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Sunday, April 30, 2006

*.* CHILLI CRAB!! :) *.*

hmm.. xing qi tian:):) haha:) today is a pretty good sunday:) woke up pretty earli today cos i slept earli last night:) haha.. so i helped to sweep the floor n ironed the clothes.. yeah.. then tried to do some hw but no use.. haha.. couldn't get anithing into that terrible brain of mine.. aniwae.. so i turned on the com for a while.. then waited for my mum to get ready.. b4 we left for our grandma's house:) yup yup..


my aunt came to pick my n my mummy up.. then we went to pick up our siblings from their tuition.. n went east coast for lunch.. haha.. hmm.. ate duck rice.. had satay too:) haha.. then went to my grandma's house.. then helped my uncle with his hp.. tsk! haha.. went there with my phone with full batt.. was sending mp3s to my uncle n auntie via bluetooth.. n ended up with one bar of batt left.. when i was on the car on the way home.. my battery died.. haha.. tsK! aniwae.. ya.. haha.. drove the car to my aunt's place to return the car.. then daddy picked us up from there.. n we went to buy chilli crab home.. haha.. :)


when my dad came back to the car with the crab, my mum ask him how much.. then he said $54.. wah!! ex leh!! haha.. then my mum was like scolding him.. haha.. sae so heavy.. haha.. should have just bought one ma.. haha.. but aniwae.. the crab was GOOD:) yummy!! hahaha.. i love the crab.. n the crab is making me high:) haha.. yeah.. now.. i'm chatting with ron cheryl chang yuan my cousin n my brother(james).. :) haha.. n i tink i'm tired le.. going to sleep le.. got tuition at kallang tomolo morning at 10 :( haha.. sigh..


aniwae.. found out that the next maths test is gonna test us on TRANSFORMATION OF GRAPHS!! :s.. oh no:( hope i dun fail! :( sigh.. gtg now.. tired le.. goodnights..

I needed Jesus @ | 11:16:00 PM


Saturday, April 29, 2006

*.* mee:) *.*

Personality Style Description

An extremely outgoing and social person, Sweedy tends
to make friends easily and likes to have fun with others.
She wants to make commitments even if she may be
unable to keep them; but that is because of her desire
to please, not because of any intent to deceive. Sweedy
tends to be very spontaneous, easily becoming bored
with routine tasks.

A loyal friend, Sweedy is patient and caring when attending
to the needs of others. She is usually an even-paced
individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious
environment. She tends to be quite predictable, sticking
with proven, reliable methods of dealing with situations
rather than taking chances with a new, unproven approach.


Sweedy prefers to work through problems by analyzing
things that worked in the past. She is willing to follow
another person's lead if they display adequate ability and
if Sweedy has confidence in their ability. She is someone who is
able to lead, if necessary; but usually prefers to wait and see if
another person volunteers first.


Not afraid to take a bold approach, Sweedy is willing to challenge
the status quo. She is original and creative, and acts with confidence
when implementing new solutions. Sweedy will tend to use a balance
of intuition and facts when making decisions, and once she has made
a
decision, she will not be afraid to take action upon it.

hmm how true do u tink this is? haha.. did this DISC test on some website.. dunno reliable or not.. pple who noe me.. wat do u tink? can try to leave ur comments.. leave a tag:)

well well.. yesterday night.. was home alone cos i din wana go with my dad to pick up my mum.. yeah.. but in the end.. something happened to the car key when they were at jurong!! then i had to take a cab to where they were to pass them the key so that they can open the door.. sigh.. i left the house in the rush n hailed for a cab.. n after a while, i realised that i left the key at home!! my goodness.. stupid leh me:( sigh.. haha.. so i had to ask the uncle to turn back so that i could go home n get the key.. rushed up n down.. wasted two buck like that.. :( then finalli.. reached jurong.. it was 17 bucks:S so ex.. sigh.. ya.. my dad settled it aniwae.. haha.. yup.. then.. went to clementi.. so that my mum could have her dinner.. n my siblings, their supper.. i din eat.. din feel like eating.. yeah.. so after that, we went home lo.. so tired.. haha.. came home, washed up le then went to sleep immediately.. super tired lo.. haha.. reached home at bout 12+


this morning, woke up bout 11.. hee.. veh late hor:( haha.. aniwae.. got up then ate breakfast.. then watched tv for a while.. nothing much to do.. then went online, chat with some pple.. managed to connect my phone to the com n finally got new songs on my phone:) yup yup.. then transferred pics n songs to phone n vice versa:) haha.. so happy.. but got bored after that.. nothing to do!! :( sigh.. haha.. so i went to do hw.. thermochem tutorial.. :( irritating.. sian.. n now i'm back here again.. haha.. i'm a hungry girl!! haha.. BAAAHHHH!! hahas..


n my freaking sister is realli irritatin.. feel like giving her a BIG SLAP la.. she's so lazy leh!! she doesn't do anithing unless she's told like a thousand times.. n she's damn rebellious la.. she can shout back at me or my dad or even my mum.. wa.. she's realli ah.. i tink one day.. if she continues to test my patience, she's gonna get it from me man..


sigh.. BOREDD!! saturdays are terrible! i wana go out!! :( sigh..

I needed Jesus @ | 7:10:00 PM


Friday, April 28, 2006

*.* that's me:) *.*


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oops!! i realised that i have a eye candy in school.. haha.. my first one this year was a yr one boy in tj onli for the first three months.. haha.:) he blur blur one.. quite cute:) haha.. but dunno his name.. hahaha! now got another one!! hahaha.. year two one.. haha.. i din noe he exist until this year.. some time this week.. haha.. he's in my friend's class.. shall go find out his name one day! wahaha.. n cheryl got another cute boy too.. lols.. haha.. wang li hom skinnier version.. wahaha.. :) her ying jie not there animore.. wahaha.. she's sad.. so am i.. haha.. cos my cute yr 1 boy not there too:( haha.. oh man i sound so like a pervert.. wahaha.. :S

I needed Jesus @ | 5:54:00 PM


*.* life.. unexpected ya? things dun go your way all the time.. *.*

hmm.. TIRED TIRED TIRED.. there's no other word that i can describe how i'm feeling now.. sigh.. :( dunno why i'm always so tired:( well.. 6hours a day.. not veh enough for me i guess:( sweedy needs more sleep!! sighh.. aniwae.. school was ok today lo.. pon lecture again:( sigh.. well.. din want to pon one.. but the idea of going alone.. :( dun like to b alone.. sigh.. all excuses i guess.. but.. well.. it was chem lect.. on electrochemistry.. i dun understand anithing:( sigh.. need to read up on my own.. yeah.. aniwae.. school ended aafter chem prac.. haha.. chem prac was fun today.. we made esther out of phenol n benzoyl chloride:) haha.. but not veh sweet smelling lo.. haha.. er.. quite sweet.. but gets quite sick after a while.. haha.. but it was fun yet dangerous at the same time.. haha.. cos phenol can bur our skin when it comes to contact with our skin:( haha.. but we're all safe:) good job 2705:) haha.. we did pair work.. haha.. i partnered cheryl:) ya.. haha.. but we were all tired. so sian sian one.. haha..


