there's one thing that i dun understand.. hmm.. once 2 pple of the opposite sex are in a sense close friends.. n they are seen together alone.. ppls often think that they are a couple.. hmm.. i dunno.. quite irritated with such thinking sometimes..(even with myself) ya.. i hope some pple can change their stereotype thinking.. yup yup.. haha.. anyway.. i'm hoping that i can go for fellowship tomolo.. God.. help me k? but if i can't, Lord, help me not to be too disappointed.. yup yup.. and also, thank you Lord for seeing me through all the difficult times.. even the easy n happy n sad times.. thanks for always being there!!
