hmm... studying sux!!! sigh... been trying to study... but attention span is like... cannot concentrate for long one lo... sigh... then everytime study halfway will go eat... if not watch tv or play worms on the computer... sigh... BAD BAD BAD!!! sigh... muz work harder lo... wonder how the rest are doing...
sigh... whatever it is... i am pretty sick of things around me... relationships with pple... school work... staying home... eveything around me... i dunno y things always turn out like that... sigh... i hope things will bcome better... hopefully...
I needed Jesus @ | 9:14:00 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
back from camp le!!! haha... so tired... the seniors(camp com) slept in the staff lounge... then made the whole place so messy...haha...then every night sleep quite late... then not enuf sleep... slept on the couch the first night... n felt like an overturned tortoise... very uncomfortable... then became smarter... slept on the floor the second night... haha... then there was a blackout... coz the thing tripped... was like so HOT... haha...
well.. the whole camp was pretty well planned*round of applause to michele chang!!!*haha...she really has earned my respect... she really handled the whole camp... coming up with the games... preparing things needed... michele rocks man... she really deserves our respect...(michele if u see this, dun fly too high hor...remember our madagascar song!!!=) maria rocks!)so does GB 4th company!!! =)
hmm... n through this camp, i really was brought back to the days when i was a camper like my juniors... all those wonderful memories of GB and PL... well... really miss those times...girls... please enjoy ur time in PL and GB coz they will juz vanish in no time... yup yup... time is really flying in jc... so TREASURE time!
I needed Jesus @ | 11:22:00 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
sigh... juz got back frm camp... n i'm super tired... n discouraged too... LEO club new board of directors out le... din manage to get in la... well... but starting to accept it le la...
well.... ting an doesn't seem to believe that i am able to let go of it... sigh... dunno wat to sae also la... and i... ah... o dunno la!!!!!! sick... things are kinda messy la... i'm messed up too... wat the... argh... my life is really in a mess... confused.. irritated... tired... busy... welll, is life supposed to b like that? with things so bad all the time? sigh... i dunno how long i can tolerate with all these things...
well... basically... tink i'm injured all over... from head to toe to the inside of me... got sunburn(for the first time in my life), injured my feet, emotionally hurt n tired... idunno... that's sounds really bad... well... but i hope things will get better...
n God, i really need u... i'm lost... a lost sheep that needs the shepard... lost lost lost...