after school, met ainaa for tuition.. got a little angry with her.. been asking her to learn her time table since the first tuition session:( but she everytime nv learn.. ask her to MEMORISE on the spot.. after two minutes, she tells u she is done but she din memorise a single thing.. then i was quite firm with her.. sigh.. aniwae.. tuition ended.. then saw chang yuan's msg.. supposed to meet at sing post coffeebean to study.. but he say he just bought some things then wana go home.. haha.. i was quite happy.. cos i wasn't realli in the mood to study.. abit tired le.. haha.. so i gladly agreed:):) haha.. ya so here i am.. home at last.. gonna have a good sleep today:) haha..


was just tinking that.. our future.. realli so so far.. i mean.. it's so out of reach to me.. (listening to the song "out of reach" now) haha.. aniwae.. i dunno.. n it's so.. like.. i dunno how i'm gonna put this in words.. the main thing is.. i dunno wat will happen to me in future.. can i make it to uni? if i'm going to uni, wat uni? wat course? once i finish my course, wat job? n which guy will i fall for? i also dunno.. haha.. will i get married? will i have children? life.. still a long long journey to go:( sigh.. i dunno.. n i can onli cling onto God.. but.. do i still have the strength to hold on? i can't even go to church.. will my mum allow me there one day? will she come with me? will my family come with me? God.. please.. i realli hope the time comes soon.. i dun wana lose faith.. i am afraid i might not have the energy to hang on animore.. :( Father.. please let the time come.. i am still waiting.. i'll try to wait for as long as i can.. patience.. perserverance.. traits i'll try to build up on.. God bless me n everyone else..

I needed Jesus @ | 4:57:00 PM


Thursday, April 27, 2006

*.* TIRED LA.. :( *.*

well well well.. today.. quite tiring leh:( sigh.. gonna sign off MSN veh soon.. gonna do my remedial ws.. :( SIGH.. was planning to sleep at like 1030 but doesn't look like i can do so:( sigh.. aniwae.. yeah.. yesterday.. wednesday.. no BS.. sigh.. but i went to coffeebean to study with chang yuan.. yup yup.. then elvin came along too.. i was so tired..almost fell asleep:( haha.. aniwae.. chang yuan left at bout 630.. then me n elvin stayed there.. n ethel called me to ask if we were still there cos they met pastor Gideon before that.. yup yup.. so they came over to find us.. there was ethel, faizul, daniel n ting an.. then brother n tingan left first.. while i went down to the foodcourt with the rest to have MY dinner.. haha.. i was the onli one eating.. until we saw clarence.. haha.. ya.. then he joined us n ate too. .haha.. hmm.. wat was for dinner.. sweet potato soup for me.. haha.. well.. din feel like eating lo.. haha.. yup.. then left singpost at bout 930.. ya.. reached home did some work then go sleep le.. super tired


woke up this morning.. reluctantly.. sigh.. school.. PE this morning:( ran 6 rounds:(:( sigh.. then lessons as usual.. tired tired tired.. yeah.. after school, went to aljunied to meet my cousin joey.. haha.. gave tuition.. taught her english:( haha.. my english not that good.. then scared her english become worse.. sigh.. haha.. aniwae.. ya.. first session not that bad la.. aniwae.. went down to bugis after that.. :) met elvin n ethel:) haha.. we walked around to look for wendy's birthday present:) haha.. went to icon there.. bought her a polo tee:) quite sweet:) haha.. ya.. then walked around.. went mos for brother's food:) i bought my favourite milkshake:) hees.. then went home at bout 630.. sigh.. i reached home le super tired..:( was on my bed before i bathed.. haha then almost fell asleep while readin my past entries in my diary.. sigh.. past is past.. so be it.. :) leading a new life everyday.. tired le.. tink i better do my work liao:(

I needed Jesus @ | 9:10:00 PM


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

*.* sick :(:( sniff sniff *.*

HMMM.. today is tuesday le.. sigh.. tomolo wednesday le.. then dunno got BS not:( sigh.. hope got.. if not i wun see ethel n twinnie:( haha.. aniwae.. today.. went to school in the morning.. met lao ba on the bus.. haha.. so i sat beside him.. he was studying for econs test so i took the time to rest.. haha.. i was sniffing throughout the journey.. tot it was sighness or something.. who knows.. i was sniffing in school the whole day.. got worse during the last period.. :( used up 3 packs of tissue:( tsk.. haha.. sigh.. haha.. yeah.. today.. school was quite ok lo.. nothing much ba.. lessons was ok.. just that i was sniffing quite terribly towards the end.. ahaha... quite tired now actualli.. but dun wana sleep. i noe if i sleep, gonna have a hard time falling asleep later at night.. haha.. well well.. i'll just slack around n do some chem later.. yeah.. short entry today.. :)

I needed Jesus @ | 5:29:00 PM


Monday, April 24, 2006

*.* monday blues? NOPE!:) *.*

hmm.. having my dinner now.. haha i tink i ate alot today:( haha.. aniwae.. today.. not much of a monday blues.. the onli time i was gonna like fall asleep was maths lect.. :( haha.. well.. the whole day went ok la.. EXCEPT PE!! that stupid teacher.. he realli sux la.. well.. things were ok at first.. although we found wat he asked us to do a little stupid n a waste of time.. but still did as he asked us to.. ya.. then later.. he asked the guys to take position.. then asked them to practise defending.. but he din ask us to like observe or wat.. then later when he asked us to take position.. we were quite lost.. din noe wat to do.. then he practically SHOUTED at us can.. then cheryl said that he din ask us to observe them.. then he said wat we got no common sense or something.. HELLO if i noe wat u wan us to do without u saying, i'm not human lo.. n if i noe how to play, i wouldn't have taken handball as my elective la.. IDIOT! he realli spoiled my day can.. sigh..


aniwae.. PE was finalli over.. then me n esther went to bedok interchange together.. ate at BK:) haha.. ya.. then we did our homework there after that.. did till bout 615.. then we left for the interchage.. :) haha.. then she took 225.. i waited for 26.. which took quite some time.. onli boarded the bus at bout 645.. yup.. but got to kallang early aniwae.. haha:) yup.. reached kallang n had tuition with my sec 1s.. haha.. it's good to see them.. though they can irritate me sometimes.. but their quite fun la.. haha.. :) yup.. ended a little earlier today.. n headed home.. yeah.. chatting online now.. haha.. n look at this man..


BK... RED is the colour says:
Sweedy!!!

sweedy says:
haha

sweedy says:
i was gonna say hi!

sweedy says:
tsk!

BK... RED is the colour says:
i dreamt of u last night!!!

sweedy says:
oh my

BK... RED is the colour says:
so weird..

BK... RED is the colour says:
haha

sweedy says:
i dreamt of u la!

sweedy says:
CRAP!!!

BK... RED is the colour says:
i dreamt u were a mother..

sweedy says:
this is freaky

BK... RED is the colour says:
u dreamt of me

sweedy says:
YES!

sweedy says:
as in

sweedy says:
a few of u were in my dream

sweedy says:
it was a bad nightmare

sweedy says:
i dreamt that

sweedy says:
i was with some church pple

sweedy says:
n we were all like caught in some water disaster

BK... RED is the colour says:
hmm../

sweedy says:
but we were saved in the end

sweedy says:
something weird happened la

BK... RED is the colour says:
i dreamt i escaped from prison or something

sweedy says:
then aniwae

sweedy says:
we couldn't find tingan

sweedy says:
haha

sweedy says:
prison

BK... RED is the colour says:
haha

sweedy says:
hm

BK... RED is the colour says:
ya

BK... RED is the colour says:
and i ran to ur house

sweedy says:
u dun anihow commit crime ah!

sweedy says:
ahha

sweedy says:
wa

sweedy says:
my house!

BK... RED is the colour says:
haha nv hor!

BK... RED is the colour says:
ya lor

sweedy says:
y me first

sweedy says:
haha

BK... RED is the colour says:
i dunno la

sweedy says:
my house near prison issit

sweedy says:


BK... RED is the colour says:
and ur father was giving milk to ur baby

BK... RED is the colour says:


sweedy says:
means i'll b living in China!

sweedy says:
no no

sweedy says:
not China

sweedy says:
Changi

sweedy says:
who's the father man!

sweedy says:
give milk

BK... RED is the colour says:
how i noe

BK... RED is the colour says:
madness

BK... RED is the colour says:
ya

BK... RED is the colour says:
small cute baby

sweedy says:
breastfeed or milk bottle

BK... RED is the colour says:
aiyo...

BK... RED is the colour says:
...

sweedy says:
so lame!!

BK... RED is the colour says:
bottle la

BK... RED is the colour says:
i think..

sweedy says:
haha



lols this is so weird.. aniwae got the idea of cut n paste conversion from chang yuan.. haha.. aniwae.. ya.. i ahd a nightmare last night.. some water disaster.. :s.. freaky can.. ahha.. n there's bryan's dream too.. wahaha..!! yup yup.. time's up.. time to do work le.. haha.. goodnights:)

I needed Jesus @ | 11:19:00 PM


Sunday, April 23, 2006

*.* xing qi tian! hmms:) :( *.*

well well.. this morning.. woke up at like 10+.. yeah... mummy woke me up with a phonecall.. ask me if i still wana buy my shoes from queensway.. ya.. hmms.. well well.. i said yes.. then she ask me get up n eat le then go out le..haha.. so ya lo.. sent my siblings for tuition first then my dad drove us to my grandma's house.. then stayed there for a while then went to queensway shopping centre with my mum.. it was raining.. :( haha.. but aniwae.. looked around for a while.. then decided on two pairs of shoes which has traces of orange! wahaha.. well expected la.. lols.. then.. the two shoes.. finally decided on one pair.. it's $126 buck! :X.. gosh.. i'm feeling bad now.. i paid $76.. mummy paid $50.. yup.. sigh.. heartache:( haha.. ya lo.. there goes my savings:( haha..


aniwae.. ya.. bought the shoes le.. then we went to IKEA.. got some stuff from there.. after we got the stuffs, we went to get the hot dog bread:) ahah.. BUT!! i bought two drinks.. then asked my sister to put them in the plastic bag.. then the queue so long behind.. hse was taking such a long time fumbling with the plastic bags.. then i took it from her but it slipped off my hands.. there went the drinkd:( sigh.. haha.. ya.. clumsy me.. aniwae.. after we got the hotdog bread, we went back to our grandma's house.. my aunt n cousins were there too:) haha.. ya.. then rotted there again.. yup yup.. haha.. then my mum n dad n brother followed my aunt's car home.. then me n my sister went to take the train. took to outram, took the NEL after that.. yup.. home le.. n just had dinner.. haha.. ate fried rice:) haha.. had a little yam paste before that.. hmm.. haha.. :) yup yup.. think i'm gonna sleep now.. it's 1130 le.. haha.. goodnights.. :)

I needed Jesus @ | 10:58:00 PM


Saturday, April 22, 2006

*.* today's saturday.. hmm.. YAWNZ!! *.*

hmmm.. haha..today is saturday.. not a very eventful on.. but not a totally boring one too.. quite alright la.. woke up at nbout 10+.. woken up by a call from my aunt.. she ask me go swimming with them:) haha.. ya lo.. so met her at bout 1145 at the pool then we went to swim haha nice weather to swim this morning.. haha.. but alot of pple:( haha.. yeah.. then came home.. n slacked for a while.. then did my chem tutorial.. my dad asked my bro he go take a nap.. he say he dun wan.. so i asked him to do his. work.. he refuse.. i called my mum asked wat work to give my brother.. then she say check his school maths hw n ask him to do his tuition homework.. told my brother to.. he took his own sweet time to prepare to start.. i asked him for his maths homework.. n he told me he hasn't done it.. i was quite pissed.. asked him to take it out.. more than once.. but he refused.. wa.. i angry le.. i took out the belt.. he still not scared.. in the end, i belted him.. sigh.. he cried n shout.. as usual.. but i din care.. then my father also come in.. took over from me.. he beat him.. onli then did he take out his school work to do.. stubborn la.. if he just listened.. he din have to go through the pain right.. stupid boy.. oh well.. that wasn't the onli time he got beaten.. after that, he also got beating from me n my dad again.. sigh.. please stop being stubborn la.. u'll end up getting urself hurt aniwae.. silly..


yeap.. n dinner was next.. mummy ended work at 7.. so we reached chinatown mrt at bout 7.. met mummy there n went to the hawker.. me n sis ordered mee pok initially.. but mummy came along.. said she ordered claypot rice for four.. lucky the aunty haven prepare our share.. so we cancelled our mee pok order.. then went to the other corner.. sat down n ordered drinks.. i tink the uncle who took orders is a bit sick.. as in.. he can't realli remember wat we ordered.. then had to repeat n repeat.. i got a little irritated.. but yet.. pitied him at the same time.. sigh.. i feel i'm so bad:( well.. yeah.. aniwae.. was quite irritaed le.. waited for the claypot rice for like 45 MINUTES!! tsk! so long la.. when it finally came.. i not so irritated le.. haha.. cos the rice was good:) haha.. yeah.. but it's ALOT!! it's like a 7-8 person share.. aiyo.. we couldn't finish.. but force lo.. that's why i'm SO full now.. haha.. yeah.. then walked to OG after dinner but they were closing le.. HAH! but my brother managed to buy a toy car from there.. haha.. then we took the nel line home.. haha.. yeah.. i'm tired.. gonna do some maths.. then go sleep.. cos my hair's still wet.. haha.. nite

I needed Jesus @ | 11:17:00 PM


Friday, April 21, 2006

*.* SPORTS day.. haha.. nice one.. *.*

hmm.. today.. tired as usual la.. nv one day that i'm not tired one.. sigh.. haha.. yeah... school ended super early today.. 1155am n we're off.. well then waited in te canteen with esther for diana:) haha.. we were listening to the songs on my phone.. hmm.. haha.. yup yup.. finally.. my nana came down.. haha..we went opposite to have lunch.. i ate prawn noodles.. shiok:) haha.. then returned to school with esther at bout 130.. nana headed home.. she looked so tired today.. yea.. sports day.. haha.. the opening ceremony was a little weird.. haha.. lols.. oh ting an's cousin is in my school, n he's the captain of the track n field team.. so he did the opening ceremony speech.. haha.. quite weird.. oops.. yeah.. haha.. the events went on while i just sat n looked at pple run.. haha.. nothing much.. pretty warm though.. finally had something to do:) haha.. at bout 250, ainaa arrived at tjc:) haha.. the delta cheerleading team needed kids to join them .. yeah.. so i asked ainaa if she could come.. angeline's sister n sister's fren was there too:) haha.. so.. i helped the girls with their hair.. plaited the long ones:) haha.. then tied ribbons.. yeah.. looked so pretty.. haha..


then brought the three of them to the track:) haha.. yeah.. yup.. played with them. looked after them till the cheerleading com started.. :) yeah.. the girls did a great job.. so did the cheerleading team.. but well.. due to some mistakes(like some of the steps, the cheerleaders who were carried up in the air fell downwards.. ) well.. no injuries though.. but well.. quite expected.. delta din win the cheerleading competition:( sigh.. angeline was very disappointed after the performance.. she cried.. well well.. i hope she'll b ok.. yeah..


then after sports meet, returned ainaa to her mummy.. then went to look for cheryl.. we sat in the canteen.. then went opposite to buy cheese waffle.. :) i paid for her.. n told her she doesn't have to pay me back.. just blessing others with wat God blessed me with:) she was like huh? haha.. but yeah.. putting wat i learnt into practice..:) yup yup.. then we waited in the canteen for our mummies to come.. parent-tutor dialogue.. haha n i found out that mrs chua speaks CHINESE quite well!! lols!! not bad ah! :) n i'm starting to love mrs chua:) she's actualli a nice teacher after all:) yeah.. then went home after that.. yep yep.. groggy now.. ahaha. should b sleeping soon.. might go swimming tomolo.. :) haha.. yeah.. have a nice day everyone

I needed Jesus @ | 11:30:00 PM


Thursday, April 20, 2006

*.* thursday.. *.*

hmm.. today.. so tiring.. woke up at bout 515 this morning.. to do AQ (which i din haf to hand in the end.. wat crap:( ) aniwae.. yeah.. so irritating la.. sigh.. but aniwae.. i was like half awake when i was trying to do the question.. SIAN.. yeah.. then went to school.. super tired.. had PE during the first period some more:( sigh.. then ran n did some exercises... yeah.. i waited for cheryl in the canteen.. was drinking soya bean drink n eating water melon(weird match eh?) yeah.. so i waited for her there.. was listening to the mp3s on my phone.. yup yup.. hahas.. then after that, went for GP.. had a hard time trying to keep awake:( sigh.. yeah.. then after Gp was bio.. bio was alright as usual.. sigh.. then chem.. i realised i din bring my chem tutorial book:( lucky i din sit in front.. haha.. ya.. but still super tired:( then maths.. all in the same claustrphobic classroom! :( haha.. i dunno how to spell.. yeah.. aniwae.. ya..


after school, i went to aljunied to meet my cousin, joey.. :) haha.. had lunch with her n her fren.. hmmm.. yep.. ate chicken rice.. haha.. then she n her fren headed for the pool while i intended to go home.. took bus 80.. intended to stop at kovan mrt that stop.. but was quite tired.. then decided that i'll take to sengkang interchange.. shun bian go compass point to buy some stuff.. haha.. so i slept on the bus.. yeah.. then went to sengkang lo.. haha.. walked inside for bout an hour.. bought card n bookmark for my fren.. n also i bought ice age 1 vcd:) haha.. n watched it just now:) it's nice.. haha.. watch until i tear at some parts:) it's a good show.. but pple sae ice age2 not veh nice.. contemplating if i should go watch.. :( see got pple ask me go watch not lo.. haha..


n here's my mum.. screaming away.. well well.. same old thing happens all the time.. wat can i do when my idiotic brother just refuses to do his homework even after i try a million times.. shout at him.. my dad asks him to.. but he just refuses to do his work? my fault ya? watever la.. blame me all u wan ok? at most i'll just drop some tears.. i'll get over it soon.. i'm getting immuned to all these crap that i'm getting from u.. just dun touch me.. leave me alone.. i will lead my own life.. u can shout all u want, but leave me alone to do my own things..


i'm tired.. going to iron my uniform n my idiotic brother's uniform before i go to bed.. yeah.. i feel like a maid man.. n my sister.. she onli has to fold the clothes but she can't even b bothered to do so.. n she doesn't get a single word of scolding.. i'm always the one getting blamed.. SO BE IT.. i'm tired of retaliating n trying to find solutions to some other problems in my life.. sweedy is realli tired of all these crap.. pple.. please stop ur nonsense.. if not, sweedy's gonna b torn apart very very soon.. i'm not very stretchable.. there's a limit to everything.. leave me alone..

I needed Jesus @ | 10:55:00 PM


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

*.* i'm tired.. stop tormenting me.. *.*

well well.. it's wednesday.. well.. everything was quite ok till after dinner.. aniwae.. sigh.. morning.. slacked in the canteen during break.. actualli.. was trying to absorb as much of bio as i could.. but din help much la.. ya.. went to face the test after break.. not veh well done.. but well.. then went for maths lecture where i got lost in the lecture halfway.. could still understand before that.. but.. lost in the middle.. well. ya.. then went for lunch with mel angeline shimin shengli n ron.. then went for civics together.. ya.. then i was looking at sl's phone.. then asked for ron's phone.. nv ask him for permission to look at his pics.. then i tink he abit pissed.. sorry.. well aniwae.. after mass civics.. was tuition with my little ainaa.. tink she too cute.. so mani pple came n like tell me she so cute.. haha.. priscilla ask her to kiss her.. lols.. terrible.. then this teacher came n sae she so cute, handed her $1 ask her go buy herself drink or ice cream.. haha.. so weird.. aniwae.. ya.


after tuition, headed for pp to meet brother.. yeah.. then we went to bk to sit down.. saw clar there.. haha.. ya.. then did some work.. then left pp at bout 6.. took the bus with clar to church.. :) then we had a little nap at the red sofa.. :) haha.. then BS.. larning to have faith in God.. no matter how we see some things as impossible or difficult, all it takes is to have faith in God.. wateva happens, trust God.. sounds simple.. but yet.. the most difficult task i would say.. :( sigh.. Lord.. help me ok? :)


after Bs was dinner.. fsix of us all together.. four on one side, 2 on the other side.. not veh far apart though.. but.. well.. the other two were quite quiet one.. well me my twin jason n daniel were talking.. haha.. listening to daniel most of the time.. haha:) then left food court at bout 9+.. apparently.. everyone was going different ways.. ya.. parted with twinnie at the traffic light.. haha.. :( sigh.. haha.. then walked to the bus stop n took the same bus as ting an.. dropped at eunos mrt.. took 25 home.. tired.. going to sleep le.. tomolo 5am wake up.. do my AQ:( sigh.. yeah.. aniwae. i'm realli tired of trying to sustain a friendship that's like totally.. i dunno how to explain la.. but if there's no conversation at all.. i dunno how the friendship is going to go on.. well.. but u noe wat? i can't b bothered to do anithing.. when i refused to speak, u tried to do the talking.. i'm sorry about tat.. but now.. u say got nothing much to say.. then ok lo.. i also dunno wat we can talk about.. so b it ba.. this is dragging far too long le.. i'm tired le.. everytime.. trying to make each other feel comfortable.. perhaps.. i'll just keep a distance.. so things wun b so awkward ok?


tired i'm going to sleep le.. goodnight

I needed Jesus @ | 11:19:00 PM


Saturday, April 15, 2006

*.* saturday.. :) *.*

hmm.. yesterday was quite bad in the night.. sigh.. i tink my entry was a little too emotional.. sigh.. but i realli couldn't take it when i heard the way she said wats with privacy when the phone was bought by her.. n she just thinks that she is all right.. i mean.. privacy is privacy.. wat has it got to do with whether u gave someone wateva it is.. n it gives u the right to invade one's privacy? sorry.. that doesn't make sense to me at all.. ya lo.. that's why.. i exploded in my entry yesterday.. sorry if i caused some of u to worry.. thanks for those who are concerned.. thanks alot.. i'm glad to have friends like you:) i just probably need time to get over things.. but i tink.. this time it'll require a longer time ba..


yup.. so today is saturday.. :) it's a happ saturday.. cos i finally got to go out.. n for fellowship(although i was late).. haha.. i din realli help bryan n niu jin.. they were the ones handling the games.. well done guys:) haha.. i'm sorry i couldn't help.. sigh.. yup.. aniwae.. i was swimming with my aunt n cousins n sister in the earli afternoon.. haha..yup.. then i went to pp to develop some photos first.. before taking a bus to amber road n walked to east coast from there.. :) the moment i was there.. my mood was so much better.. i guess.. i just like to hang around the pple there.. in God's presence.. moreover, we were at the beach.. so peaceful, so soothing:) Lord, thank you for such wonderful things on earth n in life.. thank you.. n help me to love u more:)


ya lo.. so after fellowship, it was the baptism.. well.. i look at all the candidates that were preparing to b baptised.. as they shared their testimonials.. i longed so much that one day.. it'll b my turn.. standing up there.. with my family members present.. or even better.. they are going to get baptised with me.. hope that it's not just an imagination.. just a dream.. i want this dream to come true.. Lord.. i want to see my family saved as well.. help me Lord.. help me to hang in there.. help me to learn to be a good Christian.. thank you Lord.. gotta log off soon.. to study.. :( sigh.. got a chem test on everything of Organic Chem.. n bio test on wednesday.. sigh.. :( God help me to hang in there!! :( pray for me ok.. Sweedy needs strength.. n time..

I needed Jesus @ | 10:55:00 PM


*.* i hate u.. realli.. *.*

this is realli getting too much.. so wat if u bought me my phone.. does it give u the right to violate my personal privacy? does it give u the right to check my phone? to look at my smses? ya u're my mother but SO WAT? wat gives u the right to sae that i have no privacy? HELLO! i'm a 17 year old! going on 18! do i look like a KID? no! n wat u're doing, it's not onli too much.. u're hurting me.. TOTALLY! i realli realli hate you.. i always try to tink that.. i am in the wrong to get all these nonsense from u.. but today.. i realli tink.. u're going too far.. i realli hate u.. one day.. i'm realli gonna walk out of this freaking place when i can no longer tolerate ur nonsense.. please stop it.. i do not want this to happen at all.. but if i'm forced to the extreme.. i cannot promise that i wun do anithing extreme.. leave me alone..

I needed Jesus @ | 12:27:00 AM


Friday, April 14, 2006

*.* MARDI GRAS!!! :) *.*

well well!! mardi gras was COOL!! we were there at like 4+.. n started to figure out how we're gonna do up our costume.. yup yup.. haha..it was a little of a chaos.. but it was realli fun:) haha.. i was helping the guys with their armours.. haha.. so funny.. yup.. then finally, at bout 730, we finalli headed to the parade square.. out of the tolie which we stayed in for 2 hours plus.. haha.. ya.. yes.. it was great!! :) we took loads of pics.. there.. go take a look ba. it might get a little boring with my face appearing in almost every pic.. haha.. but well.. :) enjoy:)

my claudyne junior n me:)


my SIAO bio tutor miss tiew n me:)
unity is POWER:) haha!

us with mrs chang(2005 econs tutor but i dropped econs!! haha:) )

LEO angeline n sweedy


yi hearn n me:)

us with mr (i dunno wat) haha:) some teacher in school though:)


abit blur but that's sweedy n angeline:) muacks:)

daniel president n sweedy:)(weird smile "_)haha


sweedy n song jie:)

pretty elicia n sweedy:)

wendy, cheryl n sweedy:)

sandy ah yi n me:)

me n shi hui:)

monster!!! (unknown year 1) haha:)

bev, elicia, sweedy, cheryl, esther, shi hui.. n unknown charaters!! :)


me n IP shou yu little boy:)

shi min n sweedy:):)

me n my little junior sylvia:)

me n zhen liang lao ba!:)

sweedy, diana, cheryl n esther:) best friends!:)


that's wat our costume looks like:)

warriors!:)

sweedy n tally yi heng:)


sweedy n choon kiat! (hmm same theme as my class:( haha)

we're POH'S guardian angels:) wahah!

cheryl, ellie ah ma(cheryl's great grandma:)) n sweedy!

ricky the armrest:)

choonfu didi n sweedy jie jie:)

cheryl, choon fu didi, his fren n sweedy:)

jayne bimbo n me!!:)


wanteng mummy n me!:)

2705 n mr hsi:)
my little juniors n me
sweedy n esthernado

sweedy n rendel:)

sweedy n angelic clara:)

aunty bei!! :)

cheryl n ME!:) muacks
2705!! :) pretty angels n handsome warrior
cheryl darling n me!! :)

I needed Jesus @ | 11:02:00 AM


Thursday, April 13, 2006

*.* tomorrow will b better:) *.*

haven blogged since wednesday.. actualli.. that's yesterday.. haha.. :) seems as though i haven came online at night for ages.. cos mummy wans me in bed by 11.. then so b it lo.. well well.. yesterday.. was a better day then tuesday(ani day would have been better i guess) yup.. well.. school was quite alright la.. maths test was not that bad.. although i noe i can do better.. but.. well.. haha.. then after civics.. some of us in the cg went for the "pancake day" activites.. haha.. LAME games n activities la.. my goodness.. to think TJ can come up with this.. hahaha.. well.. our first station, was to use some dough n satay sticks to form something... ya.. haha.. i dunno wat we were doing.. should have taken a pic of it.. but aniwae.. haha.. we got 36/60 points.. hahaha.. yup.. the next station.. terrible.. hahaha.. we were given a pan n a chapatti dough(wrapped in plastic) haha.. then we were supposed to use the pan to throw the dough as far as possible.. ya.. haha.. end point was the grass patch.. my goodness.. haha.. but good for destress la.. i was laughing all the way.. hahaha.. :) then the next was to send a rep up to the stage to finish a pancake in the shortest time possible.. hahaha.. yi heng went up but he came in last.. hmm.. haha.. but it's ok la:) then last station.. we sent ricky.. haha.. he had to turn around a pole twenty times.. then balance a plate with a pancake in it on his head n do a series of actions.. hah.. well done boy! haha.. we din come in first.. but well:) haha.. it was fun after all.. yup..


then met ting yu after that.. haha.. i din realli prepare or write down wat i wanted to share with my "targets".. haha.. well.. she helped me with it later lo.. ya.. thanks:) then she made me think how i have been living my life as a Christian.. which realli told me alot of things.. Sweedy... it's time to change.. it's time to show the others how a Christian should live life.. well.. God i realli need you to help n guide me..


yup yup.. that's yesterday.. today.. :) haha.. school was still ok:) PE wasn't that tiring.. did a series of aerobics.. haha.. step ups n stuffs.. haha.. then was a little sleepy during lessons.. but it was still quite alright:) haha.. then after chem, we went to the hall to get our PW results.. wa i was shivering inside lo.. tsk tsk.. it was pretty cold there.. haha.. before we went in, we heard alot of cheering.. n later found out that TJ did very well for PW:) haha.. 99.3% had quality grades(band 1 & 2) :) n i myself got band 1!:) haha so happy.. my members did well too!! praise GOD:) thank you Lord for seeing us through.. :) yup yup.. n now.. i'm home.. gonna bathe n head for my aunt's house and then to TJ at 430.. it's mardi gras! :) haha.. shall do some more updating tonight:) haha..

I needed Jesus @ | 1:26:00 PM


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

*.* SIGHHH.. =( *.*

sigh sigh sigh.. haven blogged since saturday.. can't b bothered to le.. i'll just talk about today la.. =( sigh.. a reali bad morning to begin with this morning.. cos i woke up late.. (have been last friday but the other two were bcos the bus was late!) sigh.. aniwae.. i woke up late..then rushed lo.. then actualli asked my dad to fetch.. but he take his own sweet time to wash up.. so i just walked out n took caught a bus.. ya.. was on 854.. n was contemplating if i should drop somewhere at ubi to take a cab.. n i did.. but the cab nv came.. another 854 came so i hopped onto it lo.. sian.. waste time la.. sigh.. could have got to school on time if i dropped at 229 stop to cab.. sigh.. yeah.. no choice la.. so waited for 229 to come since i was already late.. din wana waste money.. yea.. then met esther on the bus.. haha.. then mrs chua called me when i was on the bus.. sigh.. then she scold me lo.. sae why i alwaya late.. :( sigh.. then i said sorry la.. like i want to wake up late like that:( sian.. then reached school le.. din go for GP lesson.. din have the mood for Gp la.. sian.. then chem remedial was next.. went there n passed mrs chua my verification slip for A levels exam.. then she sae sae sae.. then said that she called my mum to complain le.. aiya.. wat can i do right.. i just said ok lo.. sian.. then my mum called me during lesson.. i called her back after that.. then she was telling me wat mrs chua said lo.. then mrs chua told her i skipped lesson on friday.. then told her that my chem not veh good.. then say if i dun do well, might kick me out of tj.. sian.. then ask my mum to wake me up at 6am.. crap.. sian! sigh then my mum complain that i always chat online.. well it's true but wat u wan me to do? i dun haf many forms of entertainment leh.. n she wants me in bed by 11pm.. this is madness can.. please la.. JC life.. all the workload.. where got pple sleep at 11pm.. it's CRAP LA! well.. after i put down the phone, i was already in tears.. sian.. sigh.. n saw mrs ho on the way. then she was asking me n esther y we nv go for GP lesson.. tink she got a shock when she saw me crying.. sian.. then i ran to the toilet.. washed up.. then went to the canteen to put down our bags.. me n cheryl went to guard house to collect her verification slip.. then went back to canteen.. she bought food to eat then we sat down.. yup.. i was msging brother.. then while msging. i was like tearing.. sigh.. tink alot pple saw:( sigh.. dunno la.. tink i was quite seh te whole day.. n like acted as though nothing happened.. but i'm actualli quite affected inside la.. i dunno wat exactly.. but i wasn't feeling good obviously.. yeah.. sian.. sigh.. ya la.. the whole day wasn't good la.. it's the worst day in my life in tj so far.. sian.. dunno la.. i'm tired of school.. very.. someone please save me.. :(


it seems so out of reach.. time is racing.. i'm trying my best.. chasing.. but it nv seems to draw near.. instead.. the goal.. seem to b floating.. further n further away.. out of reach.. i'm tired of chasing.. tinking of letting it go.. but i dun have a choice.. for i've already came thus far.. Lord.. Sweedy is realli tired.. she knows she has been depending on herself too much.. n she has not been listening to u.. she is lost.. like a sheep without a shepard.. guide her Lord.. before she strays too far away.. that's wat she asks of You.. speak to her ears.. hold her hands.. carry her.. teach her to love you..

I needed Jesus @ | 5:25:00 PM


Friday, April 07, 2006

*.* friday friday friday.. hmm am i too sensitive? *.*

it's friday!! woohoo!! so happy.. but weekends will end pretty soon too:( sigh.. aniwae.. friday.. realli tired cos i slept pretty late last night.. :( wahaha yeah.. then today in school kept wanting to fall asleep.. tsk.. it's like cannot control one leh! :( sigh.. yeah.. aniwae.. supposed to have chem make up lesson after school.. but i pon la.. sian.. tired le.. then promised zhang yuan n clar to study with them on friday le.. onli remembered chem remedial on thursday.. so i tot i might as well pon la.. haha.. oops... ya.. so i went to bedok to meet zhang yuan after school.. haha.. had a hard time finding him.. dunno where he was.. wahaha.. managed to find him in the end la.. lols.. haha.. ya.. so we went to BK for lunch.. sweedy onli had 5 bucks that day.. haha.. oops.. but couls afford the student's meal which was quite filling..haha.. :) yup.. BUT!! fattening leh:( sigh.. haha.. ya.. then after meal, we took the train to Paya Lebar.. went to singpost coffeebean.. haha.. nice place.. but zhang yuan was saying that he felt warm.. tink it's bcos we sat like quite near the door.. oops.. yea.. then i manged to do my chem n bio tutorial.. haha.. then attention die off le.. haha.. then me n zhang yuan talked the last 15-20 mins before we left.. haha.. yup.. it was a good meeting:) haha.. more of this man! i'm gonna meet my twin(debra) i'm gonna meet my sisters! (niu n nic) hahaha:) cool.. :) so exciting:) well that's my way of keeping in touch with pple in church.. well.. i can't go ma.. so no choice lo.. yeah.. sigh.. yup yup.


thursday.. ended school early at 1250.. then went off with cheryl.. got a msg from shi fu n jason.. they told me they were at the hawker opposite tj.. haha.. then i wanted to eat waffle.. so cheryl came opposite with me.. then ordered our waffles.. then we went to sae hi to desmond n jason.. yup yup.. talked a little while then went off le.. haha.. so weird.. then went to collect our waffles.. then took 38 to interchange n she took bus 7 with me.. she stopped at her house bus stop.. then i continued me journey to PS.. was on my way to meet elvin n ethel.. yup yup.. then i slept on the bus.. got down at PS.. then went to BK to study while waiting for the rest to arrive.. haha i realised that everytime i'm at fastfood restaurant.. i'll buy a cup of milo if i'm sitting down to study.. hahaha.. bad la! sigh.. fattening!! heaty!! hahaha.. sigh.. yea.. haha.. then the other two arrived after some time.. then we went to spotlight to buy some materials.. then went around to look starhub plans.. yup.. followed ethel home to get the UHU glue from her.. haha.. but couldn't find it in her house.. tsk! haha.. then we went to some shop near her house to buy.. then i took 854 back home.. reached at bout 7+.. ya.. that's about it for the two days.. tiring life:( sigh.. dunno wat i can do..


dunno whether i'm oversensitive over some stuff.. sigh.. well.. mayb i am la.. but watever it is.. i tink it's best to b nothing more than friends.. i love u my friends:) may God bless all of u:)

I needed Jesus @ | 10:53:00 PM


Wednesday, April 05, 2006

*.* oohh.. hmm.. it's wednesday.. that's fast.. *.*

well well.. so fast.. i'm in the middle of the week le:( sigh.. time's realli flying like mad..soon it'll be friday.. n the weekends.. n the weekends are gonna fly by as well.. n i'm back to the vicious cycle of lack of time!! :( yeah.. well.. let's see.. wat has happened today.. hmm.. school.. almost late for school today cos i was eating an egg tart n din wana board the bus that reached at 6.38am.. haha.. then the other bus took quite long to come.. when i reached the 229 bus stop, 229 was right in front of my bus.. n when i alighted, 229 left.. sigh.. so.. i took a cab down to TJ lo:( sigh.. $3.40.. heart pain:( trying to save money.. my money's realli running out fast man:( sigh.. must eat less le la.. save more money.. sigh.. aniwae.. ya.. so today.. slack la.. onli 2 lectures n civics n contact time.. civics was super entertaining la.. lols.. it was the introduction of the year on student's council nominess.. wahaha.. some of them were super gao xiao can.. my goodness.. they're year ones man.. haha.. ya.. then after that.. went for contact time at LT1.. haha.. it was a talk by three teachers from the three different local uni.. yup.. heard them talk about uni life.. well not gonna b easy too:( sigh.. i hate studying la. but i dun have a choice.. argh.. sigh.. ya.. tink i might consider NTU.. but.. the course i wana do.. seems to be quite hot among pple.. sigh.. means i dun have a very good chance.. sigh.. God, i'm letting u lead me ba.. i'm leaving it in ur hands.. my future is determined by u:) let me learn to accept wat u've planned for me.. yep..


after school, had tuition with ainaa.. aiyo.. tink today abit tired.. then abit angry with her cos she so lazy.. nv learn time table.. :( then i was pretty firm with her.. said her lo.. then did english with her.. both of us ewre getting restless after one hour..but managed to pull through lo.. ya.. after tuition, i headed for PP.. went to BK.. Clarissa was there with her fren.. studied there till bout 6.. the sky was getting dark.. so clar suggested we leave before it starts to pour.. so packed up n left.. but we were a little slow.. still got a little wet as the droplets of water came tumbling down just after we left BK.. ya.. took 135.. then when we alighted, the rain wasn't that heavy at church there.. haha.. but once we walked into church.. i tink it started to rain.. a little heavier.. yea.. then BS.. learnt about being willing to give up emotional baggages n material possessions especially to follow God.. yup.. ya.. then somehow.. pastor Gideon was talking about new believers.. something about.. when they were told of the gospel, pple tend to tell them all the good things about Christianity.. n they choose to believe because they tink that all things will go smoothly in life..well.. i tink it is quite impt for us to also tell them bout the cost of following Christ.. the expectations n standards of God that we have to live up to.. yeah.. helping me with wat i'm gonna do soon.. hmm.. Lord.. help me.. grant me the courage n confidence.. the knowledge of ur Word.. help me to touch the hearts with ur words.. open the hearts of the hearer n let him/her realise that there's is such a great God who died for them.. :) i leave them in ur hands Lord.. :)


going to sleep le.. a little tired.. mayb i'll do a little chem.. then nite nite.. haha.. :)

I needed Jesus @ | 11:38:00 PM


Tuesday, April 04, 2006

*.* wat is sweedy? *.*

Googlism for: sweedy


sweedy is really silly character; he changes a girlfriend nearly every day
sweedy is a retired


HUH?? haha wats that man.. nothing true.. haha.. just feeling bored n so did stupid things.. haha.. making ron's super belated birthday card.. gonna make jayson's wan later.. yup yup.. haha.. so tired.. supposed to do hw one.. but no mood totalli.. sian.. ya lo.. sigh.. life is so tiring.. i nv used to fall asleep so easily. whether on my bed or during lessons n lectures.. but now.. it's nothing.. i can fall asleep anitime aniwhere.. even when i'm standing man.. haha.. but i dun la.. i can feel realli tired but i will nv sleep standing.. quite scary ah.. lols.. haha.. sigh.. tired la.. y always so tired. i also dunno.. sigh.. well.. my tutorials.. lagging behind too:( sigh.. maths lagging one tutorial.. chem lagging by two.. bio.. haven done the new tutorial.. SIAN!! argh i hate school life:( well.. wat can i do leh? can onli wish for time to b over as soon as possible:( sigh.. well well.. God please see me thorugh.. sweedy's realli vulnerable to breaking down now.. the school was talking to us about stress some time ago... they told us bout the symptoms of stress.. tiredness, easily irritated, moodswing.. got mroe which i can't remember.. but these three.. all i'm experiencing.. sigh.. am i stressed? God noes.. i dun realli feel that stressed.. but the thing is.. this kinda things.. sometimes u dunno also.. sigh..


aniwae.. let's date back.. monday.. hmm wat happened.. nothing much i tink.. can't remember much.. but as usual.. monday blues.. moodswings.. dunno la.. sigh.. always like that.. feel like talking then i talk.. dun feel like talkin i'll just shut my world from anione.. sorry my frens.. sigh.. ya.. aniwae.. PE was fun... we learnt how to play handball. :) haha.. we ended up screaming most of the time.. wahaha.. but realli fun:) haha.. then after that, i went to heeren there.. cactus n pine.. to get rubber band.. haha.. everyone's like.. y go there just to get rubber ands? haha.. but no choice la.. tried using alot other rubberbands, but they dun hold my hair.. the moment i start running or jumping.. it starts to slip of my hair.. haha.. sian so i go buy those esther has.. they're quite good.. n i'm happy with them now.. haha bought 4 different colours for 2 bucks:) haha..



yup.. then i headed for bugis to meet hilda.. i was there early so i went to ANBC to look at stuff.. then remembered it's jayson yong's bday.. so called ethel ask her if they buying present.. then i share.. haha.. then bought some papers.. to make cards.. haha.. yup.. bought a silver pen too.. ya.. then met hilda le.. then we went to look for her shoes.. but this season.. all the sports shoes like not veh nice leh.. well.. in the end she din buy ani.. haha.. then we had dinner at mos burger.. yup yup.. i ate the kakiage rice burger(seafood one) haha.. nice:) haha.. then drank my milkshake!! strawberry!! :) after so long:( haha.. yup then we went kallang for tuition lo:( sigh.. every week go there.. so tired le.. then made them do compre that day.. n cloze passage.. yeah.. then left at bout 9+..ya.. took 853.. then 26 n then 55 home.. reached home at bout 10.. totalli burned out le.. did some research on facism.. wasted my time man.. sian.. then went to sleep at 12+ after wishing jayson happy birthday.. yup yup..


today.. nothing much lo.. met up with ting yu after school.. she went through with us the tract for the pass it on.. to bring the gospel to our frens.. this is my first time man.. scary.. God, help me.. grant me with words that will make pple understand more about Christianity, believing in you n to accept you:) Lord i pray that they will b open to ur words:) speak to them.. touch them.. n Lord.. may everyone lead a life that's pleasing to u:) nice weather today.. rained.. but my shoes are wet:X hope it dries in time by tomolo.. yup yup tink i'm gonna sleep soon.. tired le.. goodnight!:)


and my brother is like screaming like mad.. beating from mum.. san.. he's totalli ah.. realli ah.. irritating! ask him to do homework.. he can talk back.. like wat the.. dunno wat i can do with him lo.. sian.. i ask him to do his work.. he can dun care me.. tell him again he shout wait.. sian.. wat crap is that la.. then now.. my mum scold me.. sae i nv look after him.. excuse me ah.. wat u wan me to do? i ask him to do, he dun wana do. even if he sits there to do, he wana dream i also cannot do anithing wat.. u expect me to sit right in front of him and stare at him do meh? like as though it will work.. n i also got my own work to do one lo.. n i dun haf the energy as well ok.. sian.. my fault la.. wateva u sae..

I needed Jesus @ | 9:12:00 PM


Sunday, April 02, 2006

*.* it's over!! well done my dears!:) *.*

haha.. today sunday liao:( sian.. n i haven done much homework:( sigh.. later must come back n do after i meet bev to fix up nana's puzzle:) haha.. just came back from the temple.. went to sweep grave(as brother says ahaha!) yeap.. so smoky haha.. but i feel so.. err i dunno how to describe.. haha.. feel good? haha.. i went there.. with my dad n siblings.. then we were slightly late la.. then when i was there.. my uncle was like.. u come so late.. the kids all asking where is sweedy jie jie.. haha.. :) then paid respects.. then went around with the kids.. the place veh smoky so brought them to open air.. not so smoky. then played around.. i talked to my older cousins n stuff.. ya.. had a good time lo.. yeap.. tehn my cousin was talking about religion.. then he noe i'm Christian le.. then he was like saying.. he used to go to church last time.. but slowly as he grew older.. he felt that.. religion is just like a language.. it's just trying to teach pple things that are good.. well in a way teaching good is true la.. but language.. hmm i beg to differ though.. aniwae.. had a good chat la.. ya.. then had to leave right after everything was done cos my siblings gotta go for tuition.. yup yup..


yesterday was the A&D parade:) it was alright lo.. met up with my girls in the morning.. to DRILL them.. tried to settle their belok.. but seemt to become worse.. so i asked them to do it their usual way.. yup.. then had two rehearsals b4 the actual at bout 230.. all went well:) well done girls!:) yup yup.. then left after the parade for fellowship! :) fellowship was fun! haha.. now got our fellowship groups.. yeah.. let's see who's in my group.. ian, christine, andrea, cathy, zhang yan, niu jin, bryan n i tink shirley.. hahaha.. we're called the FEARLESS VALIANITES! :) haha.. and our mission is to be brave for the Lord in our Christian living! praise GOD:) haha.. B for brethen R for revere A for agape V for victorious and E for enthusiastic.it was realli nice to be there yesterday.. :) realli had a good time making new frens.. yup yup.. :) i realli enjoyed it! although i couldn't stay for dinner.. haha.. n then me andrea n debra twinnie went to change into out jersey for photo taking.. haha.. so funny.. we wore all three i tink.. as in took turns to like test out.. ahaha.. ya.. niu was there to help us like exchange the shirts while we were in the cubicles.. haha.. in the end, andrea took the nike one.. debra took the addidas one while i took the HCI one.. tsk tsk.. n arvind kept saying i'm a fake HCI shooter.. ahaha.. BLEAH.. lols.. yup.. then it was quite uncomfortable so in the end, the three of us changed out again.. wahaha.. then after fellowship, waited for ethel to change out.. then we left church with nic n niu.. haha.. nic's my new little sister! wahaha.. so funny.. ya.. i now anihow ren already.. haha.. :) but it's good to get to noe more pple better:) haha.. yup.. then i left with ethel.. she was supposed to meet her colleague for dinner but she said she veh dirty n smelly then she dun wana meet her liao.. crazy girl.. so she walked back to church while i headed for the bus stop near the mrt on my own.. haha.. yup yup..


then reached home bathed n was dragged to the temple.. sian.. then i was wearing my fren's addidas shirt.. then i found out that the pple are gonna use those red chop on our clothes.. so in the end, i had to go home to change.. irritating.. then went back tot the temple.. waited for my turn to "cross the bridge" sian.. then all those "possessed" pple were supposed to b the buddhas.. standing at different parts of the bridge.. i had to walk through them la.. quite scary.. they were like shaking n some had their faces painted n stuff.. creepy.. sigh.. but i dun haf a choice lo.. i was like black face all the way in the temple.. my mum noes i dun like such places.. still wana bring me go.. well dun care la.. i just hope i can go to church la.. sigh.. i am waiting n waiting.. but the prob doesn't onli lie with my mum.. it lies with my siblings as well.. they need to b LOOKED AFTER.. and the onli free person is me.. sianed.. thne no choice la.. even when i wana go out.. also gotta see if there's anione at home to take care of them.. if there isn't, then i'll b deprived of the chance to b out.. sigh.. dunno la.. pissed.. well wat can i do la huh? sigh.. aniwae.. ya.. but i'm trusting you Lord.. i noe u'll bring me there one day.. well, pple may not believe wat i sae about being unable to go to church.. i onli need u.. i noe u believe n noe my situation.. help me Lord.. n help me spread the gospel.. thank you Lord.. :)

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